Hey friends, I hope you like this original song 'Holding Onto Hope'. Do let me know what you think! If I was producing this professionally I would’ve done the whole thing better hahah I’m not fully happy with the final product but I mean, it is what it is, hopefully I can do it properly one day but I need to stop striving towards perfection with these videos because it’s never going to happen XD take this as a first draft I guess? This is probs my favourite from the 4 I’m releasing this month so yeah I hope you enjoy it! ^-^ (Final song coming next Friday!) tbh I feel a little bad for releasing a sad song when it’s been a sad week for a lot of people already. I’ve seen other people apologising for releasing upbeat videos, but I feel like the whole kpop community kind of needs a pick-me-up and a bit of light relief at the moment? anyway, this is all I had prepared, so I guess we’ll make do. I hope everyone’s doing okay Subscribe to my channel!! ****** My last video (original song ‘Remember It All’) ****** My last cover (English cover of Heart Shaker by Twice) ****** Playlist of all my original songs!! ****** Facebook music page ****** Twitter ****** Instagram ****** --- LYRICS: I’m so tired of faking Don’t know how to make it real Cause I never let myself feel Until it takes me over And it makes me feel Like I’m somebody else Maybe I hold onto people For too long Cause it’s too difficult to admit People drift apart And nobody’s at fault And sometimes there’s just no easy fix Do I go through this torture Just to avoid the disappointment? I know there is so much more to me than this Show me where the light is and take me home I don’t even know what I mean anymore Take me where it’s brightest and hold me close I just wanna see the sun before it goes Show me where the light is and take me home I don’t even know what I’m searching for Take me where it’s brightest and hold me close I just wanna see the sun before it goes I’m so tired of faking Always second-guessing What I gotta do to make it stop? Cause I can’t take it Really, don’t you get it? I’ve got nothing left to give Holding onto hope I guess I should give up I know that it’s too soon to let you go But now I’m breaking I’m so tired of faking Tell me how to make it through So show me where the light is and take me home I don’t even know what I mean anymore Take me where it’s brightest and hold me close I just wanna see the sun before it goes Show me where the light is and take me home I don’t even know what I’m searching for Take me where it’s brightest and hold me close I just wanna see the sun before it goes Do I go through this torture Just to avoid the disappointment? Cause I know that I can’t talk to you about this So just show me where the light is and take me home I don’t even know what I mean anymore Take me where it’s brightest and hold me close I just wanna see the sun before it goes Show me where the light is and take me home I don’t even know what I’m searching for Take me where it’s brightest and hold me close I just wanna see the sun before it goes Holding onto hope I know that it’s hopeless Oh, you’ve already gone Holding onto hope I know that it’s broken I just wanna let you know Holding onto hope I know that it’s hopeless Oh, we’ve already lost Holding onto hope I know that it’s over I just wanna let you go, oh Do I go through this torture? You’ve already gone I’m so tired of faking Don’t leave me alone