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What just happened?
I actually liked it
What?
Well, let's see we were talking about ***
and how only real men like to eat ***
Yeah, definitely
And we started talking about colleges and football and dead end jobs
Where'd you say you were from?
Fort Wayne
Yeah, right, sorry about that
I like Fort Wayne
Yeah? great?
And you?
Salinas
California
John Steinbeck
You're related to him
No, he's ...
Like it?
I did
I can't remember did you say you have a girlfriend?
ahh had, have had several, yeah...have a girlfriend, had a girlfriend
you?
No, I...well I've had girlfriends
But I'm not ... really
How did this happen ?
Well...ahhh, you know, we were talking about the shape of things
you know you started this.
Look, dude , I told you, I'm not one to just randomly..
jerk off ? ?
Well, cripes man, maybe you should start
Well you didn't seem too opposed
Yeah, I told you I liked it
I mean I'm a pretty open minded guy and you seemed...you seem...
pretty cool, I thought , why not ?
I think someone slipped something in our drinks
our water?
What?
We were drinking water. You think somebody slipped something into our water ?
Coffee. I was drinking coffee.
Are you like Christian ?
Dude, I do not know one guy who doesn't jerk off at least from time to time
Not one
Dude, we just met and you're asking me all these intimate questions about ...
We just ... I mean ... I think I know you pretty damn well now
Probably better than most people in your life will ever know you
It wasn't like we *** each other off or sucked each others' dicks, we sealed the deal, man
we made out with each other and stuck our tongues in each other's mouths and
you know sealed the deal
don't...we were really making out, like, tongues and saliva and you were...
All right , stop!
What'd, you black the whole thing out already?
No. It's just ...
I mean...
Basically this is why I do not ***
You do not *** because ...
My reality is much more Beyond my wildest dreams
Or in this case nightmares
You invited me up
You were going to show ...
What were you going to show me ?
What exactly was your intention ?
I was going to show a website on ... you know ...
The size and shape of different ... and ...
How our anatomy fits well ... you know
Want to see it now?
No Thanks
Like it?
Yes !
Why do you keep asking me that ? I liked . I really liked
I liked . You look good, you smell good . It feels good to be with you
enough
Would do it again
Would you do it again?
Yes definitely
With any ?
with you
I do it again with you
Why? Why me?
Friend us were at the bar for hours
You told me your deepest thoughts.
You told me things that no one had told me before
You were so real
It felt good to be around you
Is that a frigging crime?
not
We are not made for this. Neither
Do you know ? Roughly thirteen minutes ago I would have agreed with you
But right now , I think differently .
But you 're going to tell me that not you agree with me?
I already explained
I had not had sex or even ***
And not long ago I had sex
I do not know ... and you ...
It's just ... you're very handsome ...
Very , very handsome
And you seem to be so ...
I do not know ... normal.
I 'm normal
And you know what?
You are also average
Have you had ...
I do not know ...
I had ... ...
I had never even crossed my mind. Never.
When my friends in high school gathered to *** together
He was not interested
Although I probably would have won a couple of bets
Do you gamble ?
You know . Volume, distance ...
You are so handsome
Look, I never had sex with a man before
I never wanted to have sex with a man before.
But one thing that overrides all rules for me.
What's that ?
this
My heart?
No. My Heart .
If it feels good here , I do
No matter what. And never before It felt good , but tonight ...
For the reason that it is
I were talking about your cat
And you told me how when you sleep in your bed and think about your cat
He comes and lays on your chest
And you do not have to do anything more than lie in bed
And he starts to purr
And you start to feel this emotion that grows in your heart
A great, wonderful emotion and expansive in your heart
And I was feeling that same , standing next to you
You told me your cat starts to purr stronger and that emotion gets bigger
And your cat purrs louder ... and I thought ...
I think I'm feeling exactly the same at this time
And the next thing I knew you were about me
It was beautiful and wonderful
Thou art beautiful and wonderful
And does not mean you 're gay, no means you're not heterosexual
It means you're alive and awake
What a glorious thing is a miracle!
How fortunate we are to have found us ...
and have had the ... opportunity to experience this!
Even if it is only for a moment
Dude, that's my shirt
This feels good
It is true
***!