Dear god. i hate myself

There was never a chance to get away when was it only ever but perverse why could they take a stone and break your arms there could be nothing worse except to live Live, live little girl sold in...
reading law at your desk praying for your parents they are so proud of this you are working so hard all alone at your desk obligated to free them labor concern as a good girl you curse the night that...
spelling in bruises "crazy iris" writing out in welts "the morbid iris" intolerable incomprehensible you can never earn enough to buy the gun that you want so you photograph the...
Lay down boys, and take a little nap Snow knee-deep in Cumberland Gap Cumberland Gap's a devil of a place Couldn't find water to wash my face Me an' my wife an' my wife's pap Walked all the way from...
an apple for a brain a bee for a best man a panda is yourself and you holding Butter's hand oh yeah yeah yeah when and why is it us? bearing thy cross of shame lu lu lu lu lu lu lu lu lu lu sha la la...
you cut her name into your heart you burn his name into your arm cast out the pig you kiss as love heaven is closed for now you are alone this too, this too shall pass away this too, this too will...
Defrock human no one stole you day light murder from your front room Distilled violent keep safe please God! I got away pedophile I made it into my own little christian school flung far thy serial...
Despair will hold a place in my heart a bigger one that you do do do and I will always be nicer to the cat than I am to you you you you dear God, I hate myself dear God, I hate myself and I will never...
Lean against the stove Leave it glowing in the dark Push my hand onto the coil It is burnt now Forever Cherry blossoms fall But for a minute there I have the will to live But then the cuckoo cries...
L.A. give me some of you L.A. L.A. come to me I've come to you reduce it to dust all that was a promise reduce it to dust oh disintegrate secrets its best you not know I'll never tell push me, I'll...