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Sometimes I feel so alone like no one understands me.
Not a girl my friends, myself and especially not my family.
I attempt to soul search but I never seem to get results.
I wonder if growing up fatherless is the reason I'm so lost.
50 percent of the person I am seemed to fade into the air.
Now I sit and wonder if the world would be better if I wasn't here.
Would my sister be happier as an only child? Am I the reason why she is struggling in her
life right now? Mom would you have been better off without
the burden of your first child, Did I ruin your life or did I make it worth
while? I think to myself every night asking
these types of questions, Do I want to drop out early or continue taking
life lessons? Keep letting my mind cripple me or do I use
it a weapon? I look in the mirror always striving
For perfection, My vivid recollection of my past seems to
blur my perspective, I've just been held back for so long how could
I ever forget it?