Existence

You say the world is out to get you You're living on borrowed time You're always looking over your shoulder At the demons in your mind There's something moving in the shadows Someone's hiding behind...

Here I lay in the calm of night Surrounded by an infernal light The eternal white Can't remember my yesterday If I knew when I've gone astray

(Sleep took me... ...I'm unsure, so unsure) Now september fattens on vines And roses flaking from the wall Here I'm holding you for the last time And I know All phantoms keep on passing by Why could I...

(it is not my memories which haunt me It is not what I have written down It is what I have forgotten, what I must forget, What I must go on forgetting all my life) There is eternity this night, an...

My last walk along the roadway And the pavements grey Knowing I've been here times before I feel it in my deepest core Now I know there's something wrong with me But how should I try to flee The...

...her voice... But it was more than that Theatrical distances Bronze shadows heaped on high horizons Velvet atmospheres Shine - ardent beauty Your drowned face Always staring Towards the sun Flush -...

Take me down to nowhere How long did I crawl? Daydreams fade away now Patterns of my fall Let me understand it Oblivion was my state Dumb from human blindness Did I seal your fate? There is someone...

Will you ever see this blood Of children sticking in your mud? Observing their world going insane Once lost but they'll be strong Again Take the letters down From your old bookshelf Lurking...

All appeared new, and strange at the first; Inexpressibly rare, delightful and beautiful. I felt like one coming out of an upper room To fret no more and walk abroad confirmed. The houses shone in...

F a l l a s l e e p: Night resonance recedes (I regret that I have not really Understood any thing, not a single Object and that no man ever can, The fascinating waltz of nature here In sight of the...