I made the posture of EIXI I drew the sign of the southern tower Awoke in a distant sea of purple and bliss In a far off corner of a world close, still afar The stroke of God's hand upon my brow A...
There's got to be a reason There's got to be a meaning For all this effort marked By centuries of questions and doubts I was blinded, turned deaf to speech My hair turned grey, my flesh a rot Every...
When you beg and pray Crawling and slithering in mud and clay And you cry blood when you say Why, where did I from thee stray Do not stand alone Come join our ranks Surely no god is there for you The...
The great breach of the free will The most feeble of deeds For what was violated, and was done A righteously cruel and sadistic punishment must come You are weak and you disgust me I dream of a world...
There ain't no love in this heart No love in this chest of cramp Cramping caused by lack of breath The horror of being alive in a world dead The pain of all love turned into losses When surrendering...

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There's got to be a reason There's got to be a meaning For all this effort marked By centuries of questions and doubts I was blinded, turned deaf to speech My hair turned grey, my flesh a rot Every...
Burn away the winter's frost Cast down the veil of grief Turn away from what's lost Rise up from that grave so dark Rivers of divinity in which to drown The whitest of light burning my eyes Shattering...
In the minor of deeds In the small gesture rather than the gods' pose In the small choices Not seen in those clad in grandeur This is where our greatest battles either be won or lost For as gods' we...
I've crawled down graves so deep Climbed the ladder of light I've kissed the cross Then broken it in halves God speak unto me Be you angel, be you beast But come unto me Clear the path, rid all doubts...
After all my efforts to rid the demons away Since learning by science where to address God By doing the good deed and being the bitter spice Knowing the meaning of a heaven and a hell We are void...