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Lord Jesus' message for His people in the Last Days - Part 1
Lord Jesus' message for His people in the Last Days - Part 1
Good evening ladies and gentlemen.
We met 2 years ago or more.
We talked about a man who lives among us on earth,
but his life story tells us he lived in heaven.
We broadcasted 3 interviews.
In the 1st interview, he talked about the miracles that
happened to him since childhood until he saw Jesus.
The 2nd interview was about his meeting with Jesus, then
we broadcasted the miracles that happened to him later.
Today, after all the viewers from around the world..
Were interested in this series of videos, ..
We decided to interview him again about many new details.
Many people were wonder about details in his life:
Who is he? What's his life story? How does he live, eat or sleep?
And many other questions. Others disbelieved the story totally from A to Z, ..
Although they deeply think this story belongs to them.
Because when people get astray from the bible, it's normal ..
For them to consider these matters as unbelievable.
Now, we'll interview this half angelic, half human person again.
Welcome Mr. Hany.
First of all, you told me before we start recording,..
That we missed mentioning many things in the previous episode..
When we summarized your story so we decided to re-shoot.
Some people want to ask about some things, like:
How could one live a life of continuous fasting, praying and meditation?
And how does he live, eat, drink and sleep?
Would you like to answer them all or one by one?
You spoke about the visions that we hadn't mentioned..
Before telling these visions, let's first address the doubts that some people have, ..
So that they cast doubts away and watch us to benefit,
and to silence the devil's voice in their minds.
First, I'd like you to introduce yourself, and what you eat and drink.
I know you never ate except a spoon of honey.
You hardly slept and things like that.
Could you please speak in details?
The most important thing is the complete submission to God.
The life of submission as a lamb following its shepherd.
Enoch or me, or Black Moses or even Mary the Egyptian, we can't walk the way.
Lord Jesus said, "I'm the way".
When I asked Lord Jesus in the vision, "What do you mean by 'I'm the way'?"
He answered, "As long as you keep my company and..
Are joined to me on conditions, you're walking the way."
Like the sons of Israel, as soon as they fulfilled the conditions; I.e. ..
They sacrificed the lamb and stroke the blood, since then God began leading them.
I can't walk the way. Any man like Black Moses, like me or like Mary the Egyptian,
can't walk the way nor can't crucify myself to the world or the lusts of my flesh.
Because I'm born famished, as God told me, "You are born with a endless void gap."
During my hunger, I can't restrain myself..
As long my soul isn't filled with God's spirit, my whole being, ..
My flesh and ego will remain famished.
But if a man began to satiate from the spirit of God,
God would satiate his whole being and would lead him.
Maximus, Domitius, Ilarya and 'Anna Simon' left their families, because ..
They found complete satiation: emotional, physical and mental.
God began leading them. No one can walk or crucify his flesh. This is God's direction.
Let's simplify these matters. Practically.
How to begin practically in our ordinary everyday life?
You mean how to end the old man and the worldly life.
- How to begin? - Ask.
Everyone is asking! Everyone can start living this life but can't continue striving.
- Because they didn't sacrifice! - Should there be a sacrifice?!
And death as well as crucifixion. St. Paul says, "Being made conformable unto his death, that I may know him"..
- to know him really. - Let me simplify, and correct me if I err.
You made your decision to live this life and sought someone to guide you and...
No one guided me, like Enoch and Noah had no one, as well as Daniel and the 3 children.
- Who was your guide? The bible?! - God's direction.
"The anointing teaches you of all things, and you need not any man teach you." (1Jo 2)
In (Jo 6), Jesus said, "They shall be all taught of God", in case there's no example.
Example like Jesus's image on earth. Like John the baptist, Elisha, or Elijah.
Now, there are few.
- I just should strive by being persistent. - First, I ask and be persistent.
- Do mean I crucify my flesh? - I can not. First, I must persist in walking with God..
And must be ready for any sacrifice for God, whom I evaluated.
- I'm determined to go on? - Yes, I have to go on.
- I shouldn't retreat? - It depends on light.
The first practical step is to cry, keep crying and wait.
For sure, God will open for me because he's the one standing at the door.
After that, God will enlighten me, like "And God said: Let there be light", the first scripture in the Bible.
"God said: Let there be light", God was knocking the door.
"And there was light", means: Man opened for Him.
"God said: Let there be light", means: Man, please open for me, so the light would enter and you be convinced..
Man would see himself and believe there is an illness and..
Need treatment. People don't believe they need treatment,
nor need crucifying their body. They'd say, "Why?!".
Why did Jesus fast 40 days? No one thought, "Why?".
Why did 'the incarnate God' fast 40 days?
Why did He fast 40 days?
It's over human nature. He wasn't showing off His ability nor parading His deity.
No! He had the same human nature weakness. He was proving that we can do this and that is the image..
He demanded us to be in: To live as in heaven. Because in heaven, it's the only type of life.
He created me for a purpose. That's what He renewed my mind about
about, as Ro12, "Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind".
Renewing the mind is the 1st step, without which, I can't see the way.
But if a man got enlightened, "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light", and if there was light..
He would see the way and walk in it. But, if someone didn't..
See the way because there was no light, how would he walk?!
That's why Jesus said,"The gate is in front of the people, but few there be that find it.
Why did Enoch found it, in the Old Testament? and...
Some viewer asks, "How do you live? How did you start living this life?
- By God's direction. - How?
Years ago, I heard and you told me that you never ate. And ..
You were very skinny.
You looked very very awful.
I remember one day, I slept with you and if the curtain moved, you would open your eyes.
I asked you then, "Don't you sleep?!" and you replied, "I hardly sleep,
I always seek God's will and be ready to receive His will.
It was strange. Even the body changes.
No body can tolerate deprivation of sleep.
New creation.
Please, explain and clarify about your food, drink and sleep.
New creation means being led by the spirit.
A creation that is directed by God...
not the flesh.
A creation that is "moved by the Holy Ghost"
As St. Paul described it in Ro 8,
"The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.
For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh,.."
Before that, I lived, moved and had my being in the flesh,
and by food, drink and carnal emotions which satiate the body... etc.
This nature or creation can not live the gospel nor walk the way.
Because, St. Paul said, "The law is spiritual, but I am carnal".
"The is spiritual" means: I have to be spiritual to love my enemy,
to sell whatsoever I have, I need to be spiritual, and always praying is the nature of a spiritual man.
All the commandments or the nature that God demands from us, declares that we must be in another creation.
Like a mouse that has to transform into an elephant.
Like a seed .. into apples and pomegranates
It's a different being, and this happens when God fills a human and guides him.
The 1st step, you ask me about, is ..
To ask for light, enlightenment and mind renewal or mind opening.
This is the true start, before which it is impossible.
The bible says, " But before faith came," or we can say: before light comes..
"We were kept under the schoolmaster under the law" (Ga3)
Before faith comes into a man's life, he doesn't understand: the meaning of saints fasting, ..
Or why they left their families & their thrones and hide in deserts.
If you ask anyone "why?", he'd answer, "That's right because they're saints"
But he would never do this, nor does he understand why they behaved so.
He doesn't understand their behaviour nor their motives behind what he needs to imitate them.
Without light, he can not understand anything.
He doesn't understand why Jesus and the saints lived this lifestyle.
He doesn't know there's a disease that needs treatment, nor that God's image is a very big matter.
To reach this image meaning, anyone who sees me as if he saw Jesus, as in Ephesians 4..
"Till we all come unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ".
They don't understand how to practically reach this image and that it requires great strife.
The lack of enlightenment is the reason behind humans don't know that there's a disease.
Adam got infected and his nature changed. People don't know they..
Need great change and a new creation, not just practising a rituals.
Through practising rites, God granted me a 'Talent' to build the tower.
But this 'Talent', or this amount of money, is not the spiritual stature.
It's only a means to help me build the tower through strife. I must die in the likeness of God's death.
"That I may know him,.." to know God well, I have to be "made conformable unto his death" (Php3 :10)
God came to demonstrate the treatment, how the old man dies,
how this infected creation can be healed and restored to Adam's creation which doesn't know sin.
This creation requires great strife.
Not knowing sin, is the nature of someone who satiated with God.
Sin is the result of bondage which is weakness and hunger, as God described it to me.
Why youths get astray when they travel abroad? Because they're hungry. This gap is empty.
The more this gap is filled with God, through fasting and prayer.
"This kind goes not out but by prayer and fasting". God is speaking about the nature in which we have become now.
Likewise, God described the Israelites' nature as being under Pharaoh's bondage.
To restore this nature to Adam's nature which doesn't know sin, I have to satiate with God.
And this disease must be cured completely.
This is done by God's spirit which dwells in me, ..
Satiates me and strengthens me.
As it's written in St Peter: "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory,..
Make you perfect, establish, strengthen, settle you."
This is the Spirit of God's work which is to settle me and enable me walk ..
The way and complete the steps of treatment that restore me to Adam's image.
The image that doesn't comprehend sin nor evil. Why? .. Because it is satiated with God's Spirit.
So it's strong, as God's Spirit gives satiation and strength.
It sublimes me over money or flesh because I live not, but Christ.
- At first, .. - Do you mean that the Holy Spirit guide ..
- everyone according to his needs? - He does everything and guides the person.
Man have to persist in not turning back
Sure. He should be ready for all sacrifices.
Even illiterate people. This is new school and new life.
- God is the teacher. - Can I ask the following question?
Or talk about the visions you didn't mention before then answer a question every intermission?
- Ok - Let's talk about those visions.
- But, please, begin since your childhood. - Ok, quickly. The things I forgot to tell.
When I was 4 years old in El-Minia at my grandfather's house where I was born,
I saw my 1st dream, and it didn't repeat.
- Do you remember it since then?! - Yes.
I remember it, and as if I feel it right now because it was overwhelming.
I saw Jesus driving in a train. As a child, I just saw Him as a very handsome man.
I felt He was my father. He drove the train out of the rails and arrived under our house in El-Minia.
At 11 Sharawy St., south of El-Minia.
He kept blowing the train's horn in my dream.
Due to the strength of the vision, I awoke from the dream and opened the door.
My mother and aunt awoke upon my movement.
They asked me, "What's wrong?" But I only responded saying, "The train man is awaiting me downstairs."
I went downstairs but there was no train as it was just a dream. It was an overwhelming dream.
I affected me for a long time as since my childhood I was wondering who were my parents.
I felt my parents were strangers concerning their character and temper.
I'm very emotional, but Dad and Mum are the opposite.
So, I felt I had another Dad who is a king or a prince, and he had lost me.
So, I was seeking who was my real father as I felt they weren't my real parents.
I love them much, very much, but they have different temper. They hate me but I love them.
This is one of my crosses since my childhood. The reason they hate me because: ..
I don't lie by nature, which is a blessing and a gift from God.
Mum used to order me to lie to Grandma, but I always refused.
Then, she used to threaten me if I wouldn't lie, she would beat me. I always told her, "Hit me but I can't lie."
And many times, I tell Mum in front of Granny, "This is not true. You asked me to lie to Granny."
So, she used to beat me, stand over me, hitting me with a slippers over my face.
It was greatly painful. What really hurt me, not the beating, but the person who did it.
Dad used to hang indecent pictures, and I used to get up by midnight to throw them, tear them or hide them between the mattresses.
When he finds out it was me, he would beat me. So I was persecuted in a very peculiar way.
That's why God granted me visions since my childhood.
I was lonely and enduring difficult pain. If Mum saw me happy, she'd get upset.
That's unbelievable! Though, I love her. I don't condemn her. I just tell what happened.
- This justifies why I saw visions. - Something important the viewers should know:
difference in temper, yet you say "Dad and Mum and I love them'.
Your Mum thinks you are disobedient. You don't want to learn or understand.
Meanwhile, she did love her son.
You were persistent in following the way.
They didn't love me because they had no emotion to love me with, as God didn't give them emotions or feelings.
There are people whom God didn't grant emotions nor sensibility.
Dad never kissed me nor hugged me! Never!
During my nursery, whenever I saw Dads hug their children, I can not describe my feelings then.
Whenever I saw children in primary or teenagers with their Dads, I fell in my tears. I had no loving father.
That's why God showed me the diamond and someone talking to me, which I mentioned before.
There must have been something to make up for this pain and the deadly loneliness.
If I weren't very emotional, it would be ok. Having this much emotion, without a Dad nor a Mum, is very difficult.
It isn't a zero status, I was in a subzero status. If I were in an orphanage, it would be ok not to have a Dad nor a Mum.
- Did you complain about them? - No, and this increased my pain. To Whom would I complain?!
- Your grandpa and grandma. Were there any sensible man? - No, there weren't any wise person.
My aunt was the closest to me. She was kind and very hospitable, but she lives in Cairo away from us.
My aunt always told me your mother is such a ....
She knows Mum is simple minded or had... .
Any way, God permitted a very difficult cross to me.
If I just joyfully said, "Tomorrow is the feast", She would beat me.
She can't stand seeing me happy. Why? Not important. But that's what happened.
I was very clever, I had to wound myself so when she saw me sad and wounded, she would would feel relieved.
I always did what relieved her so as she would let me alone. I used to hide that I was happy.
So since my primary school, I knew. e.g. If I swept the floor, I'd be happy.
So she never allowed me to sweep it so the house would be very... .
Dad used to give me pocket money, so she sometimes sold me the food, saying:
"You take pocket money, am I cooking food for free?!"
She used to sell me a Jew's mallow dish for so and so.
Incredible things! If I upset her, she'd force me to sleep in the balcony in freezing winter, ..
Which happened many times during extreme cold.
Incredible things! But this what happened.
Would you excuse me if I ask: did your Mum suffer from psychotic disorders?
It doesn't matter if she had Schizophrenia or else. What matters is the outcome: God put a cross on me.
I mean, if she suffered psychological disorder, it'd be ok. But if she was sane, was that Demonic warfare?
Could the devil manipulate a father and mother to hurt their son unconsciously?
- I don't know. - Ok. Do you remember an act of love from them?
In the previous 3 parts, you mentioned ...
some difficult situations that your mother inflicted on you.
The question is: was that the devil's or was she suffering from psychological disorder?
God showed me and after the miracle I saw many visions showing in clear precision what was happening.
- He showed me that the devil was controlling her. - Was she psychologically sound?!
Yes, but the devil was controlling her. The devil wanted to devour me since I was born.
- Till you grew up? - Till today.
- Till today?! - Yes. Even yesterday.
- What happened yesterday? - As usual..
She phones while I'm in solitude upon God's command, so I can't talk to anyone unless He permits me.
Some people, blaming me, said: "You're not good to your Mum".
I replied, "What about Maximus, Domitius, Ilaria and the saints who fled, weren't they good sons?!"
"You are speaking according to mere human standards. God's direction is the reason."
"If any man come to me, and hate not his father, .." meaning you should not fill your heart or mind except with God.
Because God should occupy all heart and mind.
God explained to me that "Your were created to be filled with all your heart and mind from Me".
"This is the natural status", as God described it. The saints walked the natural & normal way and reached the natural status.
This is very important, lest some thing that this is ingratitude for your Mum or Day, ..
Or that you hate them because of her actions.
- No, I love her. - As you said, "Were those saints ungrateful?!"
- They were God's image. - This reminds me of another question:
There are three types of lifestyles: being a monk, a layman or married. There's no 4th lifestyle.
You don't fall under any of these categories. You decided to live as a *** alone since young age.
What's God's purpose in your life?
- What do you mean? - Your lifestyle is not known and different from the aforementioned lifestyles.
It isn't 4th nor 5th lifestyle. If anyone commits himself completely unto God with complete sincerity ..
- Why didn't you become a monk or get married? - God didn't allow me.
Now, I'm a sheep not a shepherd! I am just a sheep.
The sheep must follow its shepherd. In the past, I joined a monastery.
But God didn't allow me to remain there.
I saw Jesus walking in a direction opposite to the monastery's direction.
He said, "Would you walk with me?!" I replied, "Lord, I'd like to go to this monastery."
He said, "But, I'm heading the opposite way."
Yet, I didn't obey his words. This was 10~11 years ago. I was still under bondage of myself.
I wanted to have social status; I asked Him, ""How would I live in such conditions?! It's difficult. Will I be so?!"
God replied, "What do you mean?" I was still under self bondage.
And my criteria were human, meaning I I must have a position in society or social status.
How will I remain so?! What does it mean to be dead?
Those in the desert are already dead to the world, but how could I be dead to the world while being in the world? .. How?!
He replied, "I'm the shepherd. You must deny yourself. Who wants to follow me, must be without his self.
To be a member in me, I must be the head. If you decide for yourself, you'll be a separate being from me.
You must deny yourself and be without a mind. And this was difficult before.
But gradually, I don't know where I am now. I don't know if I'm in USA, England, Germany or in Sohag.
- I'm not aware of my whereabouts. - Did you know God's purpose from this?
To be dead completely, He be my life source and my head, and I must deny my self.
Self denial has many levels. He wants me to deny my self 100% . Not anymore I.
Like what Asaph said in Ps.73: " So foolish was I, and ignorant..
I was as a beast before thee. Nevertheless I want to be continually with thee"
"I was foolish" means I accepted to be without mind as if I'm a beast.
A beast won't, one day, say "I'd like to build a house or..". It's a beast!
A sheep won't, one day, say: "I'd like to live there." It's a sheep, it's a beast.
That's another important point. The person who follows God ..
- It's the person who WANTS to follow God. - Ok, The person who wants to follow God..
Always hears God's voice during his journey, so he'll be too busy to hear anyone else's voice.
So, it's normal that he sees visions everyday. He is half heavenly, half corporal being.
As a friend of mine described him saying, "He lives with us, meanwhile, he dwells in heaven. He's half human, half celestial."
- He said, "As in heaven, so in earth". - There's another point here.
"As in heaven". "What is there in heaven? God renewed my mind with a simple question, asking:
- .. "What is there up in heaven?" - I went into deep thinking and said,..
"There is no mental nor manual work, but being in Your presence."
I want you to live "As it is in heaven, so earth", to prepare yourselves for this state.
"This is the life, I created you for. This is the life, I created you for..
- ..which is being in my presence." - Just that?!
"Just that', He said. He asked me, "What did you think there would be in heaven?"
I thought for a while.
This is the life I created you for. If you didn't transform into this creation or this state,..
In which, I am your life, not just by words only.
That's why in the sermon on the mount, he said, "Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on."
It means, I should have no mind. For ex., without my friend's help, I would not have been dressed in a suit.
He said, "You'd get dressed for the shoot." But I was absent minded, I just obeyed.
But this wasn't my goal, because my only goal is to reach God.
My goal from eating, for ex., as it is written: " whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God."
God told me, "Whenever you eat, ask yourself: Why do you eat?!"
"Is it for the *** of your flesh which demands certain food?..
Or it is to nourish your flesh and keep it alive to keep worshiping and walking the way that leads to me? This is the criterion."
God created us to be in His presence and be a member in Him, ..
Which requires the death of the old man and old law, and I change to that same image. (2Co 3: 18)
God's image. People aren't aware of God's image and His likeness!
God told me, "Now, it's rare that a shepherd is preaching these few words:..
There's a goal that God created you for; There are steps to reach it."
God told me, "All over the world, it's rare someone preaching the full truth!"
The full truth is: there is a goal, God created us for.
God told me, "Preachers tell the story from the middle; they preach 'You must love one another. A husband must love his wife. ..
We must love our enemies and endure our cross.'"!!
They should tell the story from the beginning: "There's a goal that God created us for, and our life may end tonight."
God stressed 2 points any preachers rarely preach: There's a goal He created us for, ...
to be God's image and His likeness.
It means like Him, as he said in (Ephesians 4). I saw Lord Jesus and St. Paul, in a vision, holding the bible open on Eph3 and 4.
He told me, "It's desirable aim". Ephesus means the desirable aim or the complete aim ..
Or the most desirable or adorable thing, according to some translations.
In Eph 3 and 4, he said, "that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God."
The sentence began with: "That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith. May be able to comprehend with all saints ..
What is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height." Meaning, "I wish you know what saints knew"..
"And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God." Eph3 ..
"Till we all come ... unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ". (Eph4)
This is the image He created us for. There's a goal; God's image. Jesus is God's image.
He wants me to be like that: "I will that they may be one, as we are."
To be God's image, there are steps that leads to it. What a pity! No one is occupied with them.
For ex., I'm a dead seed. And God demands me to bring fruits like apples or pomegranate.
It isn't right to tell people they must love one another.
Will I awake full of love tomorrow because I'm convinced I should have love and I'd like to become like this? No, love is the spirit's fruit.
This is the image of a man at the end of the road; to love my enemies, to always pray without ceasing and not to faint.
This image is an image of fruits, it's an end result.
To be in this nature, there's a way to walk: "strait is the gate, and narrow is the way".
Some say, "Believe only". That's right, but it's just a start.
"If thou shalt confess with thy mouth.., and .. Thine heart" is just the beginning not the end.
Some people are standing at the beginning. God didn't say "Easy is the way", ..
But He said, "Strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."
The way is really narrow, but His yoke is easy of course and His burden is light.
"His yoke is easy" because the more someone tastes God, the easier he leaves everything.
I saw St. Maximus in a vision and asked him, "How could you do what you did? How could you leave the palace?!"
Because I'm very romantic, I asked, "How could you leave your Mum and Dad?"
He replied, "If you tasted what we had tasted . . if you tasted, you'd have done the same".
If any human tasted what we had tasted, he'd do the same like us.
The problem is that people didn't ask God to "taste and see that the LORD is good". Jesus said many times, "Taste and test me".
Not many said to Him, "Lord, let us taste".
That's why people remained since their birth in hunger state and satisfying themselves..
With beaches, pools, air conditions, meats and delicacies.
This is their ***, relief and pleasure.
On the eve of many feasts, I saw Lord Jesus weeping bitterly, saying:
"This is my feast. They should be glad in ME! I'm the Lord not their bellies".
Most people, on feasts eve, seek what pleases their belly, .... not what pleases their God.
God told me, "Their God is their belly..
Their satisfaction is the belly's. Their pleasure and joy is the flesh."
That's what the Bible wrote about, "whilst we are at home in the body". The rest of the scripture is shocking: "we are absent from the Lord".
Jesus said, "Most people are at home in the body, so they are absent from me." For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die".
"They that are in the flesh cannot please God." In th flesh, even with 1/1000%. No only in the flesh 100%, but also any percent.
If you live after the flesh at any percent.
Those who care about making food, drinks and meats;
Those who spend hours cooking: "Is this a carnal mind or a spiritual mind?"
Jesus says, "Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat or drink; take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? For all these things do the nations of the world seek after"
Yet, people still worry about their life. God told me this isn't the catastrophe. The catastrophe is that they aren't aware of doing wrong.
What did Adam do? He commanded him not to eat, but he did. The only test that would allow Adam to stay in paradise and the only condition, was..
.. 'not to eat from a pleasant tree'. .. Yet, people didn't pay attention to that!
Eating from a pleasant tree! It was pleasant to the eye, good for food, and a tree to be desired. Three things.
This was the test. Some people said, "It was just a test in general to test Adam". No, God wanted this test to be intentionally meaningful.
God purposefully designed the test.
God told me that He created man to live, and move, and have his being in the body at first.
God told him, "I created you to abide in me, to be a branch in my vine, ..
If you want to stop living, moving, and having your being in the body, and be absent from the body.
That's what the saints understood: how to move from this point to the other.
People stayed at home in the body and said, "It's God who made foods, drinks and pleasure."
Yes, He made them to test us. He made the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, in the middle of the paradise, before Adam and on his way.
Yes, to test us. They say, "No, God created pools, the sea, the world and pleasure because He loves us."
Every pleasure should be in Him! And in heaven, there is no such things.
In heaven, there are no meats, poultry, Pasticho, etc. Nothing of this sort.
If you said, "You didn't live in earth as it is in heaven!" They's reply, "We'll change when we go up to heaven."
No. If I don't change here, it's impossible there. The proof: the Bible says in 1Co 15:
if the natural body (animal body) is not buried, the spiritual body would not be raised.
Some said, "This scripture tells what would happen on resurrection day after we die and bury the animal body.
Did the saints and St Mary live in an animal body till the end of their lives?!!
Did John the Baptist live as an animal?! Did Elijah, Elisha, the saints and all the hermit fathers?!
The animal body must be buried at the beginning of the narrow way.
Is "the same image" an animal being?!! Is God's image animal being or a beast?! .. No.
To support your words, we say, "We are strangers on earth."
- We are supposed to be so. - We live heaven's life, so as..
- when we go there, we are no longer strangers. - Our nature should be heavenly then.
Moreover, Jesus firmly commanded his disciples in Matt 10, saying:
"Take nothing for your journey, neither staves, nor scrip". God is very sad and weeping because this doesn't exist anymore.
He told the disciples, "neither shoes"! Neither shoes!
Where is this now?!
This is the image that God seeks: "Take nothing for your journey, neither staves..".
Like, St. Abraam, the bishop of Fayoum, who had one robe all his life as a bishop, and always put on slippers.
That's why, God told me, "After St. Abraam Bishop of Fayoum, there has been no shepherds according to My will".
I replied, "Lord, many saints have existed since then!" He said, "There are many ranks. ..
St. Abraam was according to My will 100%, that's why his rank in heaven is so high.
Last time, I forgot to tell vip things that happened on the miracle day.
On that day, God showed me the ranks from the 1st rank to..
.. St. John the Baptist and St. Mary sitting on the throne with Him, ..
As well as Misael the Hermit and Ilarya and other fathers who reached perfection.
He showed me the ranks. First, He showed me my uncle ..
Who was a unique man in his morals.
He was very polite and very virtuous. He was 60 and I was 12; he'd quickly put on his shirt on his flannel, if I came in.
He was very decorum and his name was Heshmat.
Very polite. He never gossips. He'd look down if a young lady passes by, while he was 60 years old!
Extreme virtue and politeness. Unmatched.
My shock was on the miracle day after I hugged Him and saw the ***..
And in a blink, we moved to another place, because I felt I spent days up there.
We moved to place like a a dark bleak room,
I saw uncle sitting on the ground. I love my uncle so much to compensate for my father because he is kind ..
Loving , very polite and virtuous. His character has features that are near to mine.
Speaking of my character: when we used to go to the beach, I said "I would die before taking off my clothes. ..
.. I bathe at home, why would I take off my clothes before the people?!" I was 5 then.
My uncle's character resembled me in this aspect and that's why I loved him.
Up there, as soon as he saw me, he stood and hugged me while weeping. He was well built.
He wept for a long time. His tears rolled plentifully down. He said, "You're lucky you knew. Lucky you, because you asked and got enlightened renewed mind..
.. If only we had asked and had known."
I asked him, "Why did you come here, uncle?!" He replied, "Jesus wasn't my life."
It's written "To me to live is Christ", but He wasn't my life, and I didn't live for Him.
I remember an important sentence that I forgot to tell during meeting Jesus. It's the most important one.
When I saw Jesus stabbed, and asked Him: Who did this to you?!
He looked at me and I understood he was saying it was me!
With extreme delicacy, He didn't want to hurt me. He just looked at me.
He was weeping. He lifted His yes and looked at me, so I knew it was me.
I asked, "When did I stab or hurt you Lord? When all this stabbing?
Many friend told me, "Surely, He told you:
'Every sin crucifies and nails Jesus'. As we are taught in Sunday schools".
He didn't mention 'sin'! He said, ..
"As long as you don't live for Me, you're stabbing Me."
Did you hear His answer?!
"As long as you don't live for Me"
I couldn't fathom the depth of this sentence, so He told me a parable: ..
If a mother brought up her son, sacrificing everything ..
And selling all her belongings for his sake.
After her son had grown up, he opened the house door and deserted her without hurting or insulting her.
Jesus asked: What is this? Isn't it a stab..
That he didn't value all this love?! Even if he didn't sin nor utter an insult
You, as well. Even if you don't sin, as long as you don't live for me, you are stabbing Me.
You didn't give back the love I showed to you, nor felt my love.
He said, "When ye shall have done all those things which are commanded you, say, ..
You are unprofitable servants and stabbing me, as long as you don't live for Me."
How deep this saying!
I was thinking, "How deep it is!"
He said, "It is the truth. It isn't about how deep. It's the Truth. ..
Any man not living for me, is stabbing me. Because: What does he live for?! Who is he living for?
A king brought someone into his palace for a purpose, but he went strolling in the garden.
So, the king said to him 'Go out'. The man said, 'I didn't do a mistake'.
The King said, "Son, it isn't about right or wrong. I brought you in for a purpose. A purpose!"
God told me, "All preachers should preach: There's a purpose.. God created us for."
There's a problem. If a preacher can't live it so he can't teach it to people.
I should ask edification.
The Didache, the laws and all the liturgy in church stipulate that..
If a priest, a deacon or the bishop doesn't live this life, their flock would not live it.
- This is not an excuse! - I don't agree.
- It's very important, but I.. - It's an excuse before Jesus that the clergy are the reason.
- How?! - I'll tell you.
Now, you believe that the bishop, the pope, ..etc are God's choice.
If you disobey them, you'll perish.
The Didache says: The clergy are accountable for their blood.
We, as viewers, want to benefit from ..
How you lived this life so that we can live it too.
God gave us means, like the internet, so as we benefit form them.
When we hear about your vision, we shouldn't wonder nor deny, ..
Because we also can live this life as we have the bible at hand and it isn't a secret.
- Enoch, without a bible, reached the top. - Exactly
Do you believe Enoch went up to heaven alive without burial?
- Without a bible nor an example?! - Yes, that's right.
- In the bible, many saints and prophets lived a fictional life.. - as if their lives were a legend.
We keep praising their lives, but why don't we live it? You lived this life.
We need you teach us this life-style. But before that, we need to ask: Why is God silent now?
- In the Didache, God said .. - At the priest's mouth, people should seek the law.
He said, "They are to be asked for their blood".
Why should I perish because no priest taught me nor let me understand?!
What's my benefit if he is condemned and tortured, while I perish in hell?! Honestly, unbelievable!
Maybe, your life story won't give us excuses.
No. I will answer you from the bible. Aaron was the first high-priest, chosen by God himself. .. God chose him.
Many people say, "This person is chosen by God."
- Even saul was also chosen by God! - And Saul.
- Yet, he remained in kingship! - But God told me about Aaron alone in many visions.
He was the first high-priest and the most marvellous miracles in history was performed by his hands.
Unprecedented legendary miracles that never came to the author of 'Sindbad' nor 'One Thousand and One Nights '
Locusts, lice and cleaving the sea, etc. And of course, Moses and his rod.
But Aaron was the first high-priest. One day, because he didn't worship God in truth because he hadn't loved God.. at all..
'Making them a calf because the people told him' is not an excuse.. anyway..
To please the people, because he completely worshiped the people, ..
He made a calf, worshiped it, and said:
This, Israel, is your god who brought you out of the land of Egypt. Tomorrow is a feast to the LORD.
I won't condemn Aaron, I'll respect him.
Out of manners and human decorum, I'll respect him and won't blame him.
I'll treat him with all delicacy, love and respect.
But, is this an excuse for someone telling me, 'This is God's chosen'?! .. No.
He, who is not enlightened nor has discernment, would say, "He's chosen by God. He's the high priest."
It depends on who is enlightened and who is not.
History repeats itself, everywhen and everywhere; I.e. ..
David was once a saint, who experienced God a lot. He killed Goliath, a bear and a lion.
He's a true saint. But, one day, he diverged from God, and when he saw a lovely woman, he couldn't curb himself and killed.
God pointed out to me that the heart is deceitful above all things.
The most delicate creature, about whom the bible wrote when he cut off Saul's skirt "David’s heart smote him".
This man kills! For a woman!
I won't condemn David, nor blame him. I'll respect him very much, but...
the key point is 'Am I enlightened or not?'
If I weren't enlightened, I'd say, "He's the king and a prophet." And if I were in Aaron's day's, I'd say, "He's the high-priest that God chose."
The catastrophe is the unenlightened people. The key point is:
I respect the high-priest either in the old testament or nowadays; ..
I respect the pastor or the bishop because God chose him, but I shouldn't imitate him.
If someone told me, "He's God's chosen!". If I were enlightened, I'd tell him:
"Ok, I'm not speaking against him. I respect and love him truly, ..
But I have a shepherd! I have a good shepherd whom I must follow."
- The problem is that people don't read.. - .. The Good shepherd
- .. the bible said: My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. (Ho 4:6) - Right.
The bible repeated: "My people are gone into captivity, because they have no knowledge." (Isa 5:13)
In the Apostles' laws in the old latin version:
"Cursed be he that walks after an adversary saying 'Amen. Amen'."
- If he was God's chosen, .. - God chose many, like Saul..
When he diverges from God's way.. please concentrate how live life with God..
As brother Hany said, he's chosen the way, even if his Mum, his sisters, ..
And his family chose to be his adversaries. He separated from all people, ..
As St. Athanasious said, "Even if the world is against me, I'm against the world."
If someone was God's chosen, I should respect him, ..
But I have to decide either to follow him or choose another way.
Whenever a 'Chosen person' diverge from God's way, he falls, like Saul ..
Although God anointed David to be a king, yet David kept Saul's life saying "I wont put forth mine hand against the LORD’S anointed."
- He respected him. - Yes.
We should respect him, but David didn't take after Saul.
"You are slaves of the one whom you obey" (Ro 6:16) This is the rule.
Once, I saw Jesus writing it in the sky. I wondered, "What is this scripture?!" He replied, "It's the way's rule".
"You are slaves.." and the following scripture is "The law has dominion over a man as long as he lives".
As long as I live by the flesh, the law will dominate me: The law of the flesh and the world's law.
Whenever I begin to live in the spirit, be led by God's spirit, ..
Give up my life, the light come in, and begin to satiate from God, ..
Then, I'll be enlightened and can see who is walking straight and who is not.
I'll respect Aaron, even while he is bowing his head before the calf!
I'll respect him during his worship to the calf. With all respect, I won't follow him.
I won't condemn him, as it isn't my job. My role is to ask God the way.
Jesus says, "I'm the way". Aaron is not the way.
Any priest or a bishop, even if he was God's chosen or a saint like David, ..
He's prone to deviate from the truth and the light one day.
Yet, he can repent and be a saint again. But, someday, he might not be in the spirit.
If I'm enlightened, I'd know the right and the wrong. As for the unenlightened..!!
.. This is the catastrophe.
He says, "Walk while ye have the light. Yet a little while is the light with you."
The last commandment Jesus said in John gospel 12: "Yet a little while is the light with you.
Believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light: for he that walks in darkness knows not where he goes"
The People don't know where they're walking because they're in the dark and didn't seek the light.
It's no excuse for someone who goes up to heaven and tells God "Lord, there weren't anyone walking in the truth in my city, my country, nor in my continent".
God would reply, "Son, did you ask me and I didn't help nor enlighten you?!"
God said 6 times: " Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. For every one that asks receives"
Enoch had no bible, nor an example, but "The anointing teaches you of all things, and ye need not that any man teach you."
This is whenever there isn't any example person.
Jesus said, "And they shall be all taught of God. Every man therefore that has heard, and has learned of the Father, comes unto me. ..
.. He that believes on me shall never thirst; and he that comes to me shall never hunger." (John 6)
And: "No man can come to me, except the Father draw him" and "except it were given unto him of my Father." (John 6)
He stresses the importance of us asking Him and seek for He is standing at the door, knocking ..
And saying: "Let there be light". When the light comes in, everything would change.
We'd be bouncing with joy and saying, like the blind man: "I was blind, now I see; I was blind, now I see".
They told him, "He's a sinner". He answered, "I know not: one thing I know, I was blind". I remained in this state for a week after seeing all this.
I said, "Whom I was worshiping?! What was I doing with my life?!"
I remained a state of amazement: "What was I doing in this world?!" My life was nonsense.
After I saw my uncle, I saw my Grandfather.
Grandpa was civilian engineer in 'El-Minia'. His name is 'Selim Abdel-Shahid'.
He's very religious, according to common standards. He always prayed the book of prayers.
He'd always tell my mother off if she wore short sleeve dresses. He was very tenacious in truth.
That's why I saw him in a shiny place where there were meadow and plants. Marvellous.
But he was unhappy. I was happy to see him and hugged him asking: "Why are you unhappy?"
He said, "I'm too distant from the throne and the saints." I asked him, "Why?!!"
He replied, "I also didn't live for Christ. I couldn't say 'For to me to live is Christ.' ..
I was not dedicated to live for Him. I didn't understand the goal to be His likeness and His image. ..
Therefore, I didn't know the practical steps and the lawful strife which St. Paul spoke about in (2 Timothy 2:5).
.. I didn't live for this goal from my heart, my thought and my soul. ..
.. I wasn't growing or walking everyday. ..
.. Yes, I didn't go back, but I didn't know the matter, nor the truth, nor the way that the saints had known."
So he was unhappy, although he was in a sweet place, according to common standards: meadow and plants!
Afterwards, I saw the place of people I had known who were striving to some extent .. some monks.
They were in a slightly more luminous place. But everyone would say, "I'm faaaar from the saints".
Until I reached Pope Kirollos, whom I loved. He was in an overwhelming bright luminous place.
When I saw him, Pope Kirollos smiled and embraced me.
I said, "Surely, you are in the best place in heaven."
He said, "I'm just in the 3rd day! There's still a 4th day, a 5th, and a 6th day."
God explained to me the six days of creation: the 6th day is God's image and likeness. (Genesis 1)
The 1st day: God said 'Let there be light', which is the beginning. It's renewing someone's mind. It's the 1st day.
The 2nd day is the firmament that "divided the waters from the waters". (Ge 1: 6)
The 2nd Day is the most important in the 6 Days. What does 'the 2nd Day' mean?
God told me, "I created Adam like a flying cloud. ..
He's water, but in a state above the earth; ..
Hot water so the bond between water droplets was loose.
So, he could resist earth gravity. But he met a cool surface, so he became lukewarm and fell.
When he fell to the ground, he became mud and puddle.
You're created in this nature: water mixed with earth that turned mud.
My spirit was moving upon the face of the waters."
God's spirit was asking this mud and puddle, "Would you please allow my light to enter?!"
God is the Sun of righteousness: what does the sun do?
When it shines over mud and puddle, it raises their temperature, loosening again the bond between the droplets of H2O.
So it can resist earth gravity, like saints who resisted and rose up as they became in the spirit ..
By crucifying and putting to death their flesh, which Jesus taught us.
This is a good contemplation, but was this really God's message through the days of creations in Genesis?
Yes, it isn't a geology book. What benefit for me from creating the firmament in the 2nd day?! Besides, 'What is firmament?'
Some said it is the atmosphere; others said it's the space.
Ok. Let's assume it's the atmosphere, is this something to be created?!
What atmosphere?! How come? The earth was created in the 4th day!
In the bible: God created the matter from which he created all, but the stars and the sun, and solar system was in the 4th day. What atmosphere?!
The solar system cycle was created in the 4th day.
On the 2nd day: Atmosphere for what? The earth or the stars weren't even created then.
Even if they were created, what was created?
The atmosphere is merely the result of air existence between the space and the earth.
This is something need not to be created. And, what did I benefit?!
The bible says, "Every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God gives life to man". What did I benefit?!
What benefit I get from creating fish on the 3rd, 4th or even the 5th day?!
The bible says, "Let us therefore follow after the things unto edifying." What edifying is there in this story?! Nothing to edify me. Nothing!
If you look through it, there's nothing unto edifying!
The bible is a map leading me to the kingdom. Jesus told me.
Many people don't know why 'The book of Samuel' and 'Kings' were divided into two parts each, ..
As well as 'Corinthians' 1st and 2nd. But 'Romans' wasn't divided.
Jesus explained many things to me. What's the difference between Ezekiel, Isaiah and Jeremiah?
Those priests who say 'At the priest's mouth, people should seek the law', I ask them:
What's the law? Do you know the meaning of everything in the bible?! All things can be know by the spirit.
This is a great proof that people aren't in spirit.
As John the visionary saw the book was sealed with seven seals, that he wept..
So one of the elders said to him 'Why do you weep?'.
John wondered why the book was sealed, and even with 7 seals. The elder replied, 'The lamb can loose the seals'.
The bible is indeed sealed with 7 seals; many things are vague and many people expounded the parable of the unjust steward differently, for example.
Nobody understands Daniel's visions till now. If God was dwelling in someone: "nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ lives in me"..
God who is inside him is the one who wrote the bible, so in spirit he can search all thing, as in (1Co 2:10).
If there's no spirit, he can't know, and this is a great proof that people don't have the spirit as they live after the flesh.
If you ask one of the saintly hermits, as when St. Zosima asked St. 'Mary of Egypt' how she knew all the secrets of the bible,..
She replied, 'The spirit who dwells in me explains everything, it's the same spirit who wrote the bible'.
You mentioned man things that need many episodes to discuss them in details.
- May I complete this topic? - Can we refer to Pope Kirollos's topic?
Pope Kirollos told me, I'm very far from other saints." I asked him, "Why?"
- In the paradise. - "One star differs from another star in glory".
"In my Father’s house are many mansions". He said, "I'm very far from St. Anna Simon".
I asked, "Why?!" He replied, "Compare what she sacrificed and left for Christ to what I did. ..
She was an empress, and abdicated the throne. But, I was an Upper Egyptian who lived an ascetic life.
I replied, "But you were dead indeed unto the world!" He said, "Yes, but there's a difference between a death and another."
I said, "You were running the way", and he replied, "There's a difference between a running and another. ..
The more you go down, the more you arise. He that shall humble himself shall be exalted. That's why Jesus told me a nice info about John the Baptist.
He said, "John was the greatest among those that are born of women: but he that is least" not in heaven but on earth.
Meaning, God told us the key and the secret to reach even more than perfection.
The secret to arise higher even more than John the Baptist. He meant: John did not reach the end of perfection and that's not the end. ..
If someone went down lower than John, he would arise higher and be greater than John.
He that is least, after his life on earth ends, in the kingdom of God is greater than John. If you could be lesser..
- There are saints no one knows about them. - Yes, there are .. many.
Some people seek fame to get other people encourage them.
Because they worship other people and seek their satisfaction.
They're seeking encouragement saying, "I'm not in the front. I didn't have my rightful share." Do you mean those people by "The least"?!
Those who don't care about other people, are they "The least"?
Sure, it's a step in sainthood and asceticism. The more man dies, the more he arises up.
"He that shall humble himself shall be exalted".
E.g. St. Maximus and Domitius who were 16 and the sons of Emperor Valentine of Rome..
When they came to Egypt's desert and St. Macarious saw them, he rose his hands and said, "I'm not a monk at all!"
He said "I'm not a monk" because he was extremely amazed of them.
When Maximus and Domitius were praying, fire was going up from their mouths. Their cell was illuminated as if by the sun.
He was amazed saying, "I'm not a monk at all". So there's a difference.
St. Macarious and Pope Kirollos are very great, but there are many different ranks in greatness.
St. Macarious was very very very great, but when he saw Maximus and Domitius, ..
He saw himself lesser than them to a great degree.
There are many many ranks in sainthood.
The secret is: 'He who humbles himself'. He who esteems Christ would sacrifice.
Why don't people even crucify the flesh or fast? Instead, they eat kosher delicious foods, like vegan meat.
Because they haven't tasted Him. The greatest proof that people is not satiated with Christ is their seeking after their belly's satiation.
- The biggest proof ... - They are sticking to the christian ordinances!
The gospel is the constitution.
It says, "They that are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." Ga 5: 24
"His servants ye are to whom ye obey".. If I obeyed my flesh in a thing, I'll be his servant.
With one bite from Adam, his nature changed and his eyes opened.
The orthodox, the christian, or the spiritual idolatry is the life we live superficially.
One of the great saints in christianity said: "Most christians live the liturgy idolatry".
- Liturgy idolatry isn't God's worship. - They don't worship God indeed.
Let's have an interval, then continue your journey with Christ.
We'll learn many things. We'll hear what temptations bro. Hany went through and ..
How he reached this style of life, whether it is a hard life, ..
Whether we can live the gospel that is in our hands now.
Can we all meet saints everyday and stay with Jesus and talk to him?
Is this life impossible?! Let's take an interval then continue Bro. Hany's journey with Lord Jesus.