I suffer from vertigo. It's paralyzing in extreme situations. The most scared I've been as an adult was trying to conquer that fear by going climbing in Wales.

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I have vertigo. Vertigo makes it feel like the floor is pitching up and down. Things seem to be spinning. It's like standing on the deck of a ship in really high seas.
Under skies so sour the sting of the inconsequential reminds us all we lay where wings are afraid to grow paralyzed with impending breath the blood is lucid and flowing forth to the faithfully...
But I have vertigo... I lose my equilibrium easily. I can lean out to look at something and just keep leaning and not realize I'm about to fall.
I need another world I'd like some wind to chase far away I can't escape all these shades of gray The sun will set My heart has seen nothing yet Unconscious of any consequence Take me away I don't...
Inside my mind's eye I find myself falling Falling down a spiral tunnel A spiral tunnel now It was deep It was deep It seemed to go on forever and ever Lights appeared I couldn't tell what they were...
I watch you move the sky I never ask you why You made the stars collide They never ask you why I pull the thorn out of my side I need escape from what's inside Because the bitterness won't die Just...
Talk to me Talk to me Come to this I lay my soul before you My only gift I've done all that I can do They're only words But in my mind I'm falling Catch me Hold me Feel me Talk to me Lie to me...

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Push away the shadows That led me here It's time to move out of the dark Forgetting all the demons And all my fears I'll spread my wings open my heart It's my time to live It's my time to shine It's...
No blame of shame or guilt in my game No blame of shame or guilt in my game The judge, jury, and the executioner Are all in my head I want everyone of them dead The judge, jury, and the executioner...