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***! What the hell is this?
One more thing that I need to skip I don't have anything more to say,
Just that I can't bear to keep trying and fighting and struggling
I feel like I'm dying a slow slow death I sell myself every chance that I get
And its not just my body Its my heart and my soul
I'm loyal to noone not even my own Values, ideals. They just make me feel
Guilt I'm tripped up by the filth that I do
For money and screw myself over I wish that I'd go back to where I was before
Life was so simple then I believed in something and
Kept at it. What do you want, my family to starve?
I get paid late, or not at all I'm tire of this hustling
White color shuffling
Its not just my body Its my heart and my soul
I'm loyal to noone not even my own
And I listen for the chance To practice my beliefs
But no I just sit and I sell myself sweet They don't just ask for me in a chair
They want my enthusiasm they want me to dare To sell their wares their drugs and fears
I make horror and disgrace Its all just a lie
I should be divining the God in my mind And bring the Lord right into the Earth
To give us new birth,
How long will this go on Can you see the signs
I'm selling my soul For the company store
And its not one but many All over the country
They treat their kids THey treat their wives
They treat themselves Like they want to die
And I keep selling And losing and gaining and choosing
To tell all the lies I can But its no lie that I
Wish that my design was the one That I came here to earth to fulfill
But no its just swill that I'm swilling And I'm willing it all to drown in my alchohol
Cause I can't see clear of this And how am I going to move on and up
If I'm lying in a puddle of *** that's not mine but theirs