Searching for silence

This fire, this pain inside of me seems so unchangeable. I try to, but I fail to ease the suffering. You seize the moment to kill my expectations, and I let you take them away. I'm left so speechless....
Time slips from my grasp, and those once lost days never leave my mind. my own desperation has kept me bound. how will I ever see again when all I saw was you. how will I ever touch again when all...
Lend me your hand and I will follow. show me how to be a man. father, I want to be just like you. lead me down this path of truth and I will follow. as we travel this road togheter, you and I, show me...
I've been trying so hard to hold on to the friends that I thought were so close to me. but now the times have changed and my vision of what you meant to me fades into the dark. all that's left is me...
Getting what you wanted, but leaving me behind. did you even stop to think about me? left out on the ice to die. just left knowing how I feel, yet still wondering why. how am I supposed to deal whit...
I've heard the words that you say, like the night they're gone with every new day, i've seen the things that you've done, am I the only one to see the mask on your face? to see your lies of sincerity?...
Rain washes away all what might have been. suddenly it came, I didn't have a chance to make amends. downpour on my soul leaves me in despair. how I watched you dwindle away, sorry for never...