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[INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
Life is just unreal, just the way it works.
That's exactly what I'm thinking about every time I
cut something open.
When I start taking stuff out, I look at the inner workings.
And I'm just amazed by it.
I think it's so beautiful.
A carrot!
A carrot?
Ugh.
[UPBEAT MUSIC]
Fashion and taxidermy were two very separate things that I
was really interested in.
The love of anatomy got me into fashion, because I saw
clothes as wearable sculptures that people could wear to
either express themselves or turn into a different person.
This to me is what fashion is.
It's not really trends.
It's just more about crazy self-expression and becoming
who you want to be.
I think the first mouse that I did that came out well, I was
so excited.
I was just, like, ***.
I'm going to do this so much more now.
I'm going to *** do it.
I'm going to do it.
Whenever I go hiking, I've always got a little cooler and
Tupperware and Ziploc bags and gloves.
And more often than not I'll find something on a hike.
And then when it's the season to trap, I'll go trapping.
So a friend called me, and told me about a lot of pests
that were on his property, and just gave me the invitation to
come up there and trap.
We set the traps really early in the morning, before all the
animals wake up.
I always had this connection to the outdoors and science,
and always seen the two as one and the same.
We got something.
I think it's actually even better for women to hunt.
Because I think--
not to be stereotypical or sexist--
but I think women are more intuitive.
They're just a little quieter.
So this guy is small, so he'll fall right out.
We have stuff to prove, but there's kind
of nothing to prove.
Chippy.
With guys it's like, I got to prove that I can
shoot this big gun.
And I got to prove I can catch, like, 45,000 minks this
season, and all this stuff.
Whereas a women would just be like, I caught a chipmunk and
I'm going to put a cherry in its hands and make taxidermy
out of it and just be happy.
I grew up in Miami, Florida.
My parents were pretty conservative.
My mom was a biology teacher, which had a huge influence on
my love of nature, my love of anatomy.
My dad was an accountant.
And I think he always wanted me to be a doctor, or a
lawyer, or something.
And when he found out I wanted to be artist, he was like,
well you better be really *** good.
Or else I'll have said I told you so.
My family is pretty traditional Hindu in that
they're nonviolent.
They don't hunt.
They don't kill animals.
And they're vegetarian.
Whoo!
***.
Oh, so we caught a woodchuck.
He's dead.
And he's going to turn into a piece of art.
So pumped.
Such an adrenaline rush.
We have to go to the general store and get a bigger cooler.
Yeah, I'm OK with killing something and eating it.
And I'm actually feeling better about killing something
and making art out of it and eating it.
Because it seems so much more natural.
It seems so much more real.
And it's super satisfying when you finally do get to get your
hands on something and take it down.
It's a huge accomplishment.
So end of the trapping day, and I got one big one, which
is the biggest thing I'll have mounted, ever.
And one little one, which is still pretty awesome,
because he's cute.
What I'm going to do right now is skin him, take his guts
out, and all that.
So what I'm going to do is just make a cut right down the
back, all the way down here, and just take it apart.
I did a lot of dissection in high school.
And I was always the kid who was so ready to dissect
whatever it was.
And this time was dissecting a mouse.
I had never dissected a mouse before.
I was always really curious about their anatomy and stuff.
Because you hear that thing about, their
bones are like rubber.
They just squeeze into whatever.
And I read a bit about taxidermy.
I got some books.
And then got an X-acto knife and some Borax, and
just went at it.
I cut this open and was so amazed by its tiny bones, the
little world inside its body.
It's just *** fantastic.
He's heavy, oh my god.
Putting him down.
There's that tension and excitement there.
But then there's also the thing, the feeling of, I've
got to keep my hands steady so I don't *** this up.
It's deeply reflective when you cut something open.
You see all of its inner workings.
And every time I'm just amazed by this anatomy, and seeing
the structure of an animal.
You're dealing with death.
And death is not pretty.
It's not fun.
There's nothing really light-hearted about it.
What it does is take something that's ended, for whatever
reason, and give it a second life, give it a new
way to enjoy it.
I think it's a lot more healthy if we remember it.
Not to dwell on it, but to remember and to memorialize,
and to face the reality that is that things and people and
stuff dies.
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