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I suffer abuse as a child The pain and abused child
has remained with me ever since, trapped inside me
A frighten child, trapped in an adults body.
In pain and frustrated as i navigate a world that fails to understand and accept me.
science proves my illness and medicine diagnoses it.
they say have borderline personality disorder
But an ignorant society labels me everything from a psycho to freak.
All i want is the abuse to stop so i can grow up.
I have two sides. The side when you are around people
pretending like nothing's wrong, pretending like you everything together by smiling.
And the side when you feel all alone,
you think like you can't get better and you don't understand why you are going through this.
BPD is like this: I'm happy but I'm sad.
I want to die but I don't. I love you but I hate you.
I'm tired but I'm not. I'm fine
but not really.
I don't want to talk to you but I can not, not talk to you.
It's either black or white.
They say Borderline individuals are the psychological equivalent
of third degree burn patients. We have simply no emotional skin,
even the sightliest touch or movement can create immense suffering.
it's amazing how quickly your mood can change.
how deeply your hard can sink and how a person can affect you.
Relationships scare me sometimes,
because one person has the power to make or break your day.
They have the ability to make you laugh, smile or even cry.
one person have so much to hold over me.
I'm in risk and for me that's a scary position to be.
I'm in recovery and that means
I'm in the process of becoming the best version of myself, for myself
All of us deserve help, and deserve support
and there's no problem in reaching out and getting it.