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Hriday . Will you look which lady has alighted onto the ghat just now ?
Where ? I havent seen anyone !
Go and see .......a ochre robed Bhairavi with trident in hand ! Go...
I dare not . She has a trident and if she gets angry !
Go now . Just say my name . Why do you have to fear ? Go now
I.....err.....no not me ! My uncle has called you !!
You are here son ! And i have been searching for you for so long !
I see . You know each other !!
I know her ?!! No !!
You dont know me son . But I have seen you while in meditation . And have come all this way to teach you sadhana .
I have come to teach you as a guru , as a mother .
Hriday . Arrange for some refreshments for her .
Here is you seat of sadhana . five human skulls underneath !!
Human skulls ?!!
This is the rule of Tantra .
Humans would see the divine mother sitting on human heads ?!!!
They are not just skulls , son ! They are maya ( illusion )
The decapitation of ego and base desires .
Undress yourself .
Dont delay .
Sit on the asana (seat) .
Dont turn away . Look here .
Open your eyes . See with full consciousness
Now stare at that woman and meditate on the divine mother !
No !!!!
Again ! Open your eyes . I said open your eyes .
Now meditate . Not just control of *** , you need complete destruction of *** !
Good ! Now go and sit on her lap .
On her lap ?! She is naked . How can I ?!!
Can't you ? Why ? Of what use are these temporary clothes ?
Think of your time of birth . Realise the truth ! Who is male ? Who female ? What importance do they carry ?
mantra --- "O DEVI . YOU ARE THE KNOWLEDGE AND ALL FEMALES OF THIS UNIVERSE . WHO CAN SING YOUR PRAISES ? O OMNIPRESENT REDEEMER OF THIS WORLD ! YOU RESIDE WITHIN THE HEARTS OF PEOPLE . I BOW TO YOU !"
Will you practice advaita vedanta sadhana ?
If mother permits , I shall .
Who is your mother ?
There ....my mother in the temple . Mother Bhavatarini
HAHAHA........ Thats a stone idol ! Okay , go and ask .
Whats wrong Bhairavi maa ? Why did uncle rush inside like that ?
What did that sannyasi Tota Puri say to you ? Why did you rush inside the temple ?
I went to ask whether i should practice vedanta sadhana ?
Vedanta sadhana ? Dont go that way son . If you listen to non-dual philosophy your bhakti would dissapear .
But i want to know about their philosophy . I want to see how my mother looks through their eyes !!
Mother has agreed .
Fine . But you have to take sannyasa first .
I will . But in secret .
Why ?
My own mother is still living . If I take sannyasa woudln't my mother get sad ? I cannot do that .
Well Hriday . Why dont i see my Gadai ?
Uncle .....err....I mean.....you know ...!!
Why are you mumbling ? He meets me everyday !
Must be somewhere around . You know your son !
That's what im thinking .
No no ......this is not working for me .
Why not ?
I am remembering my divine mother's face everytime .
Thats useless maya . Get it out of mind .
As if , it is so easy !!
So you cannot ?
I cannot .