Last night i fell asleep with my clothes on. In the middle of summer. I woke up shaking from the cold. Beneath these empty covers. I started sleeping on my back. Because you used to... and i miss you....
Remember when we went to the city? You held my hand as we got off the train. We just talked for hours As we sheltered out from the rain. I can't sleep and I can't eat and I can't focus on this. And...
Rain falls hard, washes me away. i feel sick. I feel sick, so empty, so ordinary. In my head i heard you call my name. I'm breaking down i'm fading. And everything i had will fall apart. Nothing stays...
Its darker than its ever been. Its hard enough to see, without you making me feel like I am nothing. I'm nothing. All the lights are out in your house And you're nowhere to be found. I know you're...
This town is so cold. Even summer is not enough To make me feel like home. I heard that you heard I said, I would never leave. Well, I say, "We'll see." Sometimes I feel like I'm sinking so...
I watched you crash like waves upon me. My eyes were burning I could barely see. You said that you weren't ready for something. I guess you weren't ready for me. Remember the things you said. I don't...
I wish I could change the way things are and the way things are going to be, but I can't and that's hard. Please say you'll live each day and you won't give in. I pray it's not too late to start...

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Colour-Coded blasphemy, this really strange anatomy Is this really my life? Something isn't right... The ambiguity, this whole damn conspiracy Playing out in my head, something isn't right... I never...
My eyes see static, I'm blinded by white lights. scratched into my retinas. It's the sight of death and satan is calling. Papa I'm coming home and if I die your coming with me. When I die, I'll take...