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So I just woke up, and I'm not letting you see my face nor my hair today, nor anything
because well I just woke up. and you know, we are not Disney princesses. So this is the
third time I'm starting this channel. You know "Third time, is the charm." I hope this
is the last time. I am starting the journey again for the third time, because well: I'm
really not satisfied with the other attempts. I want to get closer to God, I really do.
Because In the last year and a half I went through some disgusting depression. A lot
of shnaz happened, you know. Well you don't know. I discovered Renee Shemay, "Reborn Pure"
You know who I'm talking about. But I actually wanted to be part of "New Catholic Generation".
But I was like "No I have to proof Renee what I'm made out of!." But but but that never
happened. It actually took me Two decades of my life. ALMOST, almost, two decades of
my life to realize that lent is actually not about giving up stuff. Nope, it's not about
giving things up. No its not about that, its actually about doing things that get you closer
to GOD to JESUS CHRIST. and well I believe I need that and if you believe you need that
too, well then listen to what I have to say. So you can go check out my Tumblr, there is
this awesome note or I should say web/blog or page: were there's like 40 challenges and
you do each challenge a day if you want. and each challenge is like helps you get closer
to God. and I'm going to do it. I watched a video from Renee how she explains that just
because Lent is over doesn't mean, you know... You stop getting closer to God. and I was
also thinking since um, Yes I am Catholic , I am Catholic.. but you know and I did decided
to be Catholic. I did my confirmation and everything. But, I want to be a true Catholic,
you know what I mean? So I hope this channel helps me get there, and I don't know if I'll
be able to convert people, i don't know if I'll be able to get people closer to God.
I don't know what's going to happen. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING. Give me a break. OH
MY GOODNESS! look at the sun today! so SASSY! Woo! Calm down! and oh yeah this is the second
challenge: this is just something that I PUT TO MY SELF. This second challenge, I'm not
even sure if I'll be able to to to to do it. I don't even know if I'll be able to make
it. Cause I already missed like 100 days. I've always heard people say that the rosary,
gets you closer to Jesus. and I'm like "well... how's that?" But it turns out that the rosary
is made out of the most important events that happened to God when he was here on Earth.
So I was like "Ok, that makes sense." But, if you are a Catholic you are suppose to be
praying the rosary every single day. Which is 365 days a year. So the challenge I put
to my self is: Can I pray more than 365 rosaries this year??? I don't know, it shall be interesting.
and the reason why I am doing it is NOT like "OH I PRAY MORE THAN YOU!!!" NO, NO, NO, NO,
it's NOT because of that. But I mean anyone can die any day. I mean I can die after I'm
done filming this video. I have no idea, I really don't. I can die any second, and so
can you. I mean I'm not trying to be morbid, I'm not trying to be morbid or anything. I'm
just, I'm just saying the truth. No one knows when you're gonna be gone. So I just want
to be prepared ok. I'm I don't wanna be this... just... I mean I want to be a true Catholic.
Like around me... I don't know it's so hard to explain, because I don't know if there's
true Catholics where I'm at or not. You know tend to see things differently from people.
Like.. and people get angry at me for it, quite a lot. I can see it. But I mean, it
shall be interesting. and I am also trying to stop being sloth.. sloth... yeah laziness
I hate it. It's something I deal with. Everyone is different, everyone has something... something
to deal with with, you know. Some people have to deal with laziness, some people have to
deal with uh patience! They need to work on their patience, I have to work on....the laziness,
cause... cause that's bad. "AN OBJECT AT REST, STAYS AT REST." I'm tired of being that object.
and I also hope that this channel helps me change, becoming a better person. So the way
how I decided to do this channel is for the mornings. The mornings, yes. I'm going to
upload videos hopefully at 6 a.m. in the morning idk, I hope I can. I'm gonna try to make this
kind of like a morning show. An AWESOME MORNING SHOW. you know. It's not gonna be boring,
who says that you can't talk about God, and not make it interesting. you know? you know?
YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT! So, so, so I'll try to see how this goes. So don't
forget to check out the Tumblr, don't forget to subscribe cause the journey is just beginning
again for the third time. Which should be interesting. We shall see, and I am sending
this to all members of "New Catholic Generation" because I need yo help, I NEED YOUR HELP BIG
TIME! So like if you have any way of helping me get closer to God, then type it down below.
Oh my goodness their goes the sun again. It wants.. I wants to be in the video. It just
wants to be in the video. Whatever... Let it do it's thing.