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I was experiencing a different type of consciousness which is not of this world. The hidden, esoteric
knowledge that only few will ever know. You have seen forbidden things. Terror, I felt
terror. I was scared out of my mind. God Almighty, get it out of my life forever! The day I gave
my life to God, it was about 9 years ago. There I was, it was like 7-8 o'clock in the
morning. I had been up all night. Basically I had left the world & I was experiencing
a different type of consciousness which is not of this world. At that time it seemed
to me (although now I know it was a hallucination, I know that now looking back)...but at that
time, it seemed like I had glimpsed some of the great, great, great, great mysteries,
the hidden esoteric revelation knowledge that few will ever know. Like, I thought that I
had glimpsed that. Following that hallucinated revelation that I had, the power of the dark
world, the kingdom of darkness, started to really really overtake me, & then I started
to get really really really really paranoid, feeling like I was being monitored. The forbidden
knowledge was now going to make me a target. They were going to come after me. Terror,
I felt terror. I thought that at any moment, somebody was gonna bust into my door & be
like, "You have seen forbidden things...now you're coming with us." That's how paranoid
I was. I was scared out of my mind. So, basically, in the midst of all that paranoia & terror,
that is when I pleaded with God, God Almighty. I said, "God! Just make me a saint," - that's
what I said. I said, "God, make me a saint because right now, I really feel the overwhelming
presence of evil & the overwhelming presence of darkness. I really really feel it, it's
all over me! God, make me a saint so that I'll be free from evil. I don't want to have
anything to do with this evil stuff, like all this icky evilness - get it out of my
life forever!" So that's when I gave my life to God, I said, "just make me a saint, God,"
because that's the only way for a person to be free from evil, is for them to be a saint.
So that was the day I gave my life to God. Of course, it wasn't until almost a decade
later that he revealed his name to me. There was no longer any possibility of me living
a normal life. You'll receive spiritual bodies which are capable of transcending the limitations
of time & space, that's what I was trying to do. What about the time when I left time?
Once my earthly consciousness started to dissolve, then I would pass through the demonic kingdom.
My mentally constructed world of hallucinated spiritual enlightenment. When I found God,
I was like, "I knew it all along, that you were real." I'm gonna go into Godland...ok...lemme
go...ok, bye.