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CHAPTER XIII. The Delights of Anticipation
"It's time Anne was in to do her sewing," said Marilla, glancing at the clock and
then out into the yellow August afternoon where everything drowsed in the heat.
"She stayed playing with Diana more than half an hour more'n I gave her leave to;
and now she's perched out there on the woodpile talking to Matthew, nineteen to
the dozen, when she knows perfectly well she ought to be at her work.
And of course he's listening to her like a perfect ninny.
I never saw such an infatuated man.
The more she talks and the odder the things she says, the more he's delighted
evidently. Anne Shirley, you come right in here this
minute, do you hear me!"
A series of staccato taps on the west window brought Anne flying in from the
yard, eyes shining, cheeks faintly flushed with pink, unbraided hair streaming behind
her in a torrent of brightness.
"Oh, Marilla," she exclaimed breathlessly, "there's going to be a Sunday-school picnic
next week--in Mr. Harmon Andrews's field, right near the lake of Shining Waters.
And Mrs. Superintendent Bell and Mrs. Rachel Lynde are going to make ice cream--
think of it, Marilla--ICE CREAM! And, oh, Marilla, can I go to it?"
"Just look at the clock, if you please, Anne.
What time did I tell you to come in?" "Two o'clock--but isn't it splendid about
the picnic, Marilla?
Please can I go? Oh, I've never been to a picnic--I've
dreamed of picnics, but I've never--" "Yes, I told you to come at two o'clock.
And it's a quarter to three.
I'd like to know why you didn't obey me, Anne."
"Why, I meant to, Marilla, as much as could be.
But you have no idea how fascinating Idlewild is.
And then, of course, I had to tell Matthew about the picnic.
Matthew is such a sympathetic listener.
Please can I go?" "You'll have to learn to resist the
fascination of Idle-whatever-you-call-it.
When I tell you to come in at a certain time I mean that time and not half an hour
later. And you needn't stop to discourse with
sympathetic listeners on your way, either.
As for the picnic, of course you can go. You're a Sunday-school scholar, and it's
not likely I'd refuse to let you go when all the other little girls are going."
"But--but," faltered Anne, "Diana says that everybody must take a basket of things to
eat.
I can't cook, as you know, Marilla, and-- and--I don't mind going to a picnic without
puffed sleeves so much, but I'd feel terribly humiliated if I had to go without
a basket.
It's been preying on my mind ever since Diana told me."
"Well, it needn't prey any longer. I'll bake you a basket."
"Oh, you dear good Marilla.
Oh, you are so kind to me. Oh, I'm so much obliged to you."
Getting through with her "ohs" Anne cast herself into Marilla's arms and rapturously
kissed her sallow cheek.
It was the first time in her whole life that childish lips had voluntarily touched
Marilla's face. Again that sudden sensation of startling
sweetness thrilled her.
She was secretly vastly pleased at Anne's impulsive caress, which was probably the
reason why she said brusquely: "There, there, never mind your kissing
nonsense.
I'd sooner see you doing strictly as you're told.
As for cooking, I mean to begin giving you lessons in that some of these days.
But you're so featherbrained, Anne, I've been waiting to see if you'd sober down a
little and learn to be steady before I begin.
You've got to keep your wits about you in cooking and not stop in the middle of
things to let your thoughts rove all over creation.
Now, get out your patchwork and have your square done before teatime."
"I do NOT like patchwork," said Anne dolefully, hunting out her workbasket and
sitting down before a little heap of red and white diamonds with a sigh.
"I think some kinds of sewing would be nice; but there's no scope for imagination
in patchwork. It's just one little seam after another and
you never seem to be getting anywhere.
But of course I'd rather be Anne of Green Gables sewing patchwork than Anne of any
other place with nothing to do but play.
I wish time went as quick sewing patches as it does when I'm playing with Diana,
though. Oh, we do have such elegant times, Marilla.
I have to furnish most of the imagination, but I'm well able to do that.
Diana is simply perfect in every other way.
You know that little piece of land across the brook that runs up between our farm and
Mr. Barry's.
It belongs to Mr. William Bell, and right in the corner there is a little ring of
white birch trees--the most romantic spot, Marilla.
Diana and I have our playhouse there.
We call it Idlewild. Isn't that a poetical name?
I assure you it took me some time to think it out.
I stayed awake nearly a whole night before I invented it.
Then, just as I was dropping off to sleep, it came like an inspiration.
Diana was ENRAPTURED when she heard it.
We have got our house fixed up elegantly. You must come and see it, Marilla--won't
you?
We have great big stones, all covered with moss, for seats, and boards from tree to
tree for shelves. And we have all our dishes on them.
Of course, they're all broken but it's the easiest thing in the world to imagine that
they are whole.
There's a piece of a plate with a spray of red and yellow ivy on it that is especially
beautiful. We keep it in the parlor and we have the
fairy glass there, too.
The fairy glass is as lovely as a dream. Diana found it out in the woods behind
their chicken house.
It's all full of rainbows--just little young rainbows that haven't grown big yet--
and Diana's mother told her it was broken off a hanging lamp they once had.
But it's nice to imagine the fairies lost it one night when they had a ball, so we
call it the fairy glass. Matthew is going to make us a table.
Oh, we have named that little round pool over in Mr. Barry's field Willowmere.
I got that name out of the book Diana lent me.
That was a thrilling book, Marilla.
The heroine had five lovers. I'd be satisfied with one, wouldn't you?
She was very handsome and she went through great tribulations.
She could faint as easy as anything.
I'd love to be able to faint, wouldn't you, Marilla?
It's so romantic. But I'm really very healthy for all I'm so
thin.
I believe I'm getting fatter, though. Don't you think I am?
I look at my elbows every morning when I get up to see if any dimples are coming.
Diana is having a new dress made with elbow sleeves.
She is going to wear it to the picnic. Oh, I do hope it will be fine next
Wednesday.
I don't feel that I could endure the disappointment if anything happened to
prevent me from getting to the picnic. I suppose I'd live through it, but I'm
certain it would be a lifelong sorrow.
It wouldn't matter if I got to a hundred picnics in after years; they wouldn't make
up for missing this one.
They're going to have boats on the Lake of Shining Waters--and ice cream, as I told
you. I have never tasted ice cream.
Diana tried to explain what it was like, but I guess ice cream is one of those
things that are beyond imagination." "Anne, you have talked even on for ten
minutes by the clock," said Marilla.
"Now, just for curiosity's sake, see if you can hold your tongue for the same length of
time." Anne held her tongue as desired.
But for the rest of the week she talked picnic and thought picnic and dreamed
picnic.
On Saturday it rained and she worked herself up into such a frantic state lest
it should keep on raining until and over Wednesday that Marilla made her sew an
extra patchwork square by way of steadying her nerves.
On Sunday Anne confided to Marilla on the way home from church that she grew actually
cold all over with excitement when the minister announced the picnic from the
"Such a thrill as went up and down my back, Marilla!
I don't think I'd ever really believed until then that there was honestly going to
be a picnic.
I couldn't help fearing I'd only imagined it.
But when a minister says a thing in the pulpit you just have to believe it."
"You set your heart too much on things, Anne," said Marilla, with a sigh.
"I'm afraid there'll be a great many disappointments in store for you through
life."
"Oh, Marilla, looking forward to things is half the pleasure of them," exclaimed Anne.
"You mayn't get the things themselves; but nothing can prevent you from having the fun
of looking forward to them.
Mrs. Lynde says, 'Blessed are they who expect nothing for they shall not be
disappointed.' But I think it would be worse to expect
nothing than to be disappointed."
Marilla wore her amethyst brooch to church that day as usual.
Marilla always wore her amethyst brooch to church.
She would have thought it rather sacrilegious to leave it off--as bad as
forgetting her Bible or her collection dime.
That amethyst brooch was Marilla's most treasured possession.
A seafaring uncle had given it to her mother who in turn had bequeathed it to
Marilla.
It was an old-fashioned oval, containing a braid of her mother's hair, surrounded by a
border of very fine amethysts.
Marilla knew too little about precious stones to realize how fine the amethysts
actually were; but she thought them very beautiful and was always pleasantly
conscious of their violet shimmer at her
throat, above her good brown satin dress, even although she could not see it.
Anne had been smitten with delighted admiration when she first saw that brooch.
"Oh, Marilla, it's a perfectly elegant brooch.
I don't know how you can pay attention to the sermon or the prayers when you have it
on.
I couldn't, I know. I think amethysts are just sweet.
They are what I used to think diamonds were like.
Long ago, before I had ever seen a diamond, I read about them and I tried to imagine
what they would be like. I thought they would be lovely glimmering
purple stones.
When I saw a real diamond in a lady's ring one day I was so disappointed I cried.
Of course, it was very lovely but it wasn't my idea of a diamond.
Will you let me hold the brooch for one minute, Marilla?
Do you think amethysts can be the souls of good violets?"