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There are certain things in life that you can't explain.
As much as you want to go back into the past and change something, you can't, and sometimes this wish could drive you crazy
... or at least it could change you.
The words "I'm sorry" are overrated and they can't express the depth of feeling.
I'm here and I can't do anything, because I can't explain my actions, nor I can understand them.
It's useless to look for reasons or someone to blame on.
I tend to blame myself, to face reality more easy.
Life is unfair.
... SHE was not supposed to be here!
Naturally I had to say who should be in her place, but I don't know who ...
I don't have an answer even for this.
I failed to understand the essence of life up to a point.
I have to learn to accept the theory that nothing in life is random.
She's here to change me ...
A person so special who deserved to enjoy the life that was taken away from her for no reason.
She's the one who succeded to radically change my mind, my way of living.
Even so, without physically exist..
I wonder how it would have been if I tried to change myself, before I tried to change her.
- Good morning!
- Hey!
- Hi! I'm Bianca.
- I understand that you are not too sociable.
- So?
- That's not a problem, but you will have to support me for a while.
- Edward.
- Hi, mom! What are you doing?
- Hi! I'm fine. If you could say so.
- What's wrong?
- Well... have a sit!
- Why should I sit down? What is wrong?
- How was your day at school?
- Nothing special. Ordinary day.
- Are you.. are you sure that you are coming from school?
- Bianca, please don't lie to me. You never lied to me. And from a while, you lie to me and I act like I belive you. What this means?
Bianca I checked you laptop. That's why I'm here and...
- Why did you do that? With what right? I don't understand.. every human has it..
- Uhm.. I want to remind you that I am your mother and yet we should communicate more. Don't you think that?
- You were never so close to me.
- Bianca, don't be unfair! - You were always at work, you had your business and neither you nor my father were some parents...
- I recognize that I and your father were very busy and we didn't had time to talk as long as we should, still..
- Still what? You were always busy. You never.. You never made some time for me.
- Bianca, don't be unfair! We tried to give you all that you wanted.
- Really? You have forgotten one thing. A thing very important.
- I want to see your report card and I want to talk with your class master. - You can do what you want!
- Because those things won't stay like this.
- You can do what you want, you can speak with who you want. Anything you would do, I..I don't care..
- For the begining I will talk with you because I want so and I you to tell me what is with those pictures.
- What pictures?
- Fine, what is with the boy from those pictures?
- Which boy? There were several from what I remember.
- Yes. I ask you for someone in special. A guy that had a close relationship with you, from what is inferred from these photos.
- He is my friend from school. He is the only one person that I could make a bond with from a few days, since I'm in this school.
- Bianca, you and your junkies! I'm tired! You never had friends like this!
- Please, stop messing with my friends! - Bianca, shut up!
- At last they helped me to pass all those hard moments of my life. - Bianca!
- Now I'll go! - Bianca, you won't go anywhere! Bianca, come back!
- I don't need you anymore! - Bianca! - You were close enough to me.
- Today you have something. You are not as usual. - I'm fine.
- No, you're not ... Come on, tell me! That's what you're asking me too. I want to know what is wrong.
- Do you care? - No ... but so far you were always talking and now it's weird ... you're too serious.
- I had a fight with my parents ... Do not ask me why! - Okay!
- And still ... They think that we are together.
- And what did you told them? Or what was you reaction? It should be something quite wrong for the face you have.
- Yeah ... well ... it does not matter anymore.
- Yes ... it matter ... At last I'm concerned too.
- Forget about it. We're going out tonight? Not the other but I'm not really in the mood to go home too early. I do not care what they will say ... I'm tired of their mouth.
- Ok. Tonight after school, we will go to a friend of mine.
- Hey, Viky! - Hi!
- What are you doing? She is Bianca. - Vicky.
- Glad to know you!
- Ok.. Have a seat. I didn't expected to have two guests.
- Let's make something. - What is this?
- It's „entertainment". - Uhm.. „entartainment".
- What „entertainment"? - „Entertainment". Here I'll make two lines for you. - It's something good.
- Eric do you have some.. - No, no, no, I don't agree with this. What is happening here?
- One second!
- Look! Trust me! You know that I won't hurt you. I will take care of you. - I don't want this.
- Come on! You will forget about you problems. It's ok, everything will be alright.
- I never agreed with this and I will never agree. This won't happen.
- Look at me! Did something happened to me? No. Trust me, please!
- Leave her alone, if she don't want, that's it. - Mind of your business!
- You will forget about anything. Trust me! - I don't think so.
- Look! I'm allright. I've done this before, everything it's allright. You will forget about any anger.
- Please, I want your good. You know that.
- You will forget about everything. I mean, look at us! We don't have anything.
- You will feel wonderful! - Why should I trust you?
- Trust me, I couldn't hurt you.
- I didn't wanted to do that. - I promise that I will take care.
- It will be fine. I do this from a lot of time. It is only one. If you don't like it, you can give it to me.
- Do you see that it was alright?
What is this? What is this? Why is it happening to me?
I shouldn't belive, I shouldn't trust them.
What happened to me?
Maybe mom was right...
Where am I?
I feel that I can't take it long.
I think that this is the end...
Now I realize that I didn't understand how important was her presence in my life.
But maybe that's one of the unwritten laws of life:
You get to value something only after you lose it.
So ... There really are some things in life that you can't explain.
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