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Hello everybody! Henrik here in Thailand.
Hope you're all good back home.
I'm OK over here, things are finally getting better.
The biggest reason for that is that I've moved.
Me and Tord have moved apart so to speak.
We had a little schism so I now live on the other side of the island.
Which is really nice. It's very relaxed and empty. There's more or less no one else here.
So what really happened then?
It's been really hard lately. Tord has not been himself the last few days.
I was sitting at the beach reading a good book
When he suddenly, completely crazy, attacks me.
Sure, it might have been a joke
But I just didn't find it very funny. I was engulfed in the book
and found myself somewhat off balance I must confess.
So I reacted pretty violently
I'm not too proud over that but it just felt right at that moment.
It was really appalling from his side to attack me
We tumbled around for a while
Tord used a few dirty tricks as always
So I got really angry as he also managed to destroy my fake Ray Ban sunglasses
which I got in Bangkok and valued very highly.
And I just lost control.
Doesn't really matter what I did now but in hindsight I guess I might have overreacted a bit
Anyway, we decided to move apart and now I'm living here and it's really awesome.
Completely alone here. More or less nobody else in this part of the island.
Very lonely.
Two chairs.
For one person.
I'm taking it easy. Reading books, making music..
..showering. I have a really neat shower so I shower several times a day now.
It's just so refreshing really.
I have barely left the apartment. I feel there's no need for it.
I can just stay right here and enjoy myself.
I think this is it. Things are really starting to roll now.
Things have been a bit *** on and off.
But I'm moving forward now and Henrik is..
.. Henrik is a really nice guy but..
He's a little bit like when you're having a *** and it runs down your leg
and you walk out into the sun and it dries and you have to scrape it off.
He's a little bit like that.
But I'm at a really nice place and exciting things are happening here.
I have everything here.
I can have what ever I want here.
Learn and listen now..
The cookie is in the jar!
What Tord is doing now that's his thing. I can only guess.
What he usually does in situations like these is that he seeks out people
instead of getting some distance to people he goes crazy.
So I assume that he is at some *** bar right now.
Doesn't matter to me. I'll give that to him. He can do that.
That's his thing. This is my thing.
Well. That's that I guess.
Things are really pleasant at the moment.
Things have gone from bad to so much better.
This is life.
This is all I have ever longed for.