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One more time
I waked up sad
but I can't be like this today
no if I want to ruin this day, so special to me.
Yes... I fell in love. and this is so important in life...
Well, is important to me.
I talk about "that" love
so intense...
soft and passionately.
"that love" that I had, in the past.
No doubts,
You'll give love to your girlfriend
and you will love her, perhaps his mistakes too.
and you will respect her, understand her and walk with her.
A lot of things makes you believe that you are loved,
protected...
Is incredible that feeling... But... If you dont feel it?
Well... This is my story.
That was terrible.
And I speak in "past" because now I am totally alone, in that sadly desert.
All the people lives love in different ways, but...
What you do if you feel that you are the less necessary person to her?
That she never loved you a little, never...
When you feel that she used you.
and the *** indifference
that she takes care of show it
kills you inside...
Do you know what is the worst?
I see images that comes to me again and again,
again and again to my head.
and don't let me forget.
And then...
all the beautiful words that she give away, got away. And now you think...
what I've noticed?!
Now I just wonder...
Worth it?
This desire to mourn, this desire to cry out and scream to the world,
It Worth it?
I don't know which are your answers to my questions...
But now i know that my answers are "NO".
'coz it really hurts so much sadness...
so much pain,
so much humiliation...
And...
WE CAN ALL BE HAPPY AGAIN .
AND AFTER ALL, NOW I KNOW WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME.
PEOPLE WHO LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY
STAY WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
THERE IS NO BETTER MOMENT TO BE HAPPY THAN "TODAY"
AND IF IS NOT TODAY,
WHEN WILL BE?
THE LIFE IS FULL OF CHALLENGES,
AND WE MUST FACE IT, AND CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY ANYWAYS.
I AM HAPPY WITH THEY... AND THIS...
IS MY PERFCECT SMILE!