Abandoned at birth

No matter how hard you pray god hates you now! No matter how much you smile you just hide a frown no matter how you get up they just throw you down you say suicide is not the key I say its my key out...

How long how long till I see well Ive been living a lie a fake figure I want to be and I dont know about everybody but I cant take this anymore to lonely to just say hi and to depressed to say good...

All I can dois ask why everyone is so happy it wasnt for me WHY!! time keeps sliping and I keep wishing why am I here this isnt for me why do you tease me we get so close then you leave me hanging no...

Lead as I follow warfare at our fingertips blood stains plenty of wounds but I feel no fucking pain we have to stay alive wondering whats on the other side we have to stay alive fuck them and their...

There is just something about life that doesnt suit me I will take it when Im ready hold it steady dont miss I took life and fucked it like the whore it is dont Judge me Im gone if this is the end Im...

Desicple!, into a murderer we all die inside everyone let loose its time to fly we all kill at some time nothing in this world can wash away your fear we all lie we all cry and sooner or later we all...

Severed heads Rotting flesh no sign of life but I can feel death upon me critizing life for what it wasnt do you really know now it was scarring my soul with your fear of the knife wheres the sunshine...

So close but yet so far away my polluted heart has me traped in a psychopathic daze hate is simple love is hard people judge you then they pull your card everyone and everything is a trap and the...