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what's going on today a m
we are going to have a conversation about leaving an authentic life living
more authentically and really and passion about this topic
it is a uh...
it's kind of uh... it's kind of amazing when you see people on the world and
some
will go out and venture on their own past and then there's the there's many
many more of that kind of get in line
and uh...
you know this kind of uh...
follow the leader and kind of thing and then there's the other ones that uh...
did in this really good place within themselves and they're able to live in
this
you know truly unique and often it's like that
we're all unique and uh...
you know the less we try to be like others in the morally given that really
took place within ourselves so i mean they're more powerful and we we uh... we
are
hearings more interesting as well and we met
most interesting people i know i really think very authentic lives
it's highly attractive
bets will try to meet you
heaping
one of the things one
besides that smiling and laughing
so what
what is the read to too
will lead the living
not into it
life
the thing that comes to mind first which is to remind happiness yesterday is that
it's it's it's on
fragmented stated being an angrily passionate about that part
of what you mean power eleven symbol is about getting
one yes on the inside and having it be a match to who we are up outside in our
world and not being fragment it
and i feel like these
broken parts of
maybe our expression are interaction on to the world is fragmented sense
it weakens us it takes our power away it moves away from the core of who we are
misleading authentically is is more of
bringing the pieces of truly who we are back in the wholeness into oneness of
that week are truly living and howard eleven liked for who we are on the
inside is a match to the world
that we are interacting with in living on the outside
he and i want to ask a question
nominal and redirect is something you had the camping out out what's coming
next year
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because uh... yeah it is that was the and just had a set of this really
delicious coffee yet and uh...
uh...
in in your your
the ladies insist arsov
coalesced on the body and you say that's crazy talk
him and i wouldn't be a does sound crazy me picnic
at the first time i said anti copy my whole adult life
exit beginning college was falling asleep in a physiology class
after lunch and that i found the power of coffee
and suddenly it was so much easier
and then from there forward i was a coffee lover
s_l_ and
beginning on that reconnect rate at this moment in time
and still unpopular and
and what happened was is
you know so i three copy
but when i was praying with my two kids i did not
but my motivation was for my
for the help of my can't sit you know with the unborn child in when the
motivation wasn't for what i was gonna do for me
so recently addis really wanted to get into this place where i wanted to bring
the energy in
bring the energy in closer to me
in a way that
you know when great things happen in our outside world it's really great to get
excited and have the energy you know just exploding out of us because
you know maybe we got the big
you know chakkar email
guided big windfall of money or
you know we got landed the deal we were trying to make or were in this love
relationship all these things can spring up this energy
and i just felt like i wanted to bring the
internalize my energy source closer to me and not
and not that i was dependent on and on the outside world but it's just a more
incident relationship i decided i wanted to get more intimate with this
energy source with inside me and i didn't want to armed bs ing anything on
the inside so i'm
bring anything closer and it's very interesting because
there is this welling up of energy that um... is occurring at a much more
natural spring level inside of me
mhm from it
and accidents
whatever's happening on the outside
it's kind like this place and when you call in the way she just tuning out the
noise or
you know whatever's happening that's highlighted arlo it doesn't matter
because brian
and
tapping into this well on a much more deeper level inside myself
well i commend you for
you know going on whatever
journey whatever you feel that you need to do for yourself in the end
you have the willingness to to go there and i think that's really important
heavily listen in and also with
uh... with this living authentic as having the willingness to embrace our
unique selves
and
you know
andrew in high school hyena
every everybody's women's like skinny jeans and tell you i mean cold thing
means they had you know their socks above their
their pants and it sounds like today
it is that it is my headlights getting their in
here in on
and you know the the the growth of stocks of
uh... on the outside of their pants you know and another concert at the end of
the signs and stuff and
uh...
and i and i wouldn't
conform to that you know i mean i a light i'd like to rip genes are like
jeans on
big *** holes in the knees and
and stuff like that in fact actually
and got sent home
them from school because uh... i was wearing the these genes are these these
holes in them and uh...
something today is closed
so
again i still like me well you know and and he any call my creative gene set
right now yeah
begins late real creative modi attendant like put these cancer had just made that
connection
well we all have our created she sellers are literally hear created jeans
no polio treatment ease of use okay guys
all right so um...
uh...
you know i retire refuse to in foreign
knows that but you know i didn't here it was me and i wasn't gonna wear that
you know the the jeans but the the uh... tied around the ankles and stuff you
know i've been that was me i didn t get you know so
hi uh...
island
i was happy that i've i've always go on my own way you know i mean i would have
until i can forum
other peoples uh... md
wishes for me and stephanie i've tried it times i i i have tried and it does
doesn't work and it's and it's not
is there a truly empowering and it's not comfortable for me but you know i know
if you do something long enough they can be comfortable and i think that's work
people can get caught him
within some kind of
not not authentic life but
of so-called care too much about what other people think and that becomes what
stops them
yet and so uh... uh...
there is
yeah i mean that that's not being it's not living your own honest it's not
living in the true
pre-war
there is some integrity that is their in order to do so mean when
it's not uh...
he may not always seem easier to be yourself button in really is meaning he
really and i might be in the head ourselves but here but
the others integrity thing
uh...
flaking bracing who you are
and loving who you are in not being willing to conform just to
you get the girl or get the job market though there so that
well this is that part were
back to the
living authentically isn't annette fragmented state of being
and what does that mean
you know when you say integrity i'll love that word because integrity people
think it's so you know it uh... it's about telling the truth in this
situation or not
you telling the truth and others
being mature yes and b
in the truth
i love that
being the truth
when you're living authentic
integrity is of place of substance
strength and power i mean when you look at the building it's got good integrity
meaning the suffolk rumble really easy it's
it's got strength it's got power you know to it
and that's the same way with our life when we are b
enid the truth of who we are
we have so much that's what's highly attractive it has a lot of strength and
power to it
yahoo you look at
steve jobs you know if the
he and dropped out of college buddies continue going to college and i think he
does
stuck in the classes that you want to speak into it
and start doing his own thing you know because
the on he he really got into this authentic part of the meeting and what
he was doing it in the why he felt that he couldn't
continue to go to high school our college on his uh... parents a dime
was because the things that he was interested there wasn't really
a business there there was a really a a market for that kind of an employee and
also
he was really interested in calligraphy
and
and he just went to these cleaner free classes because he dug it
well there was the knowledge that he gained in his calligraphy classes that
allowed apple too
introduce the first
uh... typeface is the first fonts that
you know what the the proper curry and stuff you know how you have any energy
in how you know if the program how they they would
space the letters together and all that stuff in that became uh... a big part of
uh... what larry apple had to have a jump on the competition
yangon dos tight
mhm yet fragile graphical interface
uh... type stuff so
yeah i mean
uh... army active that i think that it's uh...
it's the most powerful people that that will be themselves every few years to
conform you know uh...
uh... on for in your name the uh...
the woman who
refused to get off of this error rosa parks yet on the bus rides i love her
story yes she refused to conform to the site no you know this is an running i'm
not going to do this and
she stood up for cell in yokum refusing
to not conforming it doesn't mean like your out
you know rebelling and always it's not always the statement of rebellion it's a
statement of
truthfulness in our lives and and it shows up in
the unique way that's designed for us in our life path
you know and sometimes we may meet
abrasion to that our people not liking that were not conforming and then other
times it's going to be welcomed but there
most important
the most pivotal aspect of it to gain integrity and to gain strength in our
lives
is to be real untruthful in that authentication which is what's right for
us
gentleman mona livingstone's truthful place i mean it's basically a line
here that lies are a lot of work has a lot of energy that's so that you know
uh...
you know people hurt the same to be something that they're written
lately the there is this is uh... business time somebody confronted me and
at one of my twelve-step meetings and said you know
so why isn't that pledge
you know i've noticed about you and me dirty there's no he always speak from
this place a truth and then there's never might do this thing that's like a
lawyer in me
he and i know you say it like it is indeed a lot
and nineteen said willing that's just too much work i mean i don't know if
it's like my high ethical the high heat who is uh... i don't helping kids is
that is that i'm too lazy to live
and family cadence and now that's what was
so interesting we were falling in love and jack would say such wonderful things
to me and i would think
he's telling the truth because
i hadn't already heard about jack through
to my brother and it's working relationship we had
and the thing that my brother wanted to work with jack with is he kept saying
he's our man we're working with so i was kind of step with working with him is
because
he said
he says it like it is so he had a lot of trust in jack as um... and working
relationship because when you can be with somebody who is
who's not giving it flopped is really giving you the real foundation of what
they feel and what they can contribute
and saying like this
and so when he was saying all these wonderful things as we are falling in
love as we're working together to me
graduate your time in the world
such great
things i kept saying
among blacks
and this is jackie says it like it is
verdict
you know it's funny about people like did i respect that about me i object to
the white citizen that's political things i like about me
until
doesn't line up with their own agenda men like although won't go along with me
on that
then
so arm
so why insupportable sup like per
one the strongest reasons why
uh... is that it's healthier
it is uh...
there
there is less stress when you're when you're being awfully you're being true
to who you are and and you've done the the
uh... the work to find out exactly who you are in you honor that
there's a lot less stress in their there's not this
uh...
in in my mind that fingers as weekends to heck with it
i'd like to be a weekend in sin
uh... dated two dozen it doesn't we can u you know it it uh...
in allows you to be uh...
of strong sound character and
need this strengthened carries through with with your your health your mental
health your your physical health you know when
when you have a lot of stress in your life and stress causes disease it it
causes a lot of harmful things over weight you know you can be overweight
and in everything from stress
but then the mental stress to the this mental
and sign the this trying to keep up this thingy sits really stop for
you know uh... i
units brandon in high school and uh... you know the he passed away a couple
years ago com
actually uh... drank himself to that
but um...
i was i was i'd knew him
uh... elementary school
you know mall literally we like best friends
and then
one time i remember at this party here really drunk
any acted all crazy and stop and everybody but responded to it my apt
analysts this stuff
and he got something from that and actually he started later it was like
from a party on he
became he put on that person dot that was in that true
person cooley wives
in a new looks andrea
in times like i knew that he was just an acting that's why
but you know his life became
it deserved
okay so i want to talk about this because we're talking about honesty and
telling the truth
they can seem like it's
it's so why people feel like one another's person i was so the truth
and of course i'm living honestly and and then now we're talking about this
persona that wasn't the truth
i want to talk about how
this shows up in these areas of our lives at sea more great at him
establish themselves through time
where maybe
you know we're were in a marriage or in a job or were doing things
were just putting on a persona
you know i just recently
uh... was with a really uh... good friend of mine too
who was actually going to reinforce
and because she was just saying i couldn't she said i can't i could live
the persona anymore
uh... basically pertaining like everything was ok when it wasn't
now that is are returned to authentic living
yemeni what what happens is people believe that is the truth of who they
are because friday should be developed as a coping skill
so they're they they use this pretend act as a kind of thing because it's
uh... it's it
it's easier for them there they feel
since it is easier 'cause it actually isn't
but they do it
this is where i am
really a true believer that stress
on any level and we can look at this in our lives
means that there's something we have an accepted and we haven't brought closer
and you know in to get into this authentic place with ourself we have to
be willing to bring things in closer because i think that
when people think these personas are real
they still somehow push the truth out further away from them because it's too
painful to bring it in closest to painful
disabled and who am i without this persona who am i i don't show up
and that perfect wife who can i expect it to you
here when i was uh...
morales nearly trickle-down artfully stuff and you know his book newark
unlike if i'm not what i look like a not what i would right you know i'm not this
and that the glamoc in brokers like kind of
estimate west bout
you know the the thing is if the answer
here and you know that's a terrible thing and of you know
you'd there there's always this these parts of self-discovery
you know i'll ike that
but it's being
none
is being true to yourself and being able to be open and and seen these things
willing yet willing to do the discovered i remember when i was that when i was
uh...
using treason and run in and stuff uh...
you know people say things like jack always does that
and my ears about perk up but what it what it is i had no idea who it was and
is really have a clue it is that
like it depended on
what kind of drugs were in me and maybe there's a formal or something i don't
know but uh... this the thing about this whole thing this list of slick that
that's
distress in everything
when it when people are living this often like then they look for outside
distractions in that can really perpetuate this uh... i'm helping us
with the with drugs with uh...
sax shopping gambling whatever it is whatever they're using the than knowing
is that they're you know that making their lives noisily we talked about so
that they don't have to deal with what's
uh...
where what's in front of them that their
they're not living up in that way they're not honoring the dead or not
honoring the dispute that
you know dislike that they were given
and
uh... they're not honoring the the gifts that they have inside of them
there's these little boys business was that that people don't listen to this
your soul crying out staying
page you know
there's something bigger here there's something
and
there's something different for users something better there's something
special the
the you listened cindy because
and crying out for you to
live a life of of truth in integrity in
uh... insuring
yes some people are haunted
by this
finally of true part of who they are in their life
and then i call it
the disease a distraction and then when were haunted it and works we have these
spooky feelings
are following us around and we have to mike
try to meet up with the disease a distraction and it does show itself up
in addictions
and shopping
in infomercials heee people and watch t_v_ ads it coolest hours of t_v_ did
people want to be made dislike
become may come home from work in a time that they know i mean they're dislike
absorbed into the standard the southern world
and all of this happens at a really insidious leveled that creates likened
autopilot behavior
so this is where you know it
why
do we want a get more internal antique living is because
by a certain level yes we are where we are weakening yourselves for wasting our
time in our gets
in that whisper of truth like what you were saying jack that's returning to
this authentic living which nobody can do you like you i love when you always
say that jack that you are the best
and being you
yeah i mean when you're up and i could have been yourself and old buddy alston
media nobody else can
can indicate you just quite as good as you can actually be you
still i think that people to get scared l
in which we look at this with kids we say we don't you shouldn't care what
people think that she shouldn't care what people think
but i really do think that most adults are are
are suffering in that same sense
of caring too much what people think
i know for myself you know i was
run over by a lot more there was a in
and my rightly that so damaged that i had um...
unite micro states got damage that might lead in grow at the same ray's mother
late cuz some of the growth plate at the image so i had there was a time period
where i had a built-up shoe
and
well talk about is a child being cfr two of having did not care what
what other people in think i mean i was raised with positive parents and so you
know you're not your body or something more as well as raise within and i'm and
i really didn't get to this place that i didn't care what other people thought
but then nothing sport in my life and then i was like you know mary jane
in this configuration that slowly built itself through time
and to change out of that
to make course correction to move
dot authentically
i know that there was those aspects of me of not want to look bad and you know
carrying too much about how i would be perceived by the world
i mean i did get out of that but i do think that paralyzes a lot of people
from
truly living authentically
and this doesn't mean we have to make major life changes it just means getting
to this honest place
and that's where that
full-on try believed that that bat which supports as will boldly step forward and
that which doesn't will gracefully step down
and and starting to follow that current that authenticity leads us to
that is a path of grace that is a path of
you know divined napping in tracking that takes us to that real center point
of creation
in union with this dot forces universal loving presence that were meant to be
just having it
animeid out of us in our own unique way
you know the elderly
the uh... when when i have swine
what do you wish you would have done differently in your life and stuff and
in they often say things like uh...
we will be one is that they wish they didn't worry so much
you know and bases in just a bunch of wasted time and and
also missed opportunities because they were
they were worrying too much and and and also they say that mate
they cared about what other people but they didn't
they didn't just do their own thing you know that
uh...
me you know that
he he he he was different back in
in the past when do you know uh... it was more important
uh... bow what your parents plot
i mean they needed at this family
their families were trader then i think you know in certain aspects of
you know i mean did not there
their parents consent about who they married and seven eighths
you know i couldn't i could never marry him because he was a jewish boy in my
family would never accept and stuff like that in
can you hear the elderly in the day they talk about things like that that they
wish they would have done things differently
well i think that's just expanded now we're in a world now where
maybe it's not our family we care about that it's our peers as the world around
us like even i'll i'll just watch this interview with oprah where she was
talking about how
when she first started her talk show
some of the mistakes and things that she had to go with her learning curve
she still had an element of privacy because
you know she didn't have everybody all in her business
now with her network as she's really trying hard to get this network off the
ground she said every mistake she makes is like it's out in the news by within
three hours or three minutes and that's where it's going to bed
and so
you know there still is that
part where you know
we want
we wanna look good and we don't wanna have is were figuring out things you
know for ourselves and there could be mistakes involved with it are i don't
wanna say mistakes but things that maybe don't make us look the best ads were in
our discovery process
and we just have to become
stronger
because
stronger and amused the fact that our immunities with
the dark force our unity is with the more we connect to that integrity that
life force within us
the more we are anew into any of these
different situations that could come up that would feel uncomfortable
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uh... in that were living
this worldwide sold for and two
live about that but we would cover today about for the mess
uh...
but uh...
there is this thing about
losing herself just uh...
deal we talked about your weight looking for who you are in
in doing the work too
find out who you are in and uh...
uh... dealing in this place of truth but
i mean how do you think
how do you think we'd lose ourselves
why do you think we've become desensitized by the numbing effects of
everyday life and nick and actually uh...
it's kinda like you know it's something
like you kind of parachutes and they don't fit you right
and and michelly you you know it you get a blister
but if you left issues on long enough and kept walking in the oceans
what happen is is is that blister
would eventually turn to a callous
that's what can happen in our lives ending and usually we we recognize it
more in the beginning when something isn't right
but if we go on to along with it like that we can become desensitized became
the comcast our own
unhappiness to our on
truth of
this doesnt fit bright this isn't right for me
you know uh... afternoon a couple people
story in the
in recovery program was in michigan this one guy that said
he was never able to
uh... to stay clean
until
he uh... was able to come out cause it
and you know he was gay
and uh...
he was up by terror
you know he is a part of a biker gang and stuff like that you know so
it was kind of difficult for him to come you know and to come out of that but he
could never stay clean until he did and then i knew another guy that
i mean you it was pretty you have a dentist you know after you got to know
him that you knew he was hiding something like that
and that he was never able to uh...
yes so i do think that
what happens is is that
whatever those whispers are that are truthful
for us
is begin to bring in closer pre begin to bring light to it
and begin to look at ways truly authentic and starting bracing
i mean i have this little corey exercise that i am just came across that it's
been actually pretty eliminating to me
uh... by this acclaimed marketer he was talking about how
there are
were all walking around please
aid list uh... the top
ten things that are of
are highest interests
is important to us yet important to us that were actually thinking about
repetitively throughout the day
were you thinking about were either
putting action towards it
were either
you know investigating it were doing something about it
and pretty much everybody's got a top ten list every day that's the most
important thing that they're investing investing your energies into every
single day
right and i might opt and his uh... his crime
competitive it's true into that it's true you did this exercise you better
put that it's not handing but
he won't say it was a dark freezer we have a crisis
can't be sparking went and said
something's wrong i thought something happens for a quick fix later on
i got that
to happen my heart
might incite started shaking with that adrenalin
unlike what you think we have no ice cream in the freezer
if you do this exercise you better put with was was horrible
was really a nightmare
it's its troops others at about ten days at work we're that's
interest of nine
ages recently said a really like taken in developing my list of and i wanted to
take a look at how
authentic is of the things that are consuming my energy how closer they too
the authentic life that i want to be living and so it's interesting to do
that and i have to say that
my life today
is getting
closer than after to really truly emulating in living that often take life
that i have dreamed up for myself
and it's funny because
jackie you had said to me the other night you said
and what do you think it is that's made it so
lucky for us to have found each other and to be together and
i truly believe it's its
was i said to him divined mapping i mean
there is this
this light that begins to map itself out draw closer to us
the more we step into that authentic miso ourself in the will field of buying
it'll feel right it'll feel like the perfect fitting parishes
yeah i
is the only way to be truly fulfil
you know it's yours
and he is how you feel about the work fulfill you're you're you're full your
fil
to the top in a in
in you many feel like they have the same thing that's inside of them
you that there's this
in a bit radical that'll probably run things that we talked about the the
drugs in
you know and all that
but you know insulate the only the true
lead for bill does
new uh...
noted honor
this uh...
this art into commitment you know and and
you were created
you know by creator and are available the you know fermin my higher power nam
wants means to with an opt-in take life because it made me an opt-in person
it's funny that you say for film tactic has and hand
uh... maybe like five years ago i went to this big uh... business he bent and
had a lot of like a really high-level speakers and one of the speakers through
this whole thing this was the most profound thing that i took out of this
whole business
you know
expo event
with holly's really great keynote speaker's one the thing that stuck with
me the most and it was sent by keith cunningham as he said when you get to
the end of your life
what is it that you would like what's the word you would want to say
what that represents the slight what would be your final word
and for me
management systems company like at the end your life lately you just tell me
the other day like steve jobs that when he was dying he he was saying
all while
yeah he uh...
he his last words
were allow
allow
all
and house that's pretty
so what ending that's a lot when you look at like
that's how you feel when you've lived in authentically when you've lived through
issue you'll it'll be expressed in our own uniquely enough for me
how do you have a word i'd just knew i wanted to be smiling
it felt like a smile like my last words would just be a smile on my face
and so i remember when
we were getting to know each other jack when we are working together our
relationship was developing i'd ask you how i was tell me about this situations
that are this
business expo that i went to and i ask you what would your working you said
that would be your last word would be foley felt like a full
rich life is so funny that you sent
what who does fulfilled mean it's
building fallen
overflowing and
so we touched on
uh...
because a lot and i think this in the we've had a a good discussion about this
but
uh... we we saw a sense of the house like how u
liver not decline and uh...
you know but uh...
but we have some more
well
and one more thing i want something out
this list
bank is at the house
yeah definitely
at the house craiglist
and i'm saying that today in my list is closer than ever
mhm toughened tically
but not by little this list out
you know ten years ago eight years ago
ait in what was comprising my current state of mind using up all my mental
energy system
at they would not as bad as authentic
that's what's insightful to create this little list at the top ten things that
are taking up your state of mind
and your top ten cents of interest itself and then asking yourself how
close is it
mhm to living authentically
because i think if we can start to see
while like this consumes a lot of my energy and this does not feel
like authentic
you know i know for like you jack you know you you have
forty-plus years since anna
sobriety
and it's like different like before you were sober
your energy would have been left
you know
state of mind one of things would have been something that would have liked
then using your dream kenyan in doing so i think that were night i know now in
your top ten list is probably your sobriety life is one of why no it
because i see it in your life you mean you see about how we're leading
what your energies being used for a mean
emily has all these years he still makes a priority to goto meeting state checked
in staying in tune with
where he's at with is recovering
yeah i know you know
i'd like to still keep developing life skills
and uh...
and
and
young holly and i i think that
i think that uh...
you know our our special conditions p
continually fat
united in order for it to grow and expand to be healthy
it needs to be fed
so uh...
i'd like to continue to do that
so uh... one of the things i want to share about how
to without is uh...
is to trust
and uh...
entrusted me that's a bit about the we've had shows about they but you know
it's also
you know i really want to get back to the this this thing about the higher
powers that
here you trust that there is a reason why you were here and they're not just
taking up space
and you have special guests and
needs you can get into it that
that places sharpening those guests
and
at delivering them you know using them and and delivering them and showing them
and sharing them
uh... repeat that is a good way to within our country club
increasing the truth
i love this idea of increasing the truth
and that begins to activate
powers that week
you know when you talk about there's this higher energy
either sis
when we embrace the truth we begin to activate
invisible the four months
the things that we can see right now our lives beginning
attracting to us and that's back to you
when i look at where my life is now
after going to a major life change
is like
is amazing
the forces that going to be to collaborate and synchronizing coinciding
you know coincidences nothing but to energies
coinciding coming together matching up
and so
we activate those forces when we increase truth
that denying universal loving presence
mhm the creation of life
in in in this true that mean uh...
it's one thing to embraces to know it but there's another thing on our end and
and the way down there and the one who is down at least is
was stopped compromising
and we don't compromise our true we don't uh...
you know the the the truth is in black-and-white it's one of those you
things that's really in black and white and life and said the more we tried a
gray in our or you know teague to compromise ok well
and any kind of your instruction
binit not completely anything cos kind of the incorporate this to go slightly
off
lady you know if he was slightly off course in new york going around the
world here and up
way off course
and i think it's hard for people to
even know that when they're so in it because it's back to that autopilot
ninety cents of the t desensitizing that happens to us this mending a fact
however and you know here is a simple how-to and even been skiing
at times that deal so simple
is start to know when i hear s is a yes and i know is unknown for you in your
life even on the most simple s monday meetings
is how many times are weak
automatically complying automatically
you know saying yes
when really if we checked in with our cells the answer would be novel
and how many times
are we saying no when we haven't even checked in with ourselves to see if the
answer should be asked
yeah i mean that you becomes quickly
quick uh...
like an auto response he knows somebody said we say no and i and b without
really thinking out or going out non-stop fermin
if we
it for a truly armory our life
we're not going to be like quick yes is a quick note people
uh... we will search and and
in the open to maybe this maybe you need to look at this and
it's
is just not and howard please to be here it is an automatically know person
in people who don't think they were not met no person really we know people that
i mean itself later let people don't even have speakers i think she's going
to say no
and it's so funny because it's so clear
to those around it and that you know people they are like if someone that we
know specifically it's so clear those around the itself unclear to that person
it's like a talent to dissect sort of like she has a daylight
of course i a m e s person hummel is open enemies there there's one thing
about picking her up and uh... then there's another thing about practicing
and and that's like reflection
you know one um... the tools that i've used more
like in recovery in the beginning and i don't think he's as much now but i know
it's so easy
is uh... daily reflection at the end of the day and looking back to you have the
day and uh...
um... that's a great way for me no kissing you sometimes i need to
make a man's or something like that you know but uh...
he it's uh...
the emily it's too i think it's just important for the stop take a few steps
back and look at what you're doing what you're doing and i always say that you
know whaling stopping youssef back greed look at things you know why am i doing
what i'm doing does this make sense and i on the right path
and i doing that on my honoring
in marrying
uh... myself and skipped
that i was giving indian
i don't think that you know i i really don't think a lot of people looking at
uh...
life as a gift
you know some people just like you know
i think it's words that are said
but how do you you know where that is the next
evolution of it
is truly embodying in looking at
down the you never get today back
you know uh... srs
so will elects to sl
let's just related to the that's the burden on the phone
skippin' and beating for say happy new day and you know what works
uh...
he doing your best honor
in
you forty-nine
you know relieve
uh... grateful state
and by everyone you know it's just take the next eleven days
and every time something comes up that requires a yes for now
checking with yourself i mean that is really how do you begin to get often
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into strengthening
that authentication within you
a gas in the know when every time it comes up is just
giving yourself that
moment of reflection to pause and even if you
you know 'cause i know that some people
then you know
there so mixed up because they're so used to having to say yes or no they
don't even or gas or no or whatever is there are many cancer they'll love
wouldn't even know their answer right away will give yourself that parts
giving itself that time of reflection
it's very powerful there's a lot of power that can start to be strengthened
and
activated
just by
really getting point on with our guests and knows
grace and truth
saying yes when
once he s and saying no and it's snowing
not compromising
so it is
and you listening
reflecting
and then tells him about returning home
jack is that really is the authentic living
uh... returning home is returning to that
status
purists
truthful place within
and that is a place where we are and
good communion withgod with the life force
with the universal loving presence with the creator
and in that communion
we arent open channel to receive indeed
are most unique
authenticate itself
and so on we're gonna close out today show
with um... a smith that it's not the whole thing but it's part of on
meditation that um...
i wrote that skit coming out
in one of our
media channels i'm not sure three items or whatever but state to make sure you
like a son face *** our state
opt-in on on power live in d_c_ can stay tune but
this medication is returned home
t original knowing
so wherever you are fine but you just to take a few minutes to jazz breathe in
this power of this possibility right now too
alternatives that inside yourself that you tried in your car you're at bloor
however against
there is a home
it's been calling for your return
asking where you've been
this sounds have been echoed through the hills and valleys
your name has been called out on the streets and circled around the global
wondering where you then
now here you are and we meet again
i'm so glad of your return
expand with deep breaths the inner place inside
for space to open up
space to receive
as you brief
breathe out can release any tension or clutter that doesn't belong to you
or your in our place
as you breathe in
feel the latest
highest energy
revitalize your entire bean
welcome
i knew you would make it back
char perfect prided
that no matter how anyone tries displays cannot be taken away
you owning it
it belongs only tasks
the agreement between us
out work harder set
furthest pools of life that we've agreed to share
and in this perfect private place you are to know
i will nourish your life
and as you get to know the shape of u in the deepest possible knowing
the original knowing we agreed upon
i welcome you
welcome home
i've been waiting your return
very nice man
so um...
i'd like your some feedback on that i'd like to hear what people
feel about
what you just read hand uh... hurt
here heard
and uh...
you know i i also want to
uh...
also this one uh... sayli if you if you are
if you're in a place for you
while you're alone politically
you know comparable more the
if the u_s_ places like
here
you don't really know
how to go
you will which
what you should do next day i a lot of saying when i don't know
uh... and i want to know hangouts
here and
hi ask
highest sometimes i asked myself
i asked myself questions having this conversation with myself
i asked myself
yes itself now has a uh...
was uh...
i ask myself questions that
hi i want myself to spend more time
them one-on-one answers to and i also asked my higher power
an act you know sometimes i'll make you know hey i don't know the way you know i
i am
it in a place where i'm confused
i don't
quite you don't see things as clearly as i would like you and i would like a
enlightenment
so i asked for my man and i think it has been just that
the the
just uh... uh...
district activity
is barry uh... powerful
and we can become and howard
just
by asking
uh... often i passed
an aspirin land and white man has come
and
uh...
sometimes uh... don't skip the answers that i thought i would
and that's where this will trust comes in
this uh... trust that
universes
here to support me
like it is all of us
and uh... uh...
the sometimes we go in and arrest him
and it doesn't work out
plants
i'm
i found that even mean
brings that i've done that haven't worked out taking these jewels in these
nights from now
so
some say you know i feel that this i felt that
and i don't know if there is real failure
i don't i don't know if that
that that's a yes no confirmed being that
for everything they didn't quite go the way we envision bitterly expected it
we develop this this character this uh...
this maintains that makes us up
that makes this time
and the ask
because that means
we are hoping to receive
united does indicate opens
so that as consumers
yet said
okay so uh...
with for it and
talking with you next week we on thank you for taking time out of your day to
join the conversation
with us
and having empowered week we'll see you next wednesday at eleven
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