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"Meg-chan, you, too, don't like that kid, right?
We should all just ignore them."
Don't force your selfish likes and dislikes on me.
It's my decision. I'll dislike who I want to dislike!
But the number-one thing I dislike the most -
there's nothing I can do about it...
I just ignore that kid, that's what I do!
Unreasonably ignoring them, that's what I do!
Once more, my voice might have been able to change the future, but I can never know for sure -
it just collapses.
Your voice surely reached me.
The ignored one, is me.
The selfish one, is me.
"Meg-chan, you're always with your mother, right?
Why don't you introduce us to your new father?"
I won't force my selfish circumstances on you.
It's your decision. You guys can disappear whenever you want.
But the number-one thing I dislike the most is, the thing I do not like is...
How I can't do anything.
How cowardly I am.
How I'm always giving up.
How selfish I am!
Even if I can't do a thing, even if there's no meaning, even if it's no use,
even if I understand all this, it's not so easy to admit!
The world that these hands, these eyes had grasped
instantly disappears, just whitewashed hypocrisy.
Once more, my voice might have been able to grasp the scenery, but I can never know for sure -
it just blurs.
Whether it's white or black, it doesn't really matter, right?
If I just went off and starved somewhere
then that would be much better, right?
"Bonds" connected by such careless whitewash -
I can't stand to look at such things.
Such a "reason" for being born into this world -
I don't need anything like that.
Selfishly, I'll live on!