Through the ides of march

all of the fear that I seed in me all of the most basic needs of me all of the dreams I have that won't come true pale at the sight of the wall of you I feel like hanging on to you all the time I feel...
a child without a care in this world wakes up to live your morals oh rejoice and sing... this place we live don't feel right oh rejoice and sing... oh rejoice and sing...
these are the dark days painted in greys we only give a fuck if we don't get paid we'll suck cock on long walks to the beach with an amway sunset the cute boys, cute girls walk this line with a real...
there's a new school biting on a fishhook read a new rule written to the old book got the news but they change what they take from it in the dark when they're looking at the truth of it... yeah dim...
last night I fell into the sunset... into my heart... into my heartache last night its spell held me so long
here... here in the eye of this cold day I am warm deep in my fear deep inside it but I can't feel full here... here in the eye of this cold day I remember summer nights, autumn's days nothing decays
I hope to be happy at the end of this life I hope to sleep soundly for all of time holding to nothing and feeling no care to all of this world cruel and unfair I won't look back even though I will...
I feel a wrong inside of me in how I'm seeing everything I can't quite put my finger on a source if I speak it turns to shit the buzzing sound that never quits selling trips away from this hollow...
There is this silence in the room from when I had last assumed you could feel the way I do but that was never true don't fret, it was a mistake still I feel I'm out of place so I'll go where I can...
anymore, I wonder... I wonder what we're falling for anymore, I wonder... break boy... break for the shore If didn't mean that much It never meant you'd understand crashing into the ground feels...