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Let's be friends! http://bit.ly/1glWghi. Video about my life, 26 years on this planet Earth. Long description here: http://www.jolitabrilliant.com/drawmylife/. Shorter version: I was born in a small country called Lithuania, famous for pretty girls, beet soup and tall basketball players. my parents divorced coz my dad was a mammas boy, long story, anyhow they divorced when I was 1 years old, I grew up w my gramma, who made me a nerd in the primary school, but its all cool, I'm grateful her for everything. in 4th grade my first school crush climbed into a tree and farted into my hat thats was my first beef w boys lol. funny story his parents came to my grams house and than grounded him at home to play accordion. e was going to music school like i was, but i played piano and sang in a choir. anyhow in 5th grade i moved to the capital to live w my mom and dad was living not too far, i was pretty happy. our class were a crazy bunch we'd throw thing through the windows as a game, it was fun! lol but wed get good grades, actually we were the best 5th grades i the school mark wise. im a nerd ,i told you! my dad re-married the next year and my mom decided to go to Usa for work and i was supposed to come there when i got 16. but she got diagnosed w cancer and listened to some snake oil fake gurus that told her she was fine and didn't needed the surgery. she received emergency surgery w colon bag when she passed out in the bathroom. in lithuania me and my gramma received a call she was going home to die. that changed my life forever. i got depressed and hanged out w street crew. wed play music in the street, smoke some cigarettes and drink beer.I also got my first boyfriend, but wed only hold hands and kiss (tee hee) anyhow my mom passed away and me and my dad became much closer after that. i started to focus on my studies again, since my grades went down when i was hanging out w that crew. i graduated as a best student in music school, started to do conerts, that increased my self esteem and i realized i can improve my high school grades as well. i started tot hunk what major i wasn't for a later life, i experimented w physics a lot, mathematics, biology, art, but i decided music was my favorite. i decided to enroll into isa college by myself as that what mom wanted me to do even thought dad didn't wanted me to go, he was ok with paying for the tuition if i did enrollment by my self, i worked very hard. i didn't sleep much, as i was taking 12 music lessons a week and doing A level high school classes in high school. i got even bois from exhaustion, anyhow before that my step mom told me i was fat and i lost the weight by eliminating meat and bread products, which wasn't good idea. in the last year of my high school i had my driving license and my first accident as my *** step mom didn't let dad teach me how to drive, anyhow my gramma paid for my new car and the test. didn't i tell you she's awesome. she still alive. in 2007 my dad during the easter drank too much passed out and died. he was depressed as his relationship w my step mom was on the rocks. (this might look like she's a bad person, she's not a bad person, just an be *** sometimes). anyhow i wasn't there with him during the easter i could have saved him i felt, i felt very guilty. i was preparing the enrollment into college and the final exams were only one week away. i was devastated. however i washed the exams and enrolled into college, but now nobody could help me with paying for it international. bachelors don't get much scholarships , i got into very good expensive isa schools like virginia uni. anyhow i went to this global young leaders confernce and stayed. i lived in nj, than chicago than nashville, i recorded demos and had a band, but i lived on beans, my money run our that dad left me. i moved back to nyc to pursue modeling but couldn't do it bc of the papers, than i got depressed and fat. i fixed papers but modeling job wasn't there anymore. i decided to do something else, i wanted to do youtube but felt i wasn't pretty enough, didn't had money and didn't had what to say.. i was traumatized and stagnant in my mind the way my life turned out. i enrolled into institute for integrative nutrition. did veganism, found youtube audience but than i lost it when i realized it not the lack of exercise or endurance running that kept me fat but the diet w too much sugar. i went pale and got very good at running, won 1st places. than i enrolled into cpm and weight loss specialist courses, and did bodybuilding. it gave me self confidence again, but that was too time consuming i couldn't edit videos, this exhausted me, now I've set up my home gym and i want to be making all kinds of videos and find a healthy balance w the diet and exercise. if you want to join me on this journey to the awesomeness life ever click subscriber! i couldn't done without the youtube during these years, now i wasn't to give back http://www.jolitabrilliant.com/drawmylife/