Bitter

It is bitter, nothing else It doesn't matter at all It is bitter in every way Never meant to leave, just stay I surrender, I have given up. I ended everything today. And the last thing I do with it Is...

Only in my dreams I can find one of my kind Only in my dreams I am not so blind I feel home again, not alone and then In a safer home I call my own

I'm so lost in philosophy, tell me what is real I'm sitting in the corner, I don't know what to feel Then I discovered everything about you You give me a sense again, your wisdom is true Always be...

I have to keep on walking, I have to be strong Despite being one of the hated, I'm still on the run If you want to alienate me, I've already won And later in life you will see, everything will be gone...

I don't need to be controlled, I'm running freely Cause this is what I've been told and I believe it What it is inside my mind - nobody knows And even I don't know where it goes

I'm dreaming of a wasted life, just for nothing and just forever. It's so unreal what I feel, nothing seems to me like what I really see. It's not so bad, I say to me, I try so hard to believe. It's...

I wish I had the beauty of anyone else Sometimes I wish they could see my inner self

We're like nematodes, proven to live, to survive and destroy Just like worms, enslaved to work, forced to enjoy Just like nematodes, we're parasites in our world But we also belong to the system,...

How could you just destroy yourself in my eyes And only leave a shadow of your own How could I ever believe That you'd be right for me How could I finally believe To find serenity in you I'm so...