Thirteenth step

Cast the calming apple Up and over satellites To draw out the timid wild one To convince you it's alright And I listen for the whisper Of your sweet insanity While I formulate denials Of your effect...

Clever got me this far, then tricky got me in Eye on what I'm after, I don't need another friend Smile and drop the cliché 'til you think I'm listening I'll take just what I came for, then I'm out...

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I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end 'Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want, didn't want, didn't want,...

Lost again, broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly Unable to just let this go I am surrendering To gravity and the unknown Catch me, heal me Lift me back up to the sun...

Help me if you can It's just that this Is not the way I'm wired so could you please Help me understand why You've given in to all these Reckless dark desires, you're Lying to yourself again, suicidal...

Say hello to the rug's topography It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it Say hello to the shrinking in your head You can't see it, but you know it's there, so don't neglect it I'm...

So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With heaven's help You've cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than...

Tillin' my own grave to keep me leveled Jam another dragon down the hole Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren One that pushes me along and leaves me so Desperate and ravenous So weak...