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24 hours awake...
falling continuously into a microsleep,
and my heart beats at 180
Cold sweats, sick ***, but who's suprised
because this weed
rubs salt into sore wounds
I hope writing this, brings me into deep sleep
I see the keyboard of my IPhone three times
Damn, what a curse, sleepless again
I should walk a bit around the train station...
Or I do a line of coke!
a big one, 12 yards like a penalty kick
What up!
Or take some benzodiazepines
get high as ***
So let's go, grandO
Nope! bloody hell, that's not me
therefore I take a walk till the wish fade away
till the voices disappear
but the voices return
again and again, when I calmed down
Man am I diseased?
Sleepless in Aarau
Sleepless in Aarau
From 24 hours to 38 hours
I'm getting nocturnal
playing pokers, getting money
while you're asleep
But the small pots do not satisfy me
Therefore I lose everything in my mania
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
but is the Lord my shepherd?
Dunno, but apparently, he's not the biggest fan of me
Who the war wins is still unclear, I can take no action
An angel on the left, a devil on the right of my shoulders
How many hours will I arguably stay awake?
must distract me
but what should I think of
I just have to go to bed and have a bit of sleep
but I hang out now in the web in chatrooms, loca (crazy)
the clock ticks my ***, the second hand whirls as ***
I avoid any view but my eyes just stare at it
No one here understands me
not even I
I forget, what is the point in being alive?
Sleepless in Aarau
Sleepless in Aarau
Now I'm almost at 46 hours
I nearly died before
but I suspect, it's not even at its worst yet
In my head a mix of various songs
and tell me, who is this guy in the mirror
I lose the sense of reality
I'd lay down but I don't have WLAN in my bed
whatever
I wouldn't be able to sleep anyway
And my contacts in WhatsApp told me finally to shut up
***
I'm in a fix.
but I don't give a ***!
Sleep is important? That is plucked out of the air.
No problem, I could endure it forever
But why am I writing, I'll never record this ***
I'm looking desperately for cigarettes in the empty boxes
I find one and I'm full of happy
light it
inhale
and I relax
take a pic for Instagram at the same time
Sleepless in Aarau
Sleepless in Aarau
50 hours, booy, complete insanity
I do debates with Obama and Sarah Palin
truly awful
why do I make my life miserable by myself, I am nuts!
Go to sleep you idiot or you visit the hospital again
Wusa
Calm down of your bad trip!
Who? Me?
Yes! You! Exactly I mean you!
Me or who? Express yourself clearly!
you, so me, whatever, do you get it?!
What the ***...
I comprehend nothing at all anymore...
It doesnt work to take away his panic by itself
Only the blue pill helps, I've seen this in Matrix
No Way!
In this case I must stay awake a bit longer
If i take the pill tonight , i'll take it every night soon
It will also work without it, i'm absolutely sure
Until then I remain....
Sleepless in Aarau
Sleepless in Aarau