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Okay.
Um. I'm hoping this is gonna work this time.
Uhm.
I'm trying to get the camera to where it's not, like...
reflecting my screen in my glasses, but it's,
as you can see, not really working, so.
We'll...we'll see how that works out.
Uhm.
My hair is also wet, so it's, like...
...doing this. And there's nothing I can do about it. [laughs]
Uhm. There's gonna be a lot of "uhms" in this video,
because...that's how I roll, and...
you have to understand that I'm probably gonna, like...
...actually delete this video, or...
y'know, make the link to it private
in, like, three or four days, because
I really do not like...hearing my own voice.
I don't mind, like, seeing myself, but...
Yeah, it's--it's a thing, okay?
Uhm.
So...first of all, before I get to the actual questions,
I'm supposed to say "hi" to Donut. [laughs]
So, hi Donut!
And, also, I'm apparently supposed to
profess my love for Deadpool.
So. Yeah. I--I love Deadpool.
I can't. I can't. Just...don't ask.
It's a long story.
Uhm.
So. The questions I got are all over the place...
But I'm going to do them in the order that I got them
in my Ask box, and I've got a list over here
so that's why I'm not looking at the camera
because I need to be able to, like,
actually look at the list and, like,
and read what I'm supposed to be saying.
Uhm.
I'm doing three things at once here
so forgive me for that.
The first questions that I got were from, uh...
Ruein. And...
I was asked, "Will you buy me a pony--"
Will you buy me a pony with
naked Loki, Thor, Jason Todd, and *** Grayson
on it for my birthday?
Okay, first of all, I have to, like, say
that I do not, at all, advocate
naked horseback riding, because that's
'cause that's a horrible idea,
a horrible idea.
Uhm. Second of all, I don't know how
I'm gonna fit four people on a horse,
especially when one of them is Thor, and
third of all, if I had access to naked Thor,
I would be keeping him, thank you.
But, yeah, sure, why not.
But. Yeah, sure, why not.
Uhm. The second question Ruein asked was...
What outfit are you planning on wearing for
the Avengers opening? Anything Nerd-licious?
Uhm...actually, yeah...
Because, uh.
I got this
badass hoodie for Christmas.
So. Yeah. I'm wearing my Captain America hoodie
to the premier, and.
If I get a SHIELD shirt by then,
I'm wearing a SHIELD shirt under it.
I need to find one, though. [laughs]
I've found a couple online, but
I might end up having to, like, make my own
or something, I don't know yet.
Uhm.
Chesh wanted me to talk about
my sexuality and gender, and
Jayden seconded that, and
that's going to be really long, so
bear with me for a few minutes.
Uhm.
First of all, I have, like, a really
complicated relationship with my gender,
which is why, y'know,
prior to this video,
despite the fact that I have no problems, like, y'know...
just...wearing a bra, and not binding
most of the time?
Like, even when I go out in public and stuff.
Uh, [laughs] I had to go put my binder on before
I could make a video, which is why I keep pausing,
because...it's really tight
and I don't wear it very often, so
I'm kind of...
Yeah, having a little bit of trouble getting
a good, deep breath, and I'm trying
and I'm trying not to yawn in the middle of
or anything, and my hair is getting in my mouth,
and it's annoying.
But, also, I, y'know, just wanted to be able to
show off this t-shirt, because
this is something else I got for Christmas, and
it's adorable and awesome.
Uhm.
But yeah, my relationship to my gender is
really kind of complicated.
and I'm not sure I can actually explain it
anywhere remote to concisely?
At this point? [sigh]
Especially not in a video when I'm supposed
to just be...talking? Uhm.
I don't know. I might make another video about that
later, at some point, and post it to my other blog.
I'm...genderfluid...
...ish? I guess is the easiest
way to explain it?
Like.
I don't...ever have any real desire to go
on testosterone, because that's--
That's not really something that I want to do.
That's...the changed it would bring are not
something that I want for myself. It's not how
I see myself. Although, yeah.
Doing something about this need to bind would be
great, so that's hopefully in the future.
Maybe? Eventually?
Like.
If nothing else, I see myself
and I see my gender
as...
being...incredibly...
complicated.
I don't identify as male or female.
I...I definitely identify as non-binary.
But beyond that, I don't really know
exactly how I would categorize it.
I don't necessarily identify as androgyne.
I don't necessarily identify as,
like, neutrois or agender, or anything.
I just.
It's...it's non-binary.
I...would like
to look
a little more masculine, like...
if I passed in public as male, that would...
..make me happy; it wouldn't exactly be
right. But, it'd make me happier than, y'know,
getting called ma'am all the time, because I
really hate getting called ma'am.
Uhm.
I prefer gender-neutral pronouns.
But I'm not gonna complain too much. [laughs]
And...
I consider myself a femme. Which is...
Way more complicated than it should be, because
I have to explain that my
presentation is
simultaneously masculine and femme
and I don't know how the hell that's supposed to work, but it's...
Yeah, it's...it's just...that's the way it goes.
Uhm. My sexuality is a little easier to explain.
[laughs]
Even if I don't have, like...
nice, short terms for it.
I consider myself
something of a...
I don't know.
The word panromantic doesn't quite cut it
so I like...
I like to use the word omniromantic.
Like, I've never actually heard that word used.
But inasumuch as the word pansexual gets used,
I also heard the word omnisexual, which
pansexual means an attraction to all genders and
omnisexual means an attraction to many genders, and
and not necessarily all.
So, yeah, that's definitely me. Uhm.
So I would, like, describe myself as
omniromantic demisexual.
That's...kind of a mouthful but it's...
It's true.
Uhm.
Demisexual, mostly because, like...
I consider myself a part-time *** person.
I don't have...
[sigh]
I don't have *** desires I would act on.
Except with
very, very few, certain specific people,
and one of them is, y'know,
obviously my girlfriend, Tyro.
Uhm.
But I still have
like, y'know
*** attraction to random people and stuff
and...I'm...being pinged
I'm being pinged by Deadpool.
by someone...oh, I'm being
pinged by Deadpool.
Uhm.
Like I said. Don't ask.
Uhm...
Yeah...
My...my, uh.
My sexuality is weird.
There...there are
pretty much...
There are a lot of celebrities that I, like...
totally spazz over and totally
think are hot and think are sexy
and everything, and
I will make rather
*** commentary about them, but
if, y'know, push came to shove
and I actually met them,
and had an opportunity with them,
I would much rather
go get coffee or something
than I would, y'know,
actually sleep with them.
So. There's that.
Uhm.
Speaking of, I would really--
Like, one of my life goals is to
have coffee with Robert Downey Jr.
[clicks tongue]
Just sayin'.
Uhm.
So, yeah. That's.
[laughs]
I'm done talking about my gender and sexuality
because otherwise this video
is gonna be like fifteen minutes long.
It probably already is gonna be fifteen minutes long.
Uhm. Jayden also
wanted me to talk about
my favourite and least-favourite things about this time of year.
Uh. Right now? My least-favourite thing,
which is the entire reason I'm making this video,
is because I need social interaction.
I'm, like...
Yeah. I'm...I'm...
Having a ridiculous craving for just any sort of
social interaction right now, and.
the internet's just about not cutting it.
Uhm. Yeah, my least-favourite thing about
is the fact that it's the holidays.
Which means that...
all of my friends are, y'know, with their families
and celebrating
with, y'know...the--the
people they usually celebrate with?
And. I'm totally down for..
for spending, y'know, Christmas with my family
and everything?
But, it's like, the weeks surrounding it.
When everybody is off doing things, and...
My camera keeps bouncing because it's
sitting on a pillow right now. [laughs]
Uhm. Yeah, like the weeks surrounding
Christmas, and...and surrounding New Year's
and everything when...
when people are off doing thing with their families, and
I can't call people and say, hey, I need...
Y'know. Some social interaction right now.
Can we go hang out? Because. They can't.
So. Yeah, that's my least-favourite thing
about this time of year.
My favourite thing about this time of year is
y'know, the...the.
Captain America hoodie.
And, also, uh.
This bad boy.
Which I read last night, and.
There's so much gorgeous artwork in it, I
can't even deal with it right now.
And.
As much as I complain about the cold weather,
I like to be able to, y'know
bundle up in fifteen blankets, and.
[laughs] Drink hot cocoa, so.
I actually like the weather, because it
enables me to
do things that I can't get away with
doing when it's
a hundred and
ten degrees in Arkansas in the middle of summer.
Uhm.
Good wanted me to tell him how great he is.
So. Yeah.
Good's pretty great. What can I say.
You should...you should...definitely go
check him out, because he's
awesome, and he's hilarious, and
he's a great friend of mine.
Uhm.
Uhm.
The...the. I think you guys's
system name is the Rainbow Family?
I'm not sure if I'm getting that right, because I, like...
I checked your blog to make sure I was getting it right
and I don't know if did anyway.
Uhm...Shay wanted me to talk about...
my opinion on vampires.
Uhm.
Yeah, I. I really like vampires.
Uhm. I'm a, like...
several-year veteran of, uhm.
World of Darkness roleplay.
And am in the middle of of a...
[exhale]
Two- or three-years-running Vampire: the Reqiuem LARP.
So. Yeah. I like vampires.
I really dig vampires.
I--I like writing about them. I like doing things with them.
I wish I'd gotten to the publication industry before Twilight did because,
while I...
don't really like Twilight in and of itself,
it's nothing personally against Twilight
so much as it is the fact that
Twilight's publication brought about
fifteen million other
vampire novels and television shows and spinoffs and...and
all kinds of vampire-related,
so the market's saturated right now, and
that's not something I want to be in the middle of,
and the problem with that is that once the vampire craze dies off
it's gonna be much, much harder to actually, y'know
publish a novel about vampires.
So. I think I'll just...stick with my
apocalyptic sci-fi writing for right now, because it seems
a lot easier to get published than any sort of
of, uhm
modern fantasy.
Or. Supernatural fic.
So. Yeah.
That's my opinion on vampires.
And Anna, of the same system,
wanted me to talk about my favourite scary movie.
I do not like scary movies.
I don't do horror.
At all.
The scariest movie that I actually like
is Sunshine.
And, if you have seen that movie, you will understand
that it turns halfway through from a sci-fi movie
into a horror film.
Yeah.
That's--that's about as close to a scary movie as I actually like.
Uhm.
Anne asked, who do you think would win in a fight: cavemen or astronauts?
Well, astronauts are more technologically advanced, so
I think that they would probably win?
But. Y'know.
If we're talking about a
space battle, in which
cavemen can mysteriously breathe in space
then all they've gotta do is, y'know, club the astronauts
across the face visor and the astronauts would
suffocate or
implode, whatever happens in space, I forget.
But yeah. I--I think, given the technological advancements of astronauts,
that the astronauts would probably win in a fight.
Uh. Anne also asked...
If you could have an all-expenses-paid trip to anywhere in the galaxy
at any point in time, and you would have no trouble surviving,
where and/or when would you go?
Ya had to ask me that.
I think the obvious answer, at this point, is
I would go to Asgard. I would go to, like, the
Marvel movieverse Asgard because oh my god.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.
I would also like to visit...
Uh, Lothlorien, because...it's
so gorgeous
in the LotR films.
Uhm.
I dunno. There's like, a ton of places on this planet
that I would really like to visit,
like,
that's actually a realistic option.
But. Yeah, give me
the option of visiting anywhere in the galaxy
at all, period, ever?
And, uh, yeah, I--I would
like to go visit Asgard.
I know. I'm predictable.
Uhm.
And, finally, Idg said,
Hypothetically, what would go through Coulson's mind when
(for he must have)
he came across Agent Mason
attaching makeshift headlights to her wheelchair?
Coulson says, keep up the good work, honestly.
Because, uh. That's a brilliant idea and is probably
much, much safer in the long run than
relying on the current power sources at the
L.A. base of SHIELD headquarters to
maintain function for as long as possible.
Because with the snowstorm and everything...
Yeah...the power could go out at any time, so.
Headlights on the wheelchair are probably an excellent idea, and
uh, yeah.
Keep up the good work, Agent.
Uhm. Also she says, also Muffin Fury.
I am in favour of Muffin Fury and I want to know
when this drawing is going to be done because
it needs to be shared with the rest of the internet.
it needs to be shared with the rest of the internet.
So, uhm.
Yeah. That's...
all the questions I got before I, like...
shut it off for the night, and
uh, I think I'm done with this video.
So...I'm going to close it.
Hope that it worked correctly.
And.
Sign off.
Bye.