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Hello... Getting ready to go to Church and just wanted to record this real quick... I'm
putting it on YouTube... and about that guy I'm seeing... I'm not seeing him anymore...
Not in that way... I'm cutting him off in that way... I'll try to be his friend but
he's not going to be able to use me use me anymore... By GOD's grace... It's been a whole
year of it... He tells me straight out that he's trying to see how far he can go... You
know he's kind of sad... uh... My hair... It's kind of sad that... He likes to use people...
He likes to see them fall... He likes to watch people go against what they believe... He
said it give him joy... So... He's narcissistic... I'm not sure of the full meaning of narcissistic...
Probably not even saying it right... but... Yeah... The other day he was like, "Your mine
aren't you... you mine and I said yes... but I'm not his I'm Christ's... I belong to GOD...
anyway... I'm
in my daughter's room... I put the computer in my daughters room... I was thinking about
putting it back in my room... got to finish straightening it out... to see if it can fit
in it. Any way... I would... I would like to find somebody that I need more... Good...
Nice... Christian Man that really knows how to love... Because my relationships have been
unfair and sad... abusive... I don't want that anymore... I'm getting counselling to
see
how I can get out of that kind of picker or whatever... That's the kind of man I pick... That's the kind of man that
picks me... I want a good relationship with a human not just
a human... A man... That's
not wrong to
want that because HE built us that way...