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CHAPTER XXII
Summer drew to an end, and early autumn: it was past Michaelmas, but the harvest was
late that year, and a few of our fields were still uncleared.
Mr. Linton and his daughter would frequently walk out among the reapers; at
the carrying of the last sheaves they stayed till dusk, and the evening happening
to be chill and damp, my master caught a
bad cold, that settled obstinately on his lungs, and confined him indoors throughout
the whole of the winter, nearly without intermission.
Poor Cathy, frightened from her little romance, had been considerably sadder and
duller since its abandonment; and her father insisted on her reading less, and
taking more exercise.
She had his companionship no longer; I esteemed it a duty to supply its lack, as
much as possible, with mine: an inefficient substitute; for I could only spare two or
three hours, from my numerous diurnal
occupations, to follow her footsteps, and then my society was obviously less
desirable than his.
On an afternoon in October, or the beginning of November--a fresh watery
afternoon, when the turf and paths were rustling with moist, withered leaves, and
the cold blue sky was half hidden by
clouds--dark grey streamers, rapidly mounting from the west, and boding abundant
rain--I requested my young lady to forego her ramble, because I was certain of
showers.
She refused; and I unwillingly donned a cloak, and took my umbrella to accompany
her on a stroll to the bottom of the park: a formal walk which she generally affected
if low-spirited--and that she invariably
was when Mr. Edgar had been worse than ordinary, a thing never known from his
confession, but guessed both by her and me from his increased silence and the
melancholy of his countenance.
She went sadly on: there was no running or bounding now, though the chill wind might
well have tempted her to race.
And often, from the side of my eye, I could detect her raising a hand, and brushing
something off her cheek. I gazed round for a means of diverting her
thoughts.
On one side of the road rose a high, rough bank, where hazels and stunted oaks, with
their roots half exposed, held uncertain tenure: the soil was too loose for the
latter; and strong winds had blown some nearly horizontal.
In summer Miss Catherine delighted to climb along these trunks, and sit in the
branches, swinging twenty feet above the ground; and I, pleased with her agility and
her light, childish heart, still considered
it proper to scold every time I caught her at such an elevation, but so that she knew
there was no necessity for descending.
From dinner to tea she would lie in her breeze-rocked cradle, doing nothing except
singing old songs--my nursery lore--to herself, or watching the birds, joint
tenants, feed and entice their young ones
to fly: or nestling with closed lids, half thinking, half dreaming, happier than words
can express. 'Look, Miss!'
I exclaimed, pointing to a nook under the roots of one twisted tree.
'Winter is not here yet.
There's a little flower up yonder, the last bud from the multitude of bluebells that
clouded those turf steps in July with a lilac mist.
Will you clamber up, and pluck it to show to papa?'
Cathy stared a long time at the lonely blossom trembling in its earthy shelter,
and replied, at length--'No, I'll not touch it: but it looks melancholy, does it not,
Ellen?'
'Yes,' I observed, 'about as starved and suckless as you: your cheeks are bloodless;
let us take hold of hands and run. You're so low, I daresay I shall keep up
with you.'
'No,' she repeated, and continued sauntering on, pausing at intervals to muse
over a bit of moss, or a tuft of blanched grass, or a fungus spreading its bright
orange among the heaps of brown foliage;
and, ever and anon, her hand was lifted to her averted face.
'Catherine, why are you crying, love?' I asked, approaching and putting my arm
over her shoulder.
'You mustn't cry because papa has a cold; be thankful it is nothing worse.'
She now put no further restraint on her tears; her breath was stifled by sobs.
'Oh, it will be something worse,' she said.
'And what shall I do when papa and you leave me, and I am by myself?
I can't forget your words, Ellen; they are always in my ear.
How life will be changed, how dreary the world will be, when papa and you are dead.'
'None can tell whether you won't die before us,' I replied.
'It's wrong to anticipate evil.
We'll hope there are years and years to come before any of us go: master is young,
and I am strong, and hardly forty-five. My mother lived till eighty, a canty dame
to the last.
And suppose Mr. Linton were spared till he saw sixty, that would be more years than
you have counted, Miss. And would it not be foolish to mourn a
calamity above twenty years beforehand?'
'But Aunt Isabella was younger than papa,' she remarked, gazing up with timid hope to
seek further consolation. 'Aunt Isabella had not you and me to nurse
her,' I replied.
'She wasn't as happy as Master: she hadn't as much to live for.
All you need do, is to wait well on your father, and cheer him by letting him see
you cheerful; and avoid giving him anxiety on any subject: mind that, Cathy!
I'll not disguise but you might kill him if you were wild and reckless, and cherished a
foolish, fanciful affection for the son of a person who would be glad to have him in
his grave; and allowed him to discover that
you fretted over the separation he has judged it expedient to make.'
'I fret about nothing on earth except papa's illness,' answered my companion.
'I care for nothing in comparison with papa.
And I'll never--never--oh, never, while I have my senses, do an act or say a word to
vex him.
I love him better than myself, Ellen; and I know it by this: I pray every night that I
may live after him; because I would rather be miserable than that he should be: that
proves I love him better than myself.'
'Good words,' I replied. 'But deeds must prove it also; and after he
is well, remember you don't forget resolutions formed in the hour of fear.'
As we talked, we neared a door that opened on the road; and my young lady, lightening
into sunshine again, climbed up and seated herself on the top of the wall, reaching
over to gather some hips that bloomed
scarlet on the summit branches of the wild- rose trees shadowing the highway side: the
lower fruit had disappeared, but only birds could touch the upper, except from Cathy's
present station.
In stretching to pull them, her hat fell off; and as the door was locked, she
proposed scrambling down to recover it. I bid her be cautious lest she got a fall,
and she nimbly disappeared.
But the return was no such easy matter: the stones were smooth and neatly cemented, and
the rose-bushes and black-berry stragglers could yield no assistance in re-ascending.
I, like a fool, didn't recollect that, till I heard her laughing and exclaiming--
'Ellen! you'll have to fetch the key, or else I must run round to the porter's
lodge.
I can't scale the ramparts on this side!' 'Stay where you are,' I answered; 'I have
my bundle of keys in my pocket: perhaps I may manage to open it; if not, I'll go.'
Catherine amused herself with dancing to and fro before the door, while I tried all
the large keys in succession.
I had applied the last, and found that none would do; so, repeating my desire that she
would remain there, I was about to hurry home as fast as I could, when an
approaching sound arrested me.
It was the trot of a horse; Cathy's dance stopped also.
'Who is that?' I whispered.
'Ellen, I wish you could open the door,' whispered back my companion, anxiously.
'Ho, Miss Linton!' cried a deep voice (the rider's), 'I'm glad to meet you.
Don't be in haste to enter, for I have an explanation to ask and obtain.'
'I sha'n't speak to you, Mr. Heathcliff,' answered Catherine.
'Papa says you are a wicked man, and you hate both him and me; and Ellen says the
same.' 'That is nothing to the purpose,' said
Heathcliff.
(He it was.) 'I don't hate my son, I suppose; and it is
concerning him that I demand your attention.
Yes; you have cause to blush.
Two or three months since, were you not in the habit of writing to Linton? making love
in play, eh? You deserved, both of you, flogging for
that!
You especially, the elder; and less sensitive, as it turns out.
I've got your letters, and if you give me any pertness I'll send them to your father.
I presume you grew weary of the amusement and dropped it, didn't you?
Well, you dropped Linton with it into a Slough of Despond.
He was in earnest: in love, really.
As true as I live, he's dying for you; breaking his heart at your fickleness: not
figuratively, but actually.
Though Hareton has made him a standing jest for six weeks, and I have used more serious
measures, and attempted to frighten him out of his idiotcy, he gets worse daily; and
he'll be under the sod before summer, unless you restore him!'
'How can you lie so glaringly to the poor child?'
I called from the inside.
'Pray ride on! How can you deliberately get up such paltry
falsehoods?
Miss Cathy, I'll knock the lock off with a stone: you won't believe that vile
nonsense.
You can feel in yourself it is impossible that a person should die for love of a
stranger.' 'I was not aware there were eavesdroppers,'
muttered the detected villain.
'Worthy Mrs. Dean, I like you, but I don't like your double-dealing,' he added aloud.
'How could you lie so glaringly as to affirm I hated the "poor child"? and invent
bugbear stories to terrify her from my door-stones?
Catherine Linton (the very name warms me), my bonny lass, I shall be from home all
this week; go and see if have not spoken truth: do, there's a darling!
Just imagine your father in my place, and Linton in yours; then think how you would
value your careless lover if he refused to stir a step to comfort you, when your
father himself entreated him; and don't,
from pure stupidity, fall into the same error.
I swear, on my salvation, he's going to his grave, and none but you can save him!'
The lock gave way and I issued out.
'I swear Linton is dying,' repeated Heathcliff, looking hard at me.
'And grief and disappointment are hastening his death.
Nelly, if you won't let her go, you can walk over yourself.
But I shall not return till this time next week; and I think your master himself would
scarcely object to her visiting her cousin.'
'Come in,' said I, taking Cathy by the arm and half forcing her to re-enter; for she
lingered, viewing with troubled eyes the features of the speaker, too stern to
express his inward deceit.
He pushed his horse close, and, bending down, observed--'Miss Catherine, I'll own
to you that I have little patience with Linton; and Hareton and Joseph have less.
I'll own that he's with a harsh set.
He pines for kindness, as well as love; and a kind word from you would be his best
medicine. Don't mind Mrs. Dean's cruel cautions; but
be generous, and contrive to see him.
He dreams of you day and night, and cannot be persuaded that you don't hate him, since
you neither write nor call.'
I closed the door, and rolled a stone to assist the loosened lock in holding it; and
spreading my umbrella, I drew my charge underneath: for the rain began to drive
through the moaning branches of the trees, and warned us to avoid delay.
Our hurry prevented any comment on the encounter with Heathcliff, as we stretched
towards home; but I divined instinctively that Catherine's heart was clouded now in
double darkness.
Her features were so sad, they did not seem hers: she evidently regarded what she had
heard as every syllable true. The master had retired to rest before we
came in.
Cathy stole to his room to inquire how he was; he had fallen asleep.
She returned, and asked me to sit with her in the library.
We took our tea together; and afterwards she lay down on the rug, and told me not to
talk, for she was weary. I got a book, and pretended to read.
As soon as she supposed me absorbed in my occupation, she recommenced her silent
weeping: it appeared, at present, her favourite diversion.
I suffered her to enjoy it a while; then I expostulated: deriding and ridiculing all
Mr. Heathcliff's assertions about his son, as if I were certain she would coincide.
Alas!
I hadn't skill to counteract the effect his account had produced: it was just what he
intended.
'You may be right, Ellen,' she answered; 'but I shall never feel at ease till I
know.
And I must tell Linton it is not my fault that I don't write, and convince him that I
shall not change.' What use were anger and protestations
against her silly credulity?
We parted that night--hostile; but next day beheld me on the road to Wuthering Heights,
by the side of my wilful young mistress's pony.
I couldn't bear to witness her sorrow: to see her pale, dejected countenance, and
heavy eyes: and I yielded, in the faint hope that Linton himself might prove, by
his reception of us, how little of the tale was founded on fact.
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CHAPTER XXIII
The rainy night had ushered in a misty morning--half frost, half drizzle--and
temporary brooks crossed our path--gurgling from the uplands.
My feet were thoroughly wetted; I was cross and low; exactly the humour suited for
making the most of these disagreeable things.
We entered the farm-house by the kitchen way, to ascertain whether Mr. Heathcliff
were really absent: because I put slight faith in his own affirmation.
Joseph seemed sitting in a sort of elysium alone, beside a roaring fire; a quart of
ale on the table near him, bristling with large pieces of toasted oat-cake; and his
black, short pipe in his mouth.
Catherine ran to the hearth to warm herself.
I asked if the master was in?
My question remained so long unanswered, that I thought the old man had grown deaf,
and repeated it louder. 'Na--ay!' he snarled, or rather screamed
through his nose.
'Na--ay! yah muh goa back whear yah coom frough.'
'Joseph!' cried a peevish voice, simultaneously with me, from the inner
room.
'How often am I to call you? There are only a few red ashes now.
Joseph! come this moment.'
Vigorous puffs, and a resolute stare into the grate, declared he had no ear for this
appeal.
The housekeeper and Hareton were invisible; one gone on an errand, and the other at his
work, probably. We knew Linton's tones, and entered.
'Oh, I hope you'll die in a garret, starved to death!' said the boy, mistaking our
approach for that of his negligent attendant.
He stopped on observing his error: his cousin flew to him.
'Is that you, Miss Linton?' he said, raising his head from the arm of the great
chair, in which he reclined.
'No--don't kiss me: it takes my breath. Dear me!
Papa said you would call,' continued he, after recovering a little from Catherine's
embrace; while she stood by looking very contrite.
'Will you shut the door, if you please? you left it open; and those--those detestable
creatures won't bring coals to the fire. It's so cold!'
I stirred up the cinders, and fetched a scuttleful myself.
The invalid complained of being covered with ashes; but he had a tiresome cough,
and looked feverish and ill, so I did not rebuke his temper.
'Well, Linton,' murmured Catherine, when his corrugated brow relaxed, 'are you glad
to see me? Can I do you any good?'
'Why didn't you come before?' he asked.
'You should have come, instead of writing. It tired me dreadfully writing those long
letters. I'd far rather have talked to you.
Now, I can neither bear to talk, nor anything else.
I wonder where Zillah is! Will you' (looking at me) 'step into the
kitchen and see?'
I had received no thanks for my other service; and being unwilling to run to and
fro at his behest, I replied--'Nobody is out there but Joseph.'
'I want to drink,' he exclaimed fretfully, turning away.
'Zillah is constantly gadding off to Gimmerton since papa went: it's miserable!
And I'm obliged to come down here--they resolved never to hear me up-stairs.'
'Is your father attentive to you, Master Heathcliff?'
I asked, perceiving Catherine to be checked in her friendly advances.
'Attentive? He makes them a little more attentive at
least,' he cried.
'The wretches! Do you know, Miss Linton, that brute
Hareton laughs at me! I hate him! indeed, I hate them all: they
are odious beings.'
Cathy began searching for some water; she lighted on a pitcher in the dresser, filled
a tumbler, and brought it.
He bid her add a spoonful of wine from a bottle on the table; and having swallowed a
small portion, appeared more tranquil, and said she was very kind.
'And are you glad to see me?' asked she, reiterating her former question and pleased
to detect the faint dawn of a smile. 'Yes, I am.
It's something new to hear a voice like yours!' he replied.
'But I have been vexed, because you wouldn't come.
And papa swore it was owing to me: he called me a pitiful, shuffling, worthless
thing; and said you despised me; and if he had been in my place, he would be more the
master of the Grange than your father by this time.
But you don't despise me, do you, Miss--?' 'I wish you would say Catherine, or Cathy,'
interrupted my young lady.
'Despise you? No! Next to papa and Ellen, I love you
better than anybody living.
I don't love Mr. Heathcliff, though; and I dare not come when he returns: will he stay
away many days?'
'Not many,' answered Linton; 'but he goes on to the moors frequently, since the
shooting season commenced; and you might spend an hour or two with me in his
absence.
Do say you will. I think I should not be peevish with you:
you'd not provoke me, and you'd always be ready to help me, wouldn't you?'
'Yes,' said Catherine, stroking his long soft hair: 'if I could only get papa's
consent, I'd spend half my time with you. Pretty Linton!
I wish you were my brother.'
'And then you would like me as well as your father?' observed he, more cheerfully.
'But papa says you would love me better than him and all the world, if you were my
wife; so I'd rather you were that.'
'No, I should never love anybody better than papa,' she returned gravely.
'And people hate their wives, sometimes; but not their sisters and brothers: and if
you were the latter, you would live with us, and papa would be as fond of you as he
is of me.'
Linton denied that people ever hated their wives; but Cathy affirmed they did, and, in
her wisdom, instanced his own father's aversion to her aunt.
I endeavoured to stop her thoughtless tongue.
I couldn't succeed till everything she knew was out.
Master Heathcliff, much irritated, asserted her relation was false.
'Papa told me; and papa does not tell falsehoods,' she answered pertly.
'My papa scorns yours!' cried Linton.
'He calls him a sneaking fool.' 'Yours is a wicked man,' retorted
Catherine; 'and you are very naughty to dare to repeat what he says.
He must be wicked to have made Aunt Isabella leave him as she did.'
'She didn't leave him,' said the boy; 'you sha'n't contradict me.'
'She did,' cried my young lady.
'Well, I'll tell you something!' said Linton.
'Your mother hated your father: now then.' 'Oh!' exclaimed Catherine, too enraged to
continue.
'And she loved mine,' added he. 'You little liar!
I hate you now!' she panted, and her face grew red with passion.
'She did! she did!' sang Linton, sinking into the recess of his chair, and leaning
back his head to enjoy the agitation of the other disputant, who stood behind.
'Hush, Master Heathcliff!'
I said; 'that's your father's tale, too, I suppose.'
'It isn't: you hold your tongue!' he answered.
'She did, she did, Catherine! she did, she did!'
Cathy, beside herself, gave the chair a violent push, and caused him to fall
against one arm.
He was immediately seized by a suffocating cough that soon ended his triumph.
It lasted so long that it frightened even me.
As to his cousin, she wept with all her might, aghast at the mischief she had done:
though she said nothing. I held him till the fit exhausted itself.
Then he thrust me away, and leant his head down silently.
Catherine quelled her lamentations also, took a seat opposite, and looked solemnly
into the fire.
'How do you feel now, Master Heathcliff?' I inquired, after waiting ten minutes.
'I wish she felt as I do,' he replied: 'spiteful, cruel thing!
Hareton never touches me: he never struck me in his life.
And I was better to-day: and there--' his voice died in a whimper.
'I didn't strike you!' muttered Cathy, chewing her lip to prevent another burst of
emotion.
He sighed and moaned like one under great suffering, and kept it up for a quarter of
an hour; on purpose to distress his cousin apparently, for whenever he caught a
stifled sob from her he put renewed pain
and pathos into the inflexions of his voice.
'I'm sorry I hurt you, Linton,' she said at length, racked beyond endurance.
'But I couldn't have been hurt by that little push, and I had no idea that you
could, either: you're not much, are you, Linton?
Don't let me go home thinking I've done you harm.
Answer! speak to me.'
'I can't speak to you,' he murmured; 'you've hurt me so that I shall lie awake
all night choking with this cough.
If you had it you'd know what it was; but you'll be comfortably asleep while I'm in
agony, and nobody near me. I wonder how you would like to pass those
fearful nights!'
And he began to wail aloud, for very pity of himself.
'Since you are in the habit of passing dreadful nights,' I said, 'it won't be Miss
who spoils your ease: you'd be the same had she never come.
However, she shall not disturb you again; and perhaps you'll get quieter when we
leave you.' 'Must I go?' asked Catherine dolefully,
bending over him.
'Do you want me to go, Linton?' 'You can't alter what you've done,' he
replied pettishly, shrinking from her, 'unless you alter it for the worse by
teasing me into a fever.'
'Well, then, I must go?' she repeated. 'Let me alone, at least,' said he; 'I can't
bear your talking.'
She lingered, and resisted my persuasions to departure a tiresome while; but as he
neither looked up nor spoke, she finally made a movement to the door, and I
followed.
We were recalled by a scream.
Linton had slid from his seat on to the hearthstone, and lay writhing in the mere
perverseness of an indulged plague of a child, determined to be as grievous and
harassing as it can.
I thoroughly gauged his disposition from his behaviour, and saw at once it would be
folly to attempt humouring him.
Not so my companion: she ran back in terror, knelt down, and cried, and soothed,
and entreated, till he grew quiet from lack of breath: by no means from compunction at
distressing her.
'I shall lift him on to the settle,' I said, 'and he may roll about as he pleases:
we can't stop to watch him.
I hope you are satisfied, Miss Cathy, that you are not the person to benefit him; and
that his condition of health is not occasioned by attachment to you.
Now, then, there he is!
Come away: as soon as he knows there is nobody by to care for his nonsense, he'll
be glad to lie still.'
She placed a cushion under his head, and offered him some water; he rejected the
latter, and tossed uneasily on the former, as if it were a stone or a block of wood.
She tried to put it more comfortably.
'I can't do with that,' he said; 'it's not high enough.'
Catherine brought another to lay above it. 'That's too high,' murmured the provoking
thing.
'How must I arrange it, then?' she asked despairingly.
He twined himself up to her, as she half knelt by the settle, and converted her
shoulder into a support.
'No, that won't do,' I said. 'You'll be content with the cushion, Master
Heathcliff.
Miss has wasted too much time on you already: we cannot remain five minutes
longer.' 'Yes, yes, we can!' replied Cathy.
'He's good and patient now.
He's beginning to think I shall have far greater misery than he will to-night, if I
believe he is the worse for my visit: and then I dare not come again.
Tell the truth about it, Linton; for I musn't come, if I have hurt you.'
'You must come, to cure me,' he answered. 'You ought to come, because you have hurt
me: you know you have extremely!
I was not as ill when you entered as I am at present--was I?'
'But you've made yourself ill by crying and being in a passion.--I didn't do it all,'
said his cousin.
'However, we'll be friends now. And you want me: you would wish to see me
sometimes, really?' 'I told you I did,' he replied impatiently.
'Sit on the settle and let me lean on your knee.
That's as mamma used to do, whole afternoons together.
Sit quite still and don't talk: but you may sing a song, if you can sing; or you may
say a nice long interesting ballad--one of those you promised to teach me; or a story.
I'd rather have a ballad, though: begin.'
Catherine repeated the longest she could remember.
The employment pleased both mightily.
Linton would have another, and after that another, notwithstanding my strenuous
objections; and so they went on until the clock struck twelve, and we heard Hareton
in the court, returning for his dinner.
'And to-morrow, Catherine, will you be here to-morrow?' asked young Heathcliff, holding
her frock as she rose reluctantly. 'No,' I answered, 'nor next day neither.'
She, however, gave a different response evidently, for his forehead cleared as she
stooped and whispered in his ear. 'You won't go to-morrow, recollect, Miss!'
I commenced, when we were out of the house.
'You are not dreaming of it, are you?' She smiled.
'Oh, I'll take good care,' I continued: 'I'll have that lock mended, and you can
escape by no way else.'
'I can get over the wall,' she said laughing.
'The Grange is not a prison, Ellen, and you are not my gaoler.
And besides, I'm almost seventeen: I'm a woman.
And I'm certain Linton would recover quickly if he had me to look after him.
I'm older than he is, you know, and wiser: less childish, am I not?
And he'll soon do as I direct him, with some slight coaxing.
He's a pretty little darling when he's good.
I'd make such a pet of him, if he were mine.
We should never quarrel, should we after we were used to each other?
Don't you like him, Ellen?' 'Like him!'
I exclaimed.
'The worst-tempered bit of a sickly slip that ever struggled into its teens.
Happily, as Mr. Heathcliff conjectured, he'll not win twenty.
I doubt whether he'll see spring, indeed.
And small loss to his family whenever he drops off.
And lucky it is for us that his father took him: the kinder he was treated, the more
tedious and selfish he'd be.
I'm glad you have no chance of having him for a husband, Miss Catherine.'
My companion waxed serious at hearing this speech.
To speak of his death so regardlessly wounded her feelings.
'He's younger than I,' she answered, after a protracted pause of meditation, 'and he
ought to live the longest: he will--he must live as long as I do.
He's as strong now as when he first came into the north; I'm positive of that.
It's only a cold that ails him, the same as papa has.
You say papa will get better, and why shouldn't he?'
'Well, well,' I cried, 'after all, we needn't trouble ourselves; for listen,
Miss,--and mind, I'll keep my word,--if you attempt going to Wuthering Heights again,
with or without me, I shall inform Mr.
Linton, and, unless he allow it, the intimacy with your cousin must not be
revived.' 'It has been revived,' muttered Cathy,
sulkily.
'Must not be continued, then,' I said. 'We'll see,' was her reply, and she set off
at a gallop, leaving me to toil in the rear.
We both reached home before our dinner- time; my master supposed we had been
wandering through the park, and therefore he demanded no explanation of our absence.
As soon as I entered I hastened to change my soaked shoes and stockings; but sitting
such awhile at the Heights had done the mischief.
On the succeeding morning I was laid up, and during three weeks I remained
incapacitated for attending to my duties: a calamity never experienced prior to that
period, and never, I am thankful to say, since.
My little mistress behaved like an angel in coming to wait on me, and cheer my
solitude; the confinement brought me exceedingly low.
It is wearisome, to a stirring active body: but few have slighter reasons for complaint
than I had. The moment Catherine left Mr. Linton's room
she appeared at my bedside.
Her day was divided between us; no amusement usurped a minute: she neglected
her meals, her studies, and her play; and she was the fondest nurse that ever
watched.
She must have had a warm heart, when she loved her father so, to give so much to me.
I said her days were divided between us; but the master retired early, and I
generally needed nothing after six o'clock, thus the evening was her own.
Poor thing!
I never considered what she did with herself after tea.
And though frequently, when she looked in to bid me good-night, I remarked a fresh
colour in her cheeks and a pinkness over her slender fingers, instead of fancying
the line borrowed from a cold ride across
the moors, I laid it to the charge of a hot fire in the library.
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CHAPTER XXIV
At the close of three weeks I was able to quit my chamber and move about the house.
And on the first occasion of my sitting up in the evening I asked Catherine to read to
me, because my eyes were weak.
We were in the library, the master having gone to bed: she consented, rather
unwillingly, I fancied; and imagining my sort of books did not suit her, I bid her
please herself in the choice of what she perused.
She selected one of her own favourites, and got forward steadily about an hour; then
came frequent questions.
'Ellen, are not you tired? Hadn't you better lie down now?
You'll be sick, keeping up so long, Ellen.' 'No, no, dear, I'm not tired,' I returned,
continually.
Perceiving me immovable, she essayed another method of showing her disrelish for
her occupation. It changed to yawning, and stretching, and-
'Ellen, I'm tired.' 'Give over then and talk,' I answered.
That was worse: she fretted and sighed, and looked at her watch till eight, and finally
went to her room, completely overdone with sleep; judging by her peevish, heavy look,
and the constant rubbing she inflicted on her eyes.
The following night she seemed more impatient still; and on the third from
recovering my company she complained of a headache, and left me.
I thought her conduct odd; and having remained alone a long while, I resolved on
going and inquiring whether she were better, and asking her to come and lie on
the sofa, instead of up-stairs in the dark.
No Catherine could I discover up-stairs, and none below.
The servants affirmed they had not seen her.
I listened at Mr. Edgar's door; all was silence.
I returned to her apartment, extinguished my candle, and seated myself in the window.
The moon shone bright; a sprinkling of snow covered the ground, and I reflected that
she might, possibly, have taken it into her head to walk about the garden, for
refreshment.
I did detect a figure creeping along the inner fence of the park; but it was not my
young mistress: on its emerging into the light, I recognised one of the grooms.
He stood a considerable period, viewing the carriage-road through the grounds; then
started off at a brisk pace, as if he had detected something, and reappeared
presently, leading Miss's pony; and there
she was, just dismounted, and walking by its side.
The man took his charge stealthily across the grass towards the stable.
Cathy entered by the casement-window of the drawing-room, and glided noiselessly up to
where I awaited her.
She put the door gently too, slipped off her snowy shoes, untied her hat, and was
proceeding, unconscious of my espionage, to lay aside her mantle, when I suddenly rose
and revealed myself.
The surprise petrified her an instant: she uttered an inarticulate exclamation, and
stood fixed.
'My dear Miss Catherine,' I began, too vividly impressed by her recent kindness to
break into a scold, 'where have you been riding out at this hour?
And why should you try to deceive me by telling a tale?
Where have you been? Speak!'
'To the bottom of the park,' she stammered.
'I didn't tell a tale.' 'And nowhere else?'
I demanded. 'No,' was the muttered reply.
'Oh, Catherine!'
I cried, sorrowfully. 'You know you have been doing wrong, or you
wouldn't be driven to uttering an untruth to me.
That does grieve me.
I'd rather be three months ill, than hear you frame a deliberate lie.'
She sprang forward, and bursting into tears, threw her arms round my neck.
'Well, Ellen, I'm so afraid of you being angry,' she said.
'Promise not to be angry, and you shall know the very truth: I hate to hide it.'
We sat down in the window-seat; I assured her I would not scold, whatever her secret
might be, and I guessed it, of course; so she commenced--
'I've been to Wuthering Heights, Ellen, and I've never missed going a day since you
fell ill; except thrice before, and twice after you left your room.
I gave Michael books and pictures to prepare Minny every evening, and to put her
back in the stable: you mustn't scold him either, mind.
I was at the Heights by half-past six, and generally stayed till half-past eight, and
then galloped home. It was not to amuse myself that I went: I
was often wretched all the time.
Now and then I was happy: once in a week perhaps.
At first, I expected there would be sad work persuading you to let me keep my word
to Linton: for I had engaged to call again next day, when we quitted him; but, as you
stayed up-stairs on the morrow, I escaped that trouble.
While Michael was refastening the lock of the park door in the afternoon, I got
possession of the key, and told him how my cousin wished me to visit him, because he
was sick, and couldn't come to the Grange;
and how papa would object to my going: and then I negotiated with him about the pony.
He is fond of reading, and he thinks of leaving soon to get married; so he offered,
if I would lend him books out of the library, to do what I wished: but I
preferred giving him my own, and that satisfied him better.
'On my second visit Linton seemed in lively spirits; and Zillah (that is their
housekeeper) made us a clean room and a good fire, and told us that, as Joseph was
out at a prayer-meeting and Hareton
Earnshaw was off with his dogs--robbing our woods of pheasants, as I heard afterwards--
we might do what we liked.
She brought me some warm wine and gingerbread, and appeared exceedingly good-
natured, and Linton sat in the arm-chair, and I in the little rocking chair on the
hearth-stone, and we laughed and talked so
merrily, and found so much to say: we planned where we would go, and what we
would do in summer. I needn't repeat that, because you would
call it silly.
'One time, however, we were near quarrelling.
He said the pleasantest manner of spending a hot July day was lying from morning till
evening on a bank of heath in the middle of the moors, with the bees humming dreamily
about among the bloom, and the larks
singing high up overhead, and the blue sky and bright sun shining steadily and
cloudlessly.
That was his most perfect idea of heaven's happiness: mine was rocking in a rustling
green tree, with a west wind blowing, and bright white clouds flitting rapidly above;
and not only larks, but throstles, and
blackbirds, and linnets, and cuckoos pouring out music on every side, and the
moors seen at a distance, broken into cool dusky dells; but close by great swells of
long grass undulating in waves to the
breeze; and woods and sounding water, and the whole world awake and wild with joy.
He wanted all to lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and dance in
a glorious jubilee.
I said his heaven would be only half alive; and he said mine would be drunk: I said I
should fall asleep in his; and he said he could not breathe in mine, and began to
grow very snappish.
At last, we agreed to try both, as soon as the right weather came; and then we kissed
each other and were friends.
'After sitting still an hour, I looked at the great room with its smooth uncarpeted
floor, and thought how nice it would be to play in, if we removed the table; and I
asked Linton to call Zillah in to help us,
and we'd have a game at blindman's-buff; she should try to catch us: you used to,
you know, Ellen.
He wouldn't: there was no pleasure in it, he said; but he consented to play at ball
with me.
We found two in a cupboard, among a heap of old toys, tops, and hoops, and battledores
and shuttlecocks.
One was marked C., and the other H.; I wished to have the C., because that stood
for Catherine, and the H. might be for Heathcliff, his name; but the bran came out
of H., and Linton didn't like it.
I beat him constantly: and he got cross again, and coughed, and returned to his
chair.
That night, though, he easily recovered his good humour: he was charmed with two or
three pretty songs--your songs, Ellen; and when I was obliged to go, he begged and
entreated me to come the following evening; and I promised.
Minny and I went flying home as light as air; and I dreamt of Wuthering Heights and
my sweet, darling cousin, till morning.
'On the morrow I was sad; partly because you were poorly, and partly that I wished
my father knew, and approved of my excursions: but it was beautiful moonlight
after tea; and, as I rode on, the gloom cleared.
I shall have another happy evening, I thought to myself; and what delights me
more, my pretty Linton will.
I trotted up their garden, and was turning round to the back, when that fellow
Earnshaw met me, took my bridle, and bid me go in by the front entrance.
He patted Minny's neck, and said she was a bonny beast, and appeared as if he wanted
me to speak to him. I only told him to leave my horse alone, or
else it would kick him.
He answered in his vulgar accent, "It wouldn't do mitch hurt if it did;" and
surveyed its legs with a smile.
I was half inclined to make it try; however, he moved off to open the door,
and, as he raised the latch, he looked up to the inscription above, and said, with a
stupid mixture of awkwardness and elation: "Miss Catherine!
I can read yon, now." '"Wonderful," I exclaimed.
"Pray let us hear you--you are grown clever!"
'He spelt, and drawled over by syllables, the name--"Hareton Earnshaw."
'"And the figures?"
I cried, encouragingly, perceiving that he came to a dead halt.
'"I cannot tell them yet," he answered. '"Oh, you dunce!"
I said, laughing heartily at his failure.
'The fool stared, with a grin hovering about his lips, and a scowl gathering over
his eyes, as if uncertain whether he might not join in my mirth: whether it were not
pleasant familiarity, or what it really was, contempt.
I settled his doubts, by suddenly retrieving my gravity and desiring him to
walk away, for I came to see Linton, not him.
He reddened--I saw that by the moonlight-- dropped his hand from the latch, and
skulked off, a picture of mortified vanity.
He imagined himself to be as accomplished as Linton, I suppose, because he could
spell his own name; and was marvellously discomfited that I didn't think the same.'
'Stop, Miss Catherine, dear!'--I interrupted.
'I shall not scold, but I don't like your conduct there.
If you had remembered that Hareton was your cousin as much as Master Heathcliff, you
would have felt how improper it was to behave in that way.
At least, it was praiseworthy ambition for him to desire to be as accomplished as
Linton; and probably he did not learn merely to show off: you had made him
ashamed of his ignorance before, I have no
doubt; and he wished to remedy it and please you.
To sneer at his imperfect attempt was very bad breeding.
Had you been brought up in his circumstances, would you be less rude?
He was as quick and as intelligent a child as ever you were; and I'm hurt that he
should be despised now, because that base Heathcliff has treated him so unjustly.'
'Well, Ellen, you won't cry about it, will you?' she exclaimed, surprised at my
earnestness.
'But wait, and you shall hear if he conned his A B C to please me; and if it were
worth while being civil to the brute. I entered; Linton was lying on the settle,
and half got up to welcome me.
'"I'm ill to-night, Catherine, love," he said; "and you must have all the talk, and
let me listen. Come, and sit by me.
I was sure you wouldn't break your word, and I'll make you promise again, before you
go."
'I knew now that I mustn't tease him, as he was ill; and I spoke softly and put no
questions, and avoided irritating him in any way.
I had brought some of my nicest books for him: he asked me to read a little of one,
and I was about to comply, when Earnshaw burst the door open: having gathered venom
with reflection.
He advanced direct to us, seized Linton by the arm, and swung him off the seat.
'"Get to thy own room!" he said, in a voice almost inarticulate with passion; and his
face looked swelled and furious.
"Take her there if she comes to see thee: thou shalln't keep me out of this.
Begone wi' ye both!"
'He swore at us, and left Linton no time to answer, nearly throwing him into the
kitchen; and he clenched his fist as I followed, seemingly longing to knock me
down.
I was afraid for a moment, and I let one volume fall; he kicked it after me, and
shut us out.
I heard a malignant, crackly laugh by the fire, and turning, beheld that odious
Joseph standing rubbing his bony hands, and quivering.
'"I wer sure he'd sarve ye out!
He's a grand lad! He's getten t' raight sperrit in him!
He knaws--ay, he knaws, as weel as I do, who sud be t' maister yonder--Ech, ech,
ech!
He made ye skift properly! Ech, ech, ech!"
'"Where must we go?" I asked of my cousin, disregarding the old
wretch's mockery.
'Linton was white and trembling. He was not pretty then, Ellen: oh, no! he
looked frightful; for his thin face and large eyes were wrought into an expression
of frantic, powerless fury.
He grasped the handle of the door, and shook it: it was fastened inside.
'"If you don't let me in, I'll kill you!-- If you don't let me in, I'll kill you!" he
"Devil! devil!--I'll kill you--I'll kill you!"
Joseph uttered his croaking laugh again. '"Thear, that's t' father!" he cried.
"That's father!
We've allas summut o' either side in us. Niver heed, Hareton, lad--dunnut be 'feard-
-he cannot get at thee!"
'I took hold of Linton's hands, and tried to pull him away; but he shrieked so
shockingly that I dared not proceed.
At last his cries were choked by a dreadful fit of coughing; blood gushed from his
mouth, and he fell on the ground. I ran into the yard, sick with terror; and
called for Zillah, as loud as I could.
She soon heard me: she was milking the cows in a shed behind the barn, and hurrying
from her work, she inquired what there was to do?
I hadn't breath to explain; dragging her in, I looked about for Linton.
Earnshaw had come out to examine the mischief he had caused, and he was then
conveying the poor thing up-stairs.
Zillah and I ascended after him; but he stopped me at the top of the steps, and
said I shouldn't go in: I must go home. I exclaimed that he had killed Linton, and
I would enter.
Joseph locked the door, and declared I should do "no sich stuff," and asked me
whether I were "bahn to be as mad as him." I stood crying till the housekeeper
reappeared.
She affirmed he would be better in a bit, but he couldn't do with that shrieking and
din; and she took me, and nearly carried me into the house.
'Ellen, I was ready to tear my hair off my head!
I sobbed and wept so that my eyes were almost blind; and the ruffian you have such
sympathy with stood opposite: presuming every now and then to bid me "wisht," and
denying that it was his fault; and,
finally, frightened by my assertions that I would tell papa, and that he should be put
in prison and hanged, he commenced blubbering himself, and hurried out to hide
his cowardly agitation.
Still, I was not rid of him: when at length they compelled me to depart, and I had got
some hundred yards off the premises, he suddenly issued from the shadow of the
road-side, and checked Minny and took hold of me.
'"Miss Catherine, I'm ill grieved," he began, "but it's rayther too bad--"
'I gave him a cut with my whip, thinking perhaps he would *** me.
He let go, thundering one of his horrid curses, and I galloped home more than half
out of my senses.
'I didn't bid you good-night that evening, and I didn't go to Wuthering Heights the
next: I wished to go exceedingly; but I was strangely excited, and dreaded to hear that
Linton was dead, sometimes; and sometimes
shuddered at the thought of encountering Hareton.
On the third day I took courage: at least, I couldn't bear longer suspense, and stole
off once more.
I went at five o'clock, and walked; fancying I might manage to creep into the
house, and up to Linton's room, unobserved. However, the dogs gave notice of my
approach.
Zillah received me, and saying "the lad was mending nicely," showed me into a small,
tidy, carpeted apartment, where, to my inexpressible joy, I beheld Linton laid on
a little sofa, reading one of my books.
But he would neither speak to me nor look at me, through a whole hour, Ellen: he has
such an unhappy temper.
And what quite confounded me, when he did open his mouth, it was to utter the
falsehood that I had occasioned the uproar, and Hareton was not to blame!
Unable to reply, except passionately, I got up and walked from the room.
He sent after me a faint "Catherine!"
He did not reckon on being answered so: but I wouldn't turn back; and the morrow was
the second day on which I stayed at home, nearly determined to visit him no more.
But it was so miserable going to bed and getting up, and never hearing anything
about him, that my resolution melted into air before it was properly formed.
It had appeared wrong to take the journey once; now it seemed wrong to refrain.
Michael came to ask if he must saddle Minny; I said "Yes," and considered myself
doing a duty as she bore me over the hills.
I was forced to pass the front windows to get to the court: it was no use trying to
conceal my presence.
'"Young master is in the house," said Zillah, as she saw me making for the
parlour. I went in; Earnshaw was there also, but he
quitted the room directly.
Linton sat in the great arm-chair half asleep; walking up to the fire, I began in
a serious tone, partly meaning it to be true--
'"As you don't like me, Linton, and as you think I come on purpose to hurt you, and
pretend that I do so every time, this is our last meeting: let us say good-bye; and
tell Mr. Heathcliff that you have no wish
to see me, and that he mustn't invent any more falsehoods on the subject."
'"Sit down and take your hat off, Catherine," he answered.
"You are so much happier than I am, you ought to be better.
Papa talks enough of my defects, and shows enough scorn of me, to make it natural I
should doubt myself.
I doubt whether I am not altogether as worthless as he calls me, frequently; and
then I feel so cross and bitter, I hate everybody!
I am worthless, and bad in temper, and bad in spirit, almost always; and, if you
choose, you may say good-bye: you'll get rid of an annoyance.
Only, Catherine, do me this justice: believe that if I might be as sweet, and as
kind, and as good as you are, I would be; as willingly, and more so, than as happy
and as healthy.
And believe that your kindness has made me love you deeper than if I deserved your
love: and though I couldn't, and cannot help showing my nature to you, I regret it
and repent it; and shall regret and repent it till I die!"
'I felt he spoke the truth; and I felt I must forgive him: and, though we should
quarrel the next moment, I must forgive him again.
We were reconciled; but we cried, both of us, the whole time I stayed: not entirely
for sorrow; yet I was sorry Linton had that distorted nature.
He'll never let his friends be at ease, and he'll never be at ease himself!
I have always gone to his little parlour, since that night; because his father
returned the day after.
'About three times, I think, we have been merry and hopeful, as we were the first
evening; the rest of my visits were dreary and troubled: now with his selfishness and
spite, and now with his sufferings: but
I've learned to endure the former with nearly as little resentment as the latter.
Mr. Heathcliff purposely avoids me: I have hardly seen him at all.
Last Sunday, indeed, coming earlier than usual, I heard him abusing poor Linton
cruelly for his conduct of the night before.
I can't tell how he knew of it, unless he listened.
Linton had certainly behaved provokingly: however, it was the business of nobody but
me, and I interrupted Mr. Heathcliff's lecture by entering and telling him so.
He burst into a laugh, and went away, saying he was glad I took that view of the
matter. Since then, I've told Linton he must
whisper his bitter things.
Now, Ellen, you have heard all.
I can't be prevented from going to Wuthering Heights, except by inflicting
misery on two people; whereas, if you'll only not tell papa, my going need disturb
the tranquillity of none.
You'll not tell, will you? It will be very heartless, if you do.'
'I'll make up my mind on that point by to- morrow, Miss Catherine,' I replied.
'It requires some study; and so I'll leave you to your rest, and go think it over.'
I thought it over aloud, in my master's presence; walking straight from her room to
his, and relating the whole story: with the exception of her conversations with her
cousin, and any mention of Hareton.
Mr. Linton was alarmed and distressed, more than he would acknowledge to me.
In the morning, Catherine learnt my betrayal of her confidence, and she learnt
also that her secret visits were to end.
In vain she wept and writhed against the interdict, and implored her father to have
pity on Linton: all she got to comfort her was a promise that he would write and give
him leave to come to the Grange when he
pleased; but explaining that he must no longer expect to see Catherine at Wuthering
Heights.
Perhaps, had he been aware of his nephew's disposition and state of health, he would
have seen fit to withhold even that slight consolation.
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CHAPTER XXV
'These things happened last winter, sir,' said Mrs. Dean; 'hardly more than a year
ago.
Last winter, I did not think, at another twelve months' end, I should be amusing a
stranger to the family with relating them! Yet, who knows how long you'll be a
stranger?
You're too young to rest always contented, living by yourself; and I some way fancy no
one could see Catherine Linton and not love her.
You smile; but why do you look so lively and interested when I talk about her? and
why have you asked me to hang her picture over your fireplace? and why--?'
'Stop, my good friend!'
I cried. 'It may be very possible that I should
love her; but would she love me?
I doubt it too much to venture my tranquillity by running into temptation:
and then my home is not here. I'm of the busy world, and to its arms I
must return.
Go on. Was Catherine obedient to her father's
commands?' 'She was,' continued the housekeeper.
'Her affection for him was still the chief sentiment in her heart; and he spoke
without anger: he spoke in the deep tenderness of one about to leave his
treasure amid perils and foes, where his
remembered words would be the only aid that he could bequeath to guide her.
He said to me, a few days afterwards, "I wish my nephew would write, Ellen, or call.
Tell me, sincerely, what you think of him: is he changed for the better, or is there a
prospect of improvement, as he grows a man?"
'"He's very delicate, sir," I replied; "and scarcely likely to reach manhood: but this
I can say, he does not resemble his father; and if Miss Catherine had the misfortune to
marry him, he would not be beyond her
control: unless she were extremely and foolishly indulgent.
However, master, you'll have plenty of time to get acquainted with him and see whether
he would suit her: it wants four years and more to his being of age."'
Edgar sighed; and, walking to the window, looked out towards Gimmerton Kirk.
It was a misty afternoon, but the February sun shone dimly, and we could just
distinguish the two fir-trees in the yard, and the sparely-scattered gravestones.
'I've prayed often,' he half soliloquised, 'for the approach of what is coming; and
now I begin to shrink, and fear it.
I thought the memory of the hour I came down that glen a bridegroom would be less
sweet than the anticipation that I was soon, in a few months, or, possibly, weeks,
to be carried up, and laid in its lonely hollow!
Ellen, I've been very happy with my little Cathy: through winter nights and summer
days she was a living hope at my side.
But I've been as happy musing by myself among those stones, under that old church:
lying, through the long June evenings, on the green mound of her mother's grave, and
wishing--yearning for the time when I might lie beneath it.
What can I do for Cathy? How must I quit her?
I'd not care one moment for Linton being Heathcliff's son; nor for his taking her
from me, if he could console her for my loss.
I'd not care that Heathcliff gained his ends, and triumphed in robbing me of my
last blessing!
But should Linton be unworthy--only a feeble tool to his father--I cannot abandon
her to him!
And, hard though it be to crush her buoyant spirit, I must persevere in making her sad
while I live, and leaving her solitary when I die.
Darling!
I'd rather resign her to God, and lay her in the earth before me.'
'Resign her to God as it is, sir,' I answered, 'and if we should lose you--which
may He forbid--under His providence, I'll stand her friend and counsellor to the
last.
Miss Catherine is a good girl: I don't fear that she will go wilfully wrong; and people
who do their duty are always finally rewarded.'
Spring advanced; yet my master gathered no real strength, though he resumed his walks
in the grounds with his daughter.
To her inexperienced notions, this itself was a sign of convalescence; and then his
cheek was often flushed, and his eyes were bright; she felt sure of his recovering.
On her seventeenth birthday, he did not visit the churchyard: it was raining, and I
observed--'You'll surely not go out to- night, sir?'
He answered,--'No, I'll defer it this year a little longer.'
He wrote again to Linton, expressing his great desire to see him; and, had the
invalid been presentable, I've no doubt his father would have permitted him to come.
As it was, being instructed, he returned an answer, intimating that Mr. Heathcliff
objected to his calling at the Grange; but his uncle's kind remembrance delighted him,
and he hoped to meet him sometimes in his
rambles, and personally to petition that his cousin and he might not remain long so
utterly divided. That part of his letter was simple, and
probably his own.
Heathcliff knew he could plead eloquently for Catherine's company, then.
'I do not ask,' he said, 'that she may visit here; but am I never to see her,
because my father forbids me to go to her home, and you forbid her to come to mine?
Do, now and then, ride with her towards the Heights; and let us exchange a few words,
in your presence!
We have done nothing to deserve this separation; and you are not angry with me:
you have no reason to dislike me, you allow, yourself.
Dear uncle! send me a kind note to-morrow, and leave to join you anywhere you please,
except at Thrushcross Grange.
I believe an interview would convince you that my father's character is not mine: he
affirms I am more your nephew than his son; and though I have faults which render me
unworthy of Catherine, she has excused them, and for her sake, you should also.
You inquire after my health--it is better; but while I remain cut off from all hope,
and doomed to solitude, or the society of those who never did and never will like me,
how can I be cheerful and well?'
Edgar, though he felt for the boy, could not consent to grant his request; because
he could not accompany Catherine.
He said, in summer, perhaps, they might meet: meantime, he wished him to continue
writing at intervals, and engaged to give him what advice and comfort he was able by
letter; being well aware of his hard position in his family.
Linton complied; and had he been unrestrained, would probably have spoiled
all by filling his epistles with complaints and lamentations: but his father kept a
sharp watch over him; and, of course,
insisted on every line that my master sent being shown; so, instead of penning his
peculiar personal sufferings and distresses, the themes constantly uppermost
in his thoughts, he harped on the cruel
obligation of being held asunder from his friend and love; and gently intimated that
Mr. Linton must allow an interview soon, or he should fear he was purposely deceiving
him with empty promises.
Cathy was a powerful ally at home; and between them they at length persuaded my
master to acquiesce in their having a ride or a walk together about once a week, under
my guardianship, and on the moors nearest
the Grange: for June found him still declining.
Though he had set aside yearly a portion of his income for my young lady's fortune, he
had a natural desire that she might retain- -or at least return in a short time to--the
house of her ancestors; and he considered
her only prospect of doing that was by a union with his heir; he had no idea that
the latter was failing almost as fast as himself; nor had any one, I believe: no
doctor visited the Heights, and no one saw
Master Heathcliff to make report of his condition among us.
I, for my part, began to fancy my forebodings were false, and that he must be
actually rallying, when he mentioned riding and walking on the moors, and seemed so
earnest in pursuing his object.
I could not picture a father treating a dying child as tyrannically and wickedly as
I afterwards learned Heathcliff had treated him, to compel this apparent eagerness: his
efforts redoubling the more imminently his
avaricious and unfeeling plans were threatened with defeat by death.
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CHAPTER XXVI
Summer was already past its prime, when Edgar reluctantly yielded his assent to
their entreaties, and Catherine and I set out on our first ride to join her cousin.
It was a close, sultry day: devoid of sunshine, but with a sky too dappled and
hazy to threaten rain: and our place of meeting had been fixed at the guide-stone,
by the cross-roads.
On arriving there, however, a little herd- boy, despatched as a messenger, told us
that,--'Maister Linton wer just o' this side th' Heights: and he'd be mitch
obleeged to us to gang on a bit further.'
'Then Master Linton has forgot the first injunction of his uncle,' I observed: 'he
bid us keep on the Grange land, and here we are off at once.'
'Well, we'll turn our horses' heads round when we reach him,' answered my companion;
'our excursion shall lie towards home.'
But when we reached him, and that was scarcely a quarter of a mile from his own
door, we found he had no horse; and we were forced to dismount, and leave ours to
graze.
He lay on the heath, awaiting our approach, and did not rise till we came within a few
yards.
Then he walked so feebly, and looked so pale, that I immediately exclaimed,--'Why,
Master Heathcliff, you are not fit for enjoying a ramble this morning.
How ill you do look!'
Catherine surveyed him with grief and astonishment: she changed the ***
of joy on her lips to one of alarm; and the congratulation on their long-postponed
meeting to an anxious inquiry, whether he were worse than usual?
'No--better--better!' he panted, trembling, and retaining her hand as if he needed its
support, while his large blue eyes wandered timidly over her; the hollowness round them
transforming to haggard wildness the languid expression they once possessed.
'But you have been worse,' persisted his cousin; 'worse than when I saw you last;
you are thinner, and--'
'I'm tired,' he interrupted, hurriedly. 'It is too hot for walking, let us rest
here. And, in the morning, I often feel sick--
papa says I grow so fast.'
Badly satisfied, Cathy sat down, and he reclined beside her.
'This is something like your paradise,' said she, making an effort at cheerfulness.
'You recollect the two days we agreed to spend in the place and way each thought
pleasantest?
This is nearly yours, only there are clouds; but then they are so soft and
mellow: it is nicer than sunshine. Next week, if you can, we'll ride down to
the Grange Park, and try mine.'
Linton did not appear to remember what she talked of and he had evidently great
difficulty in sustaining any kind of conversation.
His lack of interest in the subjects she started, and his equal incapacity to
contribute to her entertainment, were so obvious that she could not conceal her
disappointment.
An indefinite alteration had come over his whole person and manner.
The pettishness that might be caressed into fondness, had yielded to a listless apathy;
there was less of the peevish temper of a child which frets and teases on purpose to
be soothed, and more of the self-absorbed
moroseness of a confirmed invalid, repelling consolation, and ready to regard
the good-humoured mirth of others as an insult.
Catherine perceived, as well as I did, that he held it rather a punishment, than a
gratification, to endure our company; and she made no scruple of proposing,
presently, to depart.
That proposal, unexpectedly, roused Linton from his lethargy, and threw him into a
strange state of agitation.
He glanced fearfully towards the Heights, begging she would remain another half-hour,
at least.
'But I think,' said Cathy, 'you'd be more comfortable at home than sitting here; and
I cannot amuse you to-day, I see, by my tales, and songs, and chatter: you have
grown wiser than I, in these six months;
you have little taste for my diversions now: or else, if I could amuse you, I'd
willingly stay.' 'Stay to rest yourself,' he replied.
'And, Catherine, don't think or say that I'm very unwell: it is the heavy weather
and heat that make me dull; and I walked about, before you came, a great deal for
me.
Tell uncle I'm in tolerable health, will you?'
'I'll tell him that you say so, Linton.
I couldn't affirm that you are,' observed my young lady, wondering at his
pertinacious assertion of what was evidently an untruth.
'And be here again next Thursday,' continued he, shunning her puzzled gaze.
'And give him my thanks for permitting you to come--my best thanks, Catherine.
And--and, if you did meet my father, and he asked you about me, don't lead him to
suppose that I've been extremely silent and stupid: don't look sad and downcast, as you
are doing--he'll be angry.'
'I care nothing for his anger,' exclaimed Cathy, imagining she would be its object.
'But I do,' said her cousin, shuddering. 'Don't provoke him against me, Catherine,
for he is very hard.'
'Is he severe to you, Master Heathcliff?' I inquired.
'Has he grown weary of indulgence, and passed from passive to active hatred?'
Linton looked at me, but did not answer; and, after keeping her seat by his side
another ten minutes, during which his head fell drowsily on his breast, and he uttered
nothing except suppressed moans of
exhaustion or pain, Cathy began to seek solace in looking for bilberries, and
sharing the produce of her researches with me: she did not offer them to him, for she
saw further notice would only weary and annoy.
'Is it half-an-hour now, Ellen?' she whispered in my ear, at last.
'I can't tell why we should stay.
He's asleep, and papa will be wanting us back.'
'Well, we must not leave him asleep,' I answered; 'wait till he wakes, and be
patient.
You were mighty eager to set off, but your longing to see poor Linton has soon
evaporated!' 'Why did he wish to see me?' returned
Catherine.
'In his crossest humours, formerly, I liked him better than I do in his present curious
mood.
It's just as if it were a task he was compelled to perform--this interview--for
fear his father should scold him.
But I'm hardly going to come to give Mr. Heathcliff pleasure; whatever reason he may
have for ordering Linton to undergo this penance.
And, though I'm glad he's better in health, I'm sorry he's so much less pleasant, and
so much less affectionate to me.' 'You think he is better in health, then?'
I said.
'Yes,' she answered; 'because he always made such a great deal of his sufferings,
you know. He is not tolerably well, as he told me to
tell papa; but he's better, very likely.'
'There you differ with me, Miss Cathy,' I remarked; 'I should conjecture him to be
far worse.'
Linton here started from his slumber in bewildered terror, and asked if any one had
called his name. 'No,' said Catherine; 'unless in dreams.
I cannot conceive how you manage to doze out of doors, in the morning.'
'I thought I heard my father,' he gasped, glancing up to the frowning nab above us.
'You are sure nobody spoke?'
'Quite sure,' replied his cousin. 'Only Ellen and I were disputing concerning
your health. Are you truly stronger, Linton, than when
we separated in winter?
If you be, I'm certain one thing is not stronger--your regard for me: speak,--are
you?' The tears gushed from Linton's eyes as he
answered, 'Yes, yes, I am!'
And, still under the spell of the imaginary voice, his gaze wandered up and down to
detect its owner. Cathy rose.
'For to-day we must part,' she said.
'And I won't conceal that I have been sadly disappointed with our meeting; though I'll
mention it to nobody but you: not that I stand in awe of Mr. Heathcliff.'
'Hush,' murmured Linton; 'for God's sake, hush!
He's coming.'
And he clung to Catherine's arm, striving to detain her; but at that announcement she
hastily disengaged herself, and whistled to Minny, who obeyed her like a dog.
'I'll be here next Thursday,' she cried, springing to the saddle.
'Good-bye. Quick, Ellen!'
And so we left him, scarcely conscious of our departure, so absorbed was he in
anticipating his father's approach.
Before we reached home, Catherine's displeasure softened into a perplexed
sensation of pity and regret, largely blended with vague, uneasy doubts about
Linton's actual circumstances, physical and
social: in which I partook, though I counselled her not to say much; for a
second journey would make us better judges. My master requested an account of our
ongoings.
His nephew's offering of thanks was duly delivered, Miss Cathy gently touching on
the rest: I also threw little light on his inquiries, for I hardly knew what to hide
and what to reveal.
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CHAPTER XXVII
Seven days glided away, every one marking its course by the henceforth rapid
alteration of Edgar Linton's state.
The havoc that months had previously wrought was now emulated by the inroads of
hours.
Catherine we would fain have deluded yet; but her own quick spirit refused to delude
her: it divined in secret, and brooded on the dreadful probability, gradually
ripening into certainty.
She had not the heart to mention her ride, when Thursday came round; I mentioned it
for her, and obtained permission to order her out of doors: for the library, where
her father stopped a short time daily--the
brief period he could bear to sit up--and his chamber, had become her whole world.
She grudged each moment that did not find her bending over his pillow, or seated by
his side.
Her countenance grew wan with watching and sorrow, and my master gladly dismissed her
to what he flattered himself would be a happy change of scene and society; drawing
comfort from the hope that she would not now be left entirely alone after his death.
He had a fixed idea, I guessed by several observations he let fall, that, as his
nephew resembled him in person, he would resemble him in mind; for Linton's letters
bore few or no indications of his defective character.
And I, through pardonable weakness, refrained from correcting the error; asking
myself what good there would be in disturbing his last moments with
information that he had neither power nor opportunity to turn to account.
We deferred our excursion till the afternoon; a golden afternoon of August:
every breath from the hills so full of life, that it seemed whoever respired it,
though dying, might revive.
Catherine's face was just like the landscape--shadows and sunshine flitting
over it in rapid succession; but the shadows rested longer, and the sunshine was
more transient; and her poor little heart
reproached itself for even that passing forgetfulness of its cares.
We discerned Linton watching at the same spot he had selected before.
My young mistress alighted, and told me that, as she was resolved to stay a very
little while, I had better hold the pony and remain on horseback; but I dissented:
I wouldn't risk losing sight of the charge
committed to me a minute; so we climbed the slope of heath together.
Master Heathcliff received us with greater animation on this occasion: not the
animation of high spirits though, nor yet of joy; it looked more like fear.
'It is late!' he said, speaking short and with difficulty.
'Is not your father very ill? I thought you wouldn't come.'
'Why won't you be candid?' cried Catherine, swallowing her greeting.
'Why cannot you say at once you don't want me?
It is strange, Linton, that for the second time you have brought me here on purpose,
apparently to distress us both, and for no reason besides!'
Linton shivered, and glanced at her, half supplicating, half ashamed; but his
cousin's patience was not sufficient to endure this enigmatical behaviour.
'My father is very ill,' she said; 'and why am I called from his bedside?
Why didn't you send to absolve me from my promise, when you wished I wouldn't keep
it?
Come! I desire an explanation: playing and
trifling are completely banished out of my mind; and I can't dance attendance on your
affectations now!'
'My affectations!' he murmured; 'what are they?
For heaven's sake, Catherine, don't look so angry!
Despise me as much as you please; I am a worthless, cowardly wretch: I can't be
scorned enough; but I'm too mean for your anger.
Hate my father, and spare me for contempt.'
'Nonsense!' cried Catherine in a passion. 'Foolish, silly boy!
And there! he trembles: as if I were really going to touch him!
You needn't bespeak contempt, Linton: anybody will have it spontaneously at your
service. Get off!
I shall return home: it is folly dragging you from the hearth-stone, and pretending--
what do we pretend? Let go my frock!
If I pitied you for crying and looking so very frightened, you should spurn such
pity. Ellen, tell him how disgraceful this
conduct is.
Rise, and don't degrade yourself into an abject reptile--don't!'
With streaming face and an expression of agony, Linton had thrown his nerveless
frame along the ground: he seemed convulsed with exquisite terror.
'Oh!' he sobbed, 'I cannot bear it!
Catherine, Catherine, I'm a traitor, too, and I dare not tell you!
But leave me, and I shall be killed!
Dear Catherine, my life is in your hands: and you have said you loved me, and if you
did, it wouldn't harm you. You'll not go, then? kind, sweet, good
And perhaps you will consent--and he'll let me die with you!'
My young lady, on witnessing his intense anguish, stooped to raise him.
The old feeling of indulgent tenderness overcame her vexation, and she grew
thoroughly moved and alarmed. 'Consent to what?' she asked.
'To stay! tell me the meaning of this strange talk, and I will.
You contradict your own words, and distract me!
Be calm and frank, and confess at once all that weighs on your heart.
You wouldn't injure me, Linton, would you? You wouldn't let any enemy hurt me, if you
could prevent it?
I'll believe you are a coward, for yourself, but not a cowardly betrayer of
your best friend.'
'But my father threatened me,' gasped the boy, clasping his attenuated fingers, 'and
I dread him--I dread him! I dare not tell!'
'Oh, well!' said Catherine, with scornful compassion, 'keep your secret: I'm no
coward. Save yourself: I'm not afraid!'
Her magnanimity provoked his tears: he wept wildly, kissing her supporting hands, and
yet could not summon courage to speak out.
I was cogitating what the mystery might be, and determined Catherine should never
suffer to benefit him or any one else, by my good will; when, hearing a rustle among
the ling, I looked up and saw Mr.
Heathcliff almost close upon us, descending the Heights.
He didn't cast a glance towards my companions, though they were sufficiently
near for Linton's sobs to be audible; but hailing me in the almost hearty tone he
assumed to none besides, and the sincerity
of which I couldn't avoid doubting, he said--
'It is something to see you so near to my house, Nelly.
How are you at the Grange?
Let us hear. The rumour goes,' he added, in a lower
tone, 'that Edgar Linton is on his death- bed: perhaps they exaggerate his illness?'
'No; my master is dying,' I replied: 'it is true enough.
A sad thing it will be for us all, but a blessing for him!'
'How long will he last, do you think?' he asked.
'I don't know,' I said.
'Because,' he continued, looking at the two young people, who were fixed under his eye-
-Linton appeared as if he could not venture to stir or raise his head, and Catherine
could not move, on his account--'because
that lad yonder seems determined to beat me; and I'd thank his uncle to be quick,
and go before him! Hallo! has the whelp been playing that game
long?
I did give him some lessons about snivelling.
Is he pretty lively with Miss Linton generally?'
'Lively? no--he has shown the greatest distress,' I answered.
'To see him, I should say, that instead of rambling with his sweetheart on the hills,
he ought to be in bed, under the hands of a doctor.'
'He shall be, in a day or two,' muttered Heathcliff.
'But first--get up, Linton! Get up!' he shouted.
'Don't grovel on the ground there up, this moment!'
Linton had sunk prostrate again in another paroxysm of helpless fear, caused by his
father's glance towards him, I suppose: there was nothing else to produce such
humiliation.
He made several efforts to obey, but his little strength was annihilated for the
time, and he fell back again with a moan. Mr. Heathcliff advanced, and lifted him to
lean against a ridge of turf.
'Now,' said he, with curbed ferocity, 'I'm getting angry and if you don't command that
paltry spirit of yours--damn you! get up directly!'
'I will, father,' he panted.
'Only, let me alone, or I shall faint. I've done as you wished, I'm sure.
Catherine will tell you that I--that I-- have been cheerful.
Ah! keep by me, Catherine; give me your hand.'
'Take mine,' said his father; 'stand on your feet.
There now--she'll lend you her arm: that's right, look at her.
You would imagine I was the devil himself, Miss Linton, to excite such horror.
Be so kind as to walk home with him, will you?
He shudders if I touch him.'
'Linton dear!' whispered Catherine, 'I can't go to Wuthering Heights: papa has
forbidden me. He'll not harm you: why are you so afraid?'
'I can never re-enter that house,' he answered.
'I'm not to re-enter it without you!' 'Stop!' cried his father.
'We'll respect Catherine's filial scruples.
Nelly, take him in, and I'll follow your advice concerning the doctor, without
delay.' 'You'll do well,' replied I.
'But I must remain with my mistress: to mind your son is not my business.'
'You are very stiff,' said Heathcliff, 'I know that: but you'll force me to pinch the
baby and make it scream before it moves your charity.
Come, then, my hero.
Are you willing to return, escorted by me?'
He approached once more, and made as if he would seize the fragile being; but,
shrinking back, Linton clung to his cousin, and implored her to accompany him, with a
frantic importunity that admitted no denial.
However I disapproved, I couldn't hinder her: indeed, how could she have refused him
herself?
What was filling him with dread we had no means of discerning; but there he was,
powerless under its gripe, and any addition seemed capable of shocking him into
idiotcy.
We reached the threshold; Catherine walked in, and I stood waiting till she had
conducted the invalid to a chair, expecting her out immediately; when Mr. Heathcliff,
pushing me forward, exclaimed--'My house is
not stricken with the plague, Nelly; and I have a mind to be hospitable to-day: sit
down, and allow me to shut the door.' He shut and locked it also.
I started.
'You shall have tea before you go home,' he added.
'I am by myself.
Hareton is gone with some cattle to the Lees, and Zillah and Joseph are off on a
journey of pleasure; and, though I'm used to being alone, I'd rather have some
interesting company, if I can get it.
Miss Linton, take your seat by him. I give you what I have: the present is
hardly worth accepting; but I have nothing else to offer.
It is Linton, I mean.
How she does stare! It's odd what a savage feeling I have to
anything that seems afraid of me!
Had I been born where laws are less strict and tastes less dainty, I should treat
myself to a slow vivisection of those two, as an evening's amusement.'
He drew in his breath, struck the table, and swore to himself, 'By hell!
I hate them.'
'I am not afraid of you!' exclaimed Catherine, who could not hear the latter
part of his speech. She stepped close up; her black eyes
flashing with passion and resolution.
'Give me that key: I will have it!' she said.
'I wouldn't eat or drink here, if I were starving.'
Heathcliff had the key in his hand that remained on the table.
He looked up, seized with a sort of surprise at her boldness; or, possibly,
reminded, by her voice and glance, of the person from whom she inherited it.
She snatched at the instrument, and half succeeded in getting it out of his loosened
fingers: but her action recalled him to the present; he recovered it speedily.
'Now, Catherine Linton,' he said, 'stand off, or I shall knock you down; and, that
will make Mrs. Dean mad.' Regardless of this warning, she captured
his closed hand and its contents again.
'We will go!' she repeated, exerting her utmost efforts to cause the iron muscles to
relax; and finding that her nails made no impression, she applied her teeth pretty
sharply.
Heathcliff glanced at me a glance that kept me from interfering a moment.
Catherine was too intent on his fingers to notice his face.
He opened them suddenly, and resigned the object of dispute; but, ere she had well
secured it, he seized her with the liberated hand, and, pulling her on his
knee, administered with the other a shower
of terrific slaps on both sides of the head, each sufficient to have fulfilled his
threat, had she been able to fall. At this diabolical violence I rushed on him
furiously.
'You villain!' I began to cry, 'you villain!'
A touch on the chest silenced me: I am stout, and soon put out of breath; and,
what with that and the rage, I staggered dizzily back and felt ready to suffocate,
or to burst a blood-vessel.
The scene was over in two minutes; Catherine, released, put her two hands to
her temples, and looked just as if she were not sure whether her ears were off or on.
She trembled like a reed, poor thing, and leant against the table perfectly
bewildered.
'I know how to chastise children, you see,' said the scoundrel, grimly, as he stooped
to repossess himself of the key, which had dropped to the floor.
'Go to Linton now, as I told you; and cry at your ease!
I shall be your father, to-morrow--all the father you'll have in a few days--and you
shall have plenty of that.
You can bear plenty; you're no weakling: you shall have a daily taste, if I catch
such a devil of a temper in your eyes again!'
Cathy ran to me instead of Linton, and knelt down and put her burning cheek on my
lap, weeping aloud.
Her cousin had shrunk into a corner of the settle, as quiet as a mouse, congratulating
himself, I dare say, that the correction had alighted on another than him.
Mr. Heathcliff, perceiving us all confounded, rose, and expeditiously made
the tea himself. The cups and saucers were laid ready.
He poured it out, and handed me a cup.
'Wash away your spleen,' he said. 'And help your own naughty pet and mine.
It is not poisoned, though I prepared it. I'm going out to seek your horses.'
Our first thought, on his departure, was to force an exit somewhere.
We tried the kitchen door, but that was fastened outside: we looked at the windows-
-they were too narrow for even Cathy's little figure.
'Master Linton,' I cried, seeing we were regularly imprisoned, 'you know what your
diabolical father is after, and you shall tell us, or I'll box your ears, as he has
done your cousin's.'
'Yes, Linton, you must tell,' said Catherine.
'It was for your sake I came; and it will be wickedly ungrateful if you refuse.'
'Give me some tea, I'm thirsty, and then I'll tell you,' he answered.
'Mrs. Dean, go away. I don't like you standing over me.
Now, Catherine, you are letting your tears fall into my cup.
I won't drink that. Give me another.'
Catherine pushed another to him, and wiped her face.
I felt disgusted at the little wretch's composure, since he was no longer in terror
for himself.
The anguish he had exhibited on the moor subsided as soon as ever he entered
Wuthering Heights; so I guessed he had been menaced with an awful visitation of wrath
if he failed in decoying us there; and,
that accomplished, he had no further immediate fears.
'Papa wants us to be married,' he continued, after sipping some of the
liquid.
'And he knows your papa wouldn't let us marry now; and he's afraid of my dying if
we wait; so we are to be married in the morning, and you are to stay here all
night; and, if you do as he wishes, you
shall return home next day, and take me with you.'
'Take you with her, pitiful changeling!' I exclaimed.
'You marry?
Why, the man is mad! or he thinks us fools, every one.
And do you imagine that beautiful young lady, that healthy, hearty girl, will tie
herself to a little perishing monkey like you?
Are you cherishing the notion that anybody, let alone Miss Catherine Linton, would have
you for a husband?
You want whipping for bringing us in here at all, with your dastardly puling tricks:
and--don't look so silly, now!
I've a very good mind to shake you severely, for your contemptible treachery,
and your imbecile conceit.'
I did give him a slight shaking; but it brought on the cough, and he took to his
ordinary resource of moaning and weeping, and Catherine rebuked me.
'Stay all night?
No,' she said, looking slowly round. 'Ellen, I'll burn that door down but I'll
get out.'
And she would have commenced the execution of her threat directly, but Linton was up
in alarm for his dear self again.
He clasped her in his two feeble arms sobbing:--'Won't you have me, and save me?
not let me come to the Grange? Oh, darling Catherine! you mustn't go and
leave, after all.
You must obey my father--you must!' 'I must obey my own,' she replied, 'and
relieve him from this cruel suspense. The whole night!
What would he think?
He'll be distressed already. I'll either break or burn a way out of the
house. Be quiet!
You're in no danger; but if you hinder me-- Linton, I love papa better than you!'
The mortal terror he felt of Mr. Heathcliff's anger restored to the boy his
coward's eloquence.
Catherine was near distraught: still, she persisted that she must go home, and tried
entreaty in her turn, persuading him to subdue his selfish agony.
While they were thus occupied, our jailor re-entered.
'Your beasts have trotted off,' he said, 'and--now Linton! snivelling again?
What has she been doing to you?
Come, come--have done, and get to bed. In a month or two, my lad, you'll be able
to pay her back her present tyrannies with a vigorous hand.
You're pining for pure love, are you not? nothing else in the world: and she shall
have you! There, to bed!
Zillah won't be here to-night; you must undress yourself.
Hush! hold your noise! Once in your own room, I'll not come near
you: you needn't fear.
By chance, you've managed tolerably. I'll look to the rest.'
He spoke these words, holding the door open for his son to pass, and the latter
achieved his exit exactly as a spaniel might which suspected the person who
attended on it of designing a spiteful squeeze.
The lock was re-secured. Heathcliff approached the fire, where my
mistress and I stood silent.
Catherine looked up, and instinctively raised her hand to her cheek: his
neighbourhood revived a painful sensation.
Anybody else would have been incapable of regarding the childish act with sternness,
but he scowled on her and muttered--'Oh! you are not afraid of me?
Your courage is well disguised: you seem damnably afraid!'
'I am afraid now,' she replied, 'because, if I stay, papa will be miserable: and how
can I endure making him miserable--when he- -when he--Mr. Heathcliff, let me go home!
I promise to marry Linton: papa would like me to: and I love him.
Why should you wish to force me to do what I'll willingly do of myself?'
'Let him dare to force you,' I cried.
'There's law in the land, thank God! there is; though we be in an out-of-the-way
place. I'd inform if he were my own son: and it's
felony without benefit of clergy!'
'Silence!' said the ruffian. 'To the devil with your clamour!
I don't want you to speak.
Miss Linton, I shall enjoy myself remarkably in thinking your father will be
miserable: I shall not sleep for satisfaction.
You could have hit on no surer way of fixing your residence under my roof for the
next twenty-four hours than informing me that such an event would follow.
As to your promise to marry Linton, I'll take care you shall keep it; for you shall
not quit this place till it is fulfilled.'
'Send Ellen, then, to let papa know I'm safe!' exclaimed Catherine, weeping
bitterly. 'Or marry me now.
Poor papa!
Ellen, he'll think we're lost. What shall we do?'
'Not he!
He'll think you are tired of waiting on him, and run off for a little amusement,'
answered Heathcliff.
'You cannot deny that you entered my house of your own accord, in contempt of his
injunctions to the contrary.
And it is quite natural that you should desire amusement at your age; and that you
would weary of nursing a sick man, and that man only your father.
Catherine, his happiest days were over when your days began.
He cursed you, I dare say, for coming into the world (I did, at least); and it would
just do if he cursed you as he went out of it.
I'd join him.
I don't love you! How should I?
Weep away.
As far as I can see, it will be your chief diversion hereafter; unless Linton make
amends for other losses: and your provident parent appears to fancy he may.
His letters of advice and consolation entertained me vastly.
In his last he recommended my jewel to be careful of his; and kind to her when he got
her.
Careful and kind--that's paternal. But Linton requires his whole stock of care
and kindness for himself. Linton can play the little tyrant well.
He'll undertake to torture any number of cats, if their teeth be drawn and their
claws pared.
You'll be able to tell his uncle fine tales of his kindness, when you get home again,
I assure you.' 'You're right there!'
I said; 'explain your son's character.
Show his resemblance to yourself: and then, I hope, Miss Cathy will think twice before
she takes the cockatrice!'
'I don't much mind speaking of his amiable qualities now,' he answered; 'because she
must either accept him or remain a prisoner, and you along with her, till your
master dies.
I can detain you both, quite concealed, here.
If you doubt, encourage her to retract her word, and you'll have an opportunity of
judging!'
'I'll not retract my word,' said Catherine. 'I'll marry him within this hour, if I may
go to Thrushcross Grange afterwards.
Mr. Heathcliff, you're a cruel man, but you're not a fiend; and you won't, from
mere malice, destroy irrevocably all my happiness.
If papa thought I had left him on purpose, and if he died before I returned, could I
bear to live?
I've given over crying: but I'm going to kneel here, at your knee; and I'll not get
up, and I'll not take my eyes from your face till you look back at me!
No, don't turn away!
do look! you'll see nothing to provoke you.
I don't hate you. I'm not angry that you struck me.
Have you never loved anybody in all your life, uncle?
never? Ah! you must look once.
I'm so wretched, you can't help being sorry and pitying me.'
'Keep your eft's fingers off; and move, or I'll kick you!' cried Heathcliff, brutally
repulsing her.
'I'd rather be hugged by a snake. How the devil can you dream of fawning on
me? I detest you!'
He shrugged his shoulders: shook himself, indeed, as if his flesh crept with
aversion; and thrust back his chair; while I got up, and opened my mouth, to commence
a downright torrent of abuse.
But I was rendered dumb in the middle of the first sentence, by a threat that I
should be shown into a room by myself the very next syllable I uttered.
It was growing dark--we heard a sound of voices at the garden-gate.
Our host hurried out instantly: he had his wits about him; we had not.
There was a talk of two or three minutes, and he returned alone.
'I thought it had been your cousin Hareton,' I observed to Catherine.
'I wish he would arrive!
Who knows but he might take our part?' 'It was three servants sent to seek you
from the Grange,' said Heathcliff, overhearing me.
'You should have opened a lattice and called out: but I could swear that chit is
glad you didn't. She's glad to be obliged to stay, I'm
certain.'
At learning the chance we had missed, we both gave vent to our grief without
control; and he allowed us to wail on till nine o'clock.
Then he bid us go upstairs, through the kitchen, to Zillah's chamber; and I
whispered my companion to obey: perhaps we might contrive to get through the window
there, or into a garret, and out by its skylight.
The window, however, was narrow, like those below, and the garret trap was safe from
our attempts; for we were fastened in as before.
We neither of us lay down: Catherine took her station by the lattice, and watched
anxiously for morning; a deep sigh being the only answer I could obtain to my
frequent entreaties that she would try to rest.
I seated myself in a chair, and rocked to and fro, passing harsh judgment on my many
derelictions of duty; from which, it struck me then, all the misfortunes of my
employers sprang.
It was not the case, in reality, I am aware; but it was, in my imagination, that
dismal night; and I thought Heathcliff himself less guilty than I.
At seven o'clock he came, and inquired if Miss Linton had risen.
She ran to the door immediately, and answered, 'Yes.'
'Here, then,' he said, opening it, and pulling her out.
I rose to follow, but he turned the lock again.
I demanded my release.
'Be patient,' he replied; 'I'll send up your breakfast in a while.'
I thumped on the panels, and rattled the latch angrily and Catherine asked why I was
still shut up?
He answered, I must try to endure it another hour, and they went away.
I endured it two or three hours; at length, I heard a footstep: not Heathcliff's.
'I've brought you something to eat,' said a voice; 'oppen t' door!'
Complying eagerly, I beheld Hareton, laden with food enough to last me all day.
'Tak' it,' he added, thrusting the tray into my hand.
'Stay one minute,' I began.
'Nay,' cried he, and retired, regardless of any prayers I could pour forth to detain
him.
And there I remained enclosed the whole day, and the whole of the next night; and
another, and another.
Five nights and four days I remained, altogether, seeing nobody but Hareton once
every morning; and he was a model of a jailor: surly, and dumb, and deaf to every
attempt at moving his sense of justice or compassion.
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CHAPTER XXVIII
On the fifth morning, or rather afternoon, a different step approached--lighter and
shorter; and, this time, the person entered the room.
It was Zillah; donned in her scarlet shawl, with a black silk bonnet on her head, and a
willow-basket swung to her arm. 'Eh, dear!
Mrs. Dean!' she exclaimed.
'Well! there is a talk about you at Gimmerton.
I never thought but you were sunk in the Blackhorse marsh, and missy with you, till
master told me you'd been found, and he'd lodged you here!
What! and you must have got on an island, sure?
And how long were you in the hole? Did master save you, Mrs. Dean?
But you're not so thin--you've not been so poorly, have you?'
'Your master is a true scoundrel!' I replied.
'But he shall answer for it.
He needn't have raised that tale: it shall all be laid bare!'
'What do you mean?' asked Zillah.
'It's not his tale: they tell that in the village--about your being lost in the
marsh; and I calls to Earnshaw, when I come in--"Eh, they's *** things, Mr. Hareton,
happened since I went off.
It's a sad pity of that likely young lass, and cant Nelly Dean."
He stared. I thought he had not heard aught, so I told
him the rumour.
The master listened, and he just smiled to himself, and said, "If they have been in
the marsh, they are out now, Zillah. Nelly Dean is lodged, at this minute, in
your room.
You can tell her to flit, when you go up; here is the key.
The bog-water got into her head, and she would have run home quite flighty; but I
fixed her till she came round to her senses.
You can bid her go to the Grange at once, if she be able, and carry a message from
me, that her young lady will follow in time to attend the squire's funeral."'
'Mr. Edgar is not dead?'
I gasped. 'Oh! Zillah, Zillah!'
'No, no; sit you down, my good mistress,' she replied; 'you're right sickly yet.
He's not dead; Doctor Kenneth thinks he may last another day.
I met him on the road and asked.'
Instead of sitting down, I snatched my outdoor things, and hastened below, for the
way was free. On entering the house, I looked about for
some one to give information of Catherine.
The place was filled with sunshine, and the door stood wide open; but nobody seemed at
As I hesitated whether to go off at once, or return and seek my mistress, a slight
cough drew my attention to the hearth.
Linton lay on the settle, sole tenant, sucking a stick of sugar-candy, and
pursuing my movements with apathetic eyes. 'Where is Miss Catherine?'
I demanded sternly, supposing I could frighten him into giving intelligence, by
catching him thus, alone. He sucked on like an innocent.
'Is she gone?'
I said. 'No,' he replied; 'she's upstairs: she's
not to go; we won't let her.' 'You won't let her, little idiot!'
I exclaimed.
'Direct me to her room immediately, or I'll make you sing out sharply.'
'Papa would make you sing out, if you attempted to get there,' he answered.
'He says I'm not to be soft with Catherine: she's my wife, and it's shameful that she
should wish to leave me.
He says she hates me and wants me to die, that she may have my money; but she shan't
have it: and she shan't go home! She never shall!--she may cry, and be sick
as much as she pleases!'
He resumed his former occupation, closing his lids, as if he meant to drop asleep.
'Master Heathcliff,' I resumed, 'have you forgotten all Catherine's kindness to you
last winter, when you affirmed you loved her, and when she brought you books and
sung you songs, and came many a time through wind and snow to see you?
She wept to miss one evening, because you would be disappointed; and you felt then
that she was a hundred times too good to you: and now you believe the lies your
father tells, though you know he detests you both.
And you join him against her. That's fine gratitude, is it not?'
The corner of Linton's mouth fell, and he took the sugar-candy from his lips.
'Did she come to Wuthering Heights because she hated you?'
I continued.
'Think for yourself! As to your money, she does not even know
that you will have any. And you say she's sick; and yet you leave
her alone, up there in a strange house!
You who have felt what it is to be so neglected!
You could pity your own sufferings; and she pitied them, too; but you won't pity hers!
I shed tears, Master Heathcliff, you see-- an elderly woman, and a servant merely--and
you, after pretending such affection, and having reason to worship her almost, store
every tear you have for yourself, and lie there quite at ease.
Ah! you're a heartless, selfish boy!' 'I can't stay with her,' he answered
crossly.
'I'll not stay by myself. She cries so I can't bear it.
And she won't give over, though I say I'll call my father.
I did call him once, and he threatened to strangle her if she was not quiet; but she
began again the instant he left the room, moaning and grieving all night long, though
I screamed for vexation that I couldn't sleep.'
'Is Mr. Heathcliff out?'
I inquired, perceiving that the wretched creature had no power to sympathize with
his cousin's mental tortures.
'He's in the court,' he replied, 'talking to Doctor Kenneth; who says uncle is dying,
truly, at last. I'm glad, for I shall be master of the
Grange after him.
Catherine always spoke of it as her house. It isn't hers!
It's mine: papa says everything she has is mine.
All her nice books are mine; she offered to give me them, and her pretty birds, and her
pony Minny, if I would get the key of our room, and let her out; but I told her she
had nothing to give, they ware all, all mine.
And then she cried, and took a little picture from her neck, and said I should
have that; two pictures in a gold case, on one side her mother, and on the other
uncle, when they were young.
That was yesterday--I said they were mine, too; and tried to get them from her.
The spiteful thing wouldn't let me: she pushed me off, and hurt me.
I shrieked out--that frightens her--she heard papa coming, and she broke the hinges
and divided the case, and gave me her mother's portrait; the other she attempted
to hide: but papa asked what was the matter, and I explained it.
He took the one I had away, and ordered her to resign hers to me; she refused, and he--
he struck her down, and wrenched it off the chain, and crushed it with his foot.'
'And were you pleased to see her struck?'
I asked: having my designs in encouraging his talk.
'I winked,' he answered: 'I wink to see my father strike a dog or a horse, he does it
so hard.
Yet I was glad at first--she deserved punishing for pushing me: but when papa was
gone, she made me come to the window and showed me her cheek cut on the inside,
against her teeth, and her mouth filling
with blood; and then she gathered up the bits of the picture, and went and sat down
with her face to the wall, and she has never spoken to me since: and I sometimes
think she can't speak for pain.
I don't like to think so; but she's a naughty thing for crying continually; and
she looks so pale and wild, I'm afraid of her.'
'And you can get the key if you choose?'
I said. 'Yes, when I am up-stairs,' he answered;
'but I can't walk up-stairs now.' 'In what apartment is it?'
I asked.
'Oh,' he cried, 'I shan't tell you where it is.
It is our secret. Nobody, neither Hareton nor Zillah, is to
know.
There! you've tired me--go away, go away!' And he turned his face on to his arm, and
shut his eyes again.
I considered it best to depart without seeing Mr. Heathcliff, and bring a rescue
for my young lady from the Grange.
On reaching it, the astonishment of my fellow-servants to see me, and their joy
also, was intense; and when they heard that their little mistress was safe, two or
three were about to hurry up and shout the
news at Mr. Edgar's door: but I bespoke the announcement of it myself.
How changed I found him, even in those few days!
He lay an image of sadness and resignation awaiting his death.
Very young he looked: though his actual age was thirty-nine, one would have called him
ten years younger, at least.
He thought of Catherine; for he murmured her name.
I touched his hand, and spoke. 'Catherine is coming, dear master!'
I whispered; 'she is alive and well; and will be here, I hope, to-night.'
I trembled at the first effects of this intelligence: he half rose up, looked
eagerly round the apartment, and then sank back in a swoon.
As soon as he recovered, I related our compulsory visit, and detention at the
Heights. I said Heathcliff forced me to go in: which
was not quite true.
I uttered as little as possible against Linton; nor did I describe all his father's
brutal conduct--my intentions being to add no bitterness, if I could help it, to his
already over-flowing cup.
He divined that one of his enemy's purposes was to secure the personal property, as
well as the estate, to his son: or rather himself; yet why he did not wait till his
decease was a puzzle to my master, because
ignorant how nearly he and his nephew would quit the world together.
However, he felt that his will had better be altered: instead of leaving Catherine's
fortune at her own disposal, he determined to put it in the hands of trustees for her
use during life, and for her children, if she had any, after her.
By that means, it could not fall to Mr. Heathcliff should Linton die.
Having received his orders, I despatched a man to fetch the attorney, and four more,
provided with serviceable weapons, to demand my young lady of her jailor.
Both parties were delayed very late.
The single servant returned first.
He said Mr. Green, the lawyer, was out when he arrived at his house, and he had to wait
two hours for his re-entrance; and then Mr. Green told him he had a little business in
the village that must be done; but he would be at Thrushcross Grange before morning.
The four men came back unaccompanied also.
They brought word that Catherine was ill: too ill to quit her room; and Heathcliff
would not suffer them to see her.
I scolded the stupid fellows well for listening to that tale, which I would not
carry to my master; resolving to take a whole bevy up to the Heights, at day-light,
and storm it literally, unless the prisoner were quietly surrendered to us.
Her father shall see her, I vowed, and vowed again, if that devil be killed on his
own doorstones in trying to prevent it!
Happily, I was spared the journey and the trouble.
I had gone down-stairs at three o'clock to fetch a jug of water; and was passing
through the hall with it in my hand, when a sharp knock at the front door made me jump.
'Oh! it is Green,' I said, recollecting myself--'only Green,' and I went on,
intending to send somebody else to open it; but the knock was repeated: not loud, and
still importunately.
I put the jug on the banister and hastened to admit him myself.
The harvest moon shone clear outside. It was not the attorney.
My own sweet little mistress sprang on my neck sobbing, 'Ellen, Ellen!
Is papa alive?' 'Yes,' I cried: 'yes, my angel, he is, God
be thanked, you are safe with us again!'
She wanted to run, breathless as she was, up-stairs to Mr. Linton's room; but I
compelled her to sit down on a chair, and made her drink, and washed her pale face,
chafing it into a faint colour with my apron.
Then I said I must go first, and tell of her arrival; imploring her to say, she
should be happy with young Heathcliff.
She stared, but soon comprehending why I counselled her to utter the falsehood, she
assured me she would not complain. I couldn't abide to be present at their
meeting.
I stood outside the chamber-door a quarter of an hour, and hardly ventured near the
bed, then. All was composed, however: Catherine's
despair was as silent as her father's joy.
She supported him calmly, in appearance; and he fixed on her features his raised
eyes that seemed dilating with ecstasy. He died blissfully, Mr. Lockwood: he died
so.
Kissing her cheek, he murmured,--'I am going to her; and you, darling child, shall
come to us!' and never stirred or spoke again; but continued that rapt, radiant
gaze, till his pulse imperceptibly stopped and his soul departed.
None could have noticed the exact minute of his death, it was so entirely without a
struggle.
Whether Catherine had spent her tears, or whether the grief were too weighty to let
them flow, she sat there dry-eyed till the sun rose: she sat till noon, and would
still have remained brooding over that
deathbed, but I insisted on her coming away and taking some repose.
It was well I succeeded in removing her, for at dinner-time appeared the lawyer,
having called at Wuthering Heights to get his instructions how to behave.
He had sold himself to Mr. Heathcliff: that was the cause of his delay in obeying my
master's summons.
Fortunately, no thought of worldly affairs crossed the latter's mind, to disturb him,
after his daughter's arrival. Mr. Green took upon himself to order
everything and everybody about the place.
He gave all the servants but me, notice to quit.
He would have carried his delegated authority to the point of insisting that
Edgar Linton should not be buried beside his wife, but in the chapel, with his
family.
There was the will, however, to hinder that, and my loud protestations against any
infringement of its directions.
The funeral was hurried over; Catherine, Mrs. Linton Heathcliff now, was suffered to
stay at the Grange till her father's corpse had quitted it.
She told me that her anguish had at last spurred Linton to incur the risk of
liberating her.
She heard the men I sent disputing at the door, and she gathered the sense of
Heathcliff's answer. It drove her desperate.
Linton who had been conveyed up to the little parlour soon after I left, was
terrified into fetching the key before his father re-ascended.
He had the cunning to unlock and re-lock the door, without shutting it; and when he
should have gone to bed, he begged to sleep with Hareton, and his petition was granted
for once.
Catherine stole out before break of day.
She dared not try the doors lest the dogs should raise an alarm; she visited the
empty chambers and examined their windows; and, luckily, lighting on her mother's, she
got easily out of its lattice, and on to
the ground, by means of the fir-tree close by.
Her accomplice suffered for his share in the escape, notwithstanding his timid
contrivances.
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